Tough Times

  Hey all, wanted to touch base with you guys and fill you in on what's happening. So if you remember awhile ago I said I was having some difficulties with my relationship, then a follow up post saying things were better, which they appeared to be. Long story short, my relationship is over. We were together a little over 2 years, and lived together the last 8 or so months. 

 She's moved out, it's been about a month since the whole thing kind of transpired and so I just want to let you know I'm not really in the best place right now. I'm handling it a lot better than I thought but anxiety and uneasiness still consumes me a good portion of the day. So I'm really trying to keep it together moving forward. You are all the nicest, most kind people I've ever had the pleasure of talking to, so that's why I fill you in on personal matters. It also helps me get a bit off my chest. 

 But any who, here's the plan. I've been promising a lot of great things. And I think with this free time, and new found focus, I'll be delivering those all soon. I just hope I can get my mental state under a bit more control before I start those things. But your moral support helps a lot, and with it I hope to start filming a lot of great things. 

 The current roadmap is this: 

New channel art/music/intro etc.

Livestream Let's Plays

Wednesday videos back

And we'll keep it at that pace for now. I don't want to go too crazy or over promise. My main concern right now is just finding a happy place and not being a downer over a relationship. Thanks again for all the overwhelming support, and PLEASE do not hesitate to message me about any Patreon perks I have not delivered, as I do owe a lot and am bummed that I've been so slow on it. 

 In the meantime, you can expect a Skyrim VR Review within the coming week. What's everyone else been playing? Let me know!

-Ryan