monielponi

Ex (last requiem)

Added 2021-04-06 08:50:12 +0000 UTC

So here is Pills’s side of what really happened.

Pills and Art’s relationship ended up broken because when Pills needed him the most, he disappeared and rejected her. I feel super identified with this, because many of my closest friends rejected me and pushed me away when I was suffering bullying and harassment.

And this is what Pills felt like: the only person in the entire world she loved and she could trust, failed her. Ignored her. Pushed her away.

So right now... the only thing she can do is stay away as possible from Art (another reason why she accepted to go to Japan). I don’t really know if she’s gonna recover... I don’t know how this is gonna pass. It’s terrible painful for her and also for me.

Bad guys won. Bully won. Harassment won. Pills is completely alone.

This is the song btw:
https://youtu.be/1o84y-5-cO0

When we started to think about them as a couple, I showed Art's creator this song, because is the opening of one of my fav anime ever (Mushishi). And it ended up being "Redpill" main theme.

I guess is gonna be like that forever