Hey guys, basically I feel like crap.
Absolutely sad, I feel like my dreams will never happen, I've been struggling.
Idk what to do. I want to cry, but I'm so dear inside that no tears come out.
I feel so lonely. Hopeless.
Just really needed to vent out. I'll ask mom to stay with me a little bit after they finish watching their show and before she goes to sleep.
Please don't worry, those are just my feelings right now.