I'm back from moving - what now?

Yo,

I want to give y'all an update on my situation. I successfully moved. We are building furniture and things are looking great. Last night I finished building my setup for recording and streaming. I even made a new reaction in the new setup already for YouTube with the (G)I-DLE song.

Tonight I will return to streaming and soon enough I will finally(!) be able to put more time into Patreon too.

Good news: I am now (actually) fully commited to this. I quit my University and I'm jobbing part-time (soon TM) while I go at this. For now, I got 6 weeks of freedom as my Uni classes just ended today and I won't take any (but one, for fun) exams in this period either. Meaning: I can progress on things faster.

The main thing I however want to talk about is you guys. I feel really bad that I let you down with content drought after content drought. My life has not been easy but you guys still give me money after all. Something I never took or want to take for granted. Thanks to anyone and everyone that is still here and believes in me, likes my videos and wants to support me.

Personally, I had a really tough time since early 2022 to find motivation for Kpop again. Not for making videos. But for Kpop. I felt everything was a slug and it honestly speaking felt like a job, not like a fun hobby anymore. I wanted to go back to that or at least attempt to and that's why I had occasional breaks of mind to try and achieve that without going completely rogue. Hence my breaks on YouTube in particular. Throughout all of this I tried to at least keep my streams and content on Patreon going. I realized that that was the ulterior reason why I never got to have a real break from all of this though and hence why I coupled it with me moving to make space, mentally.

I feel good right now. Not back to 100%, but good. And I am slowly changing my approach to things, to Kpop, to videos. Especially with YouTube I don't want to pressure myself anymore. I will go back to the roots: react to what I want to watch and what you guys want to see from me. I don't want to be that perfect robot that watches every single comeback on time and if he doesn't has huge PTSD about it anymore. I'll wake up at an early-ish time, have breakfast, freshen up, sit down at my PC and whatever comes in my way, comes in my way.

Once again, thank you for tagging along my journey and still being here. I hate making promises, because there's nothing worse than false promises in the world in my opinion, but I will promise one thing: I am trying my best to give you more content soon.

Thank you for reading this if you did :) Have a nice weekend yeorobun!