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Elis Zill
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👉Life updates☕ (stress,anxiety & what I've been up to)

Hello everyone! I hope you are ok!

I'm not so active here as I really want to be this week sadly.

The truth guys is that I'm so tired with so many projects and work at the same time + next conventions I'm going to attend ,after 2 years without any cons,it's been hard,but that's not the main reason.

I've been suffering from anxiety and stress during these last weeks, I've been having stomach aches and I wasn't really been eating 'good' for this reason. When I feel like this, with so much anxiety and stress, I don't want to eat, is not really that "I don't want to" ,but I can't due to my stomach aches. This is something that happens to me more often than I would like to admit, for years and years I suffer from this type of discomfort/issue (not really sure about the word in English),since I was a child I have these kind of symptoms, and it's all due to the anxiety and stress I have ,sadly.

I know I should go to a therapist maybe,but I'm not sure if I'm ready for that? I don't know, it's not easy for me.

Talking about my problems is not something I like to do or that I do. I don't talk much about my issues. Because I don't like to talk about it.

I'm telling you this guys because it's more easy for me to write about this and because since you guys are supporting me here, you should know why maybe I'm not very active here during these last 2 weeks.

I've been preparing a lot of things for my next conventions, one is on Sunday and the Comic-con is in May. it's very exciting but at the same time I feel so stressed...

I'm doing more videos lately as well, I'm trying to get my Youtube channels monetizable, sadly I can't get more supporters here on Patreon lately, that's why I'm also trying more alternatives.

I'm sorry guys, I don't want to burden you with my issues, I want this place to be fun and inspiring for you. I know I feel like this for a couple of weeks and then I will be ok, I just need to get used to Cons and life after lockdown,get things in control like resting properly and eating well,doing exercices...Trying to have a healthy life.

Thank you guys for reading. Please feel free to share any thoughts with me if you are going through a similar situation.

Comments

Gracias a ti ^^ ✨ me llamo Venecia 😊

skeletonflower

Muchas gracias por tus palabras💜me dan fuerzas (me dices como debería llamare? porque no sé tu nombre y siempre me escribes tan amablemente)

Elisabeth Zilli

Primeramente, gracias por crear este espacio con mucha dedicación y arduo trabajo, tu arte para mí es muy inspirador. Agradezco la confianza en compartir con nosotros por lo que estás pasando, es válido todo lo que sientes, por experiencia propia puedo decirte que no es nada fácil aceptar la ayuda de un profesional de la salud mental, pero, una vez que decidas tomar esa decisión será de poco a poco... Te mando un abrazo ♥♥♥

skeletonflower


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