Slave Girl 2: Chapter 40

Rosa, fatigued from her magical training, wishes to return to the house and so we do.  She insists that I allow her to try to make her own way and only aid her when she needed it.  To her credit she does quite well but in the end I do have to guide her here and there.  I could tell that she was frustrated, her Lady’s pride hurt by having to depend on another like this for something so simple, but with me she could bear it.

As we walk I think about something she had said to me on the bench.  About how I felt responsible for Collywaddle because she had become a friend.  When I was back home I certainly never hesitated to stand up for what I thought was right but back then I always felt like I was simply a supporter of my family or friends.  I never felt responsible for anybody but myself, not like I did now.  It was yet another of those changes that had happened to me since falling in love.  Gods above, I never realized before how much simpler it was to NOT love and care.  If I didn’t care so much my life would be way easier.  It would be a hollow shell of an existence, but definitely easier.  And then I start to consider the green shoots of the other friendships that we were starting to nurture.  Granny, Cas, Horatius, Amadeus, Lydia, Aristocles, and most of all Cassie.  And with thoughts of Cassie come other thoughts.  Thoughts of marriage and family and all of the responsibilities and acts that would entail.

We are halfway up the stairs when I say.  “Rosa?”

“Yes Master?”

“You told Peisandros that you are monogamous.”

She stops and turns to me.  “Yes.”

“Did…you mean it?”  I ask.

“You satisfy me completely Quin.”  She lays her hand on my heart.  “I can choose my own partners now and I have chosen you.  I have no need for more.  You are my onliest boy, the man of my dreams, you are the One.”

“And I have chosen you.”  I say softly.  “So…what are we doing with Cassie then?”

“Whatever you and Cassie wish to do.”

“But…”

“You, my handsome young man, still have wild oats to sew and a world of pleasures you have yet to experience.”  She says.  “And a Lady who is eager to show you off.  I have had a lifetime of sex in my years as a meretrix.  But I do not expect you to limit your experiences on my account.  That is not fair.  You’ve only had me but there is so much more to experience.  Non-amazon women, threesomes, orgies, all manner of erotic joys!”  Wrapping her arms around my waist she pulls herself in tight.  “Unless you oppose it your Lady would be so very, very proud to share you when you are ready.”  Her grin widens.  “Unleash my mighty boy upon the world with me holding your leash.”  Leash?  Oh!  I liked the sound of that!  Reaching up she finds my neck and traces a finger along its side where my collar once was.  “Why do you bring this up now my love?”

“I don’t know.”  I say.  “Collywaddle offered herself to me.”

“Sounds fun.”

“She offered me sex.  Aristocles offered me sex with her!  She’s his sex slave it seems.”

“Good for her!  She was hoping for that.”

“She seems happy.  And yet she swears that she loves him and that he loves her.”

“I would believe them then.  Why would she lie?”

“She said she would have fought for him.  She loves him enough to fight for him.”

“Then I am sure she would have.”

“Yet she offers her body.”

“Yeah.”

“And you wish me to start a family with Cassie.”

“If it is meant to be.  Yes.”  She says.  “You want me to tell you that it is okay to separate sex and love…I cannot do that Quin.  That is something that is either inside of you or it is not.  Neither is right or wrong, it is simply the truth inside of you.  When I told Peisandros that you were not ready to have sex with Aemelia, I meant it.  You are still finding yourself baby.”  She smiles.  “And it is a beautiful thing.”

“What if I cannot…be with another?”

“Then I will keep you ALL to myself.”  She giggles and nuzzles into my chest.  “I’ll be the greediest little slave you ever saw!”

I laugh.  “And Cassie?”

“We let her blossom in her own way.  Whether that involves you or not.  I told you before that marriage is about more than sex and romance.”

“I don’t know Rosa.”  I say. “What about children?”

“There are ways to deliver your seed without sex if it comes to that.  We’ve got time to figure things out.”  She touches my cheek.  “You’re blushing, aren’t you?”

I squirm a little before confessing.  “Yes.”

“I knew it!  He he he.”

“Rosa…”  I clear my throat.  “…um…”

“What is it baby?”

“With your permission…”

“Yes?”

“I…I think I would like to try.”

“Try?”

“Sex…”  I take a deep breath.  “…with someone else.”

“Oh!”

“Not that WANT to, but…”  I sigh.  “Before I get in too deep with Cassie I need to know how it feels.  I need to know what’s possible.  Before you I never…well…I just never.  I don’t know what it will be like.  I’m…a little scared honestly.”

“I know baby.”  She says warmly.  

“And I want to face that fear…whooooo…in a safe way.  With a woman I trust.”

Slowly a little devilish grin curls up the corner of her lips.  “Collywaddle!”

“Yes.”  I say.  “She is so casual and easy going about sex.  It’s no big deal.  It’s just fun for her.  And being in her breeding years she is desperate for it.  Plus her Master offered her services to me sooo…”

“It would seem rude not accept their generosity.”

“Something like that.”  I say.  “Colly won’t get hurt if…if things can’t happen.  And she’ll understand.  I’m not sure the same is true with Cassie.  I just want to…try.  I just want to know.”

“Just want to try, huh?”  With a pinch to my nipple.  “Horny boy thinking horny thoughts more like.”

“Rosa!”

“Wantin a little taste of green, eh?”  She teases.  “First a demon-Amazon, now a kobalos sex slave, talk about a taste for the exotic!  It’s a good thing that harpy wasn’t available or I might be babysitting a clutch of eggs right now.”

“Ewww!”  I laugh.  “Stop that!”

She titters.  “I think it is a wonderful idea and you absolutely have my blessing Master.”

“I…I’m going to need you to be there.  I won’t…I can’t do this on my own.”

“Be there?”  She exclaims.  “That sweet sexy ass of yours is still mine ya know.  If I’m sharing my boy I’m taking charge!”

“Oh thank the gods!”  I gasp in relief, afterward we both laugh.

“When are you leaving for town?”

“In a couple of hours.”  I say.  “Wait…now!?”

“Now.”  She says with a firm nod.

“But I didn’t mean…”

“The sooner the better.  Plus we can send you into town nice and relaxed and mellow.”  She says.  “A young man with a load of cum in his nuts is a lot more likely to…he he he…pop off when the pressure gets high.”

“Rosa!”  I guffaw.

“You can stop it right now or anytime you like.”  She says.  “If you aren’t feeling right just say the word.”  Then more softly adds.  “I’ll look after you baby.”

“Oh geez.”  I squirm and blush even more.

“That sounds like a yes.”

“Ahem…yes.”

“Ohhh!”  She says excitedly.  “This is gonna be fuuuun!”

She takes my arm and tugs me along up the stairs.  Oh boy, what have I just gotten myself into?

Chapter 41