Personal Update, DOUBLE REWARDS, and some Cycle Shipping!

......well, after that mind fuck that was the Firefly Funhouse last night, you can bet that delayed this journal. XD

And now that our trio of entranced-ees have your attention (As well as give you an idea how that'll all go down), I can explain about last week.

Last Wednesday, I nearly had a panic attack. 

This was brought onto a really unnecessary trip to town where my folks wanted my help with something. 

While naturally I knew the UK lockdown meant only essential travel was allowed, I got ready at 8am for a 9:30am leaving time.....that thanks to my dad became an 11am start, hardly a good start for a night owl with a art and writing business to run. 

Then to my horror, I find out not only town was full of over 100 people, many of which did not look like they were out for shopping, work or exercise, but this helping chore was for compost. My mother wanted compost during a lockdown and did not want to wait or pay more online, so decided my own health and wellbeing was worth the risk to get what she wants..

Not only was I so angry inside, but my anxiety built and built up that I thought I was going to have a panic attack. Just way too many people there, a queue system that was a mess and took us longer to get inside, and all of this in that name of compost, something you could make your own of at home. 

So of course, with my anxiety and my sleep patterns screwed up from all this, it became so hard to do much of anything, with only that special someone in my life able to calm me down and ensure my recovery was a short one and not overly long like in the past. <3 Hence why I got a May done on Saturday. 

I know this sounds very bratty, but with a virus larking anywhere of course I was going to feel so fearful. But that sir is the last time I go into town till it is safe to again, and little morning favors like that are nothing going to be happening again, especially not when my folks set a time and fail to keep by it. I can't be doing either of those when my Patreon needs updates more than ever. 

Okay mini rant over, now onto the good stuff. 

I want to firstly thank everyone that stuck around for April. I honestly thought the donator numbers were going to fall further due to the virus but I am very grateful to all of you. <3 

As a token of my thanks, anyone this month who is on a reward tier this month gets DOUBLE REWARDS!

I know its a little overkill what with all the other rewards I owe, but I want to give you guys something back for supporting me during the most unpredictable time of my content creating career....even if those rewards might take awhile to be done. ^^;

So yeah, be sure to either post a comment or direct message to claim your rewards and I'll jot them down in the ol' notepad on the To Do list. ;) 

Also much like last month, if you're on a $5 or more tier if you could let me know if you intend to end your donation at the April, just so I have a rough idea of what next month looks like and can prepare for it in advance, that would be most helpful. :)

Once again, thank you all for your support! Now to really crack on with those projects! <3