My Fellow Inmates...

My Fellow Inmates...

Hello again, this is Asylum

Ten years ago I stopped writing due to a multitude of reasons: Leo was in Virgo, while Jupiter was in the 7th house... And my Psychic told me not to trust tall men covered in fur...

lol

Fifteen years ago, when I started writing, everything was on the rise. Asylum was a new creation of mine, that grew out an abusive BDSM relationship, where Dan said "I will never be hurt again"

*A Level 27 Rubberasylum Appears In The Room*

The next thing I knew I had a new relationship, a new home, we were building playrooms & buying gear.

With the help of a cheapie poloroid digital camera, that we suddenly realized had a very grainy video function, we began filming our antics.

At the same time a boy of mine introduced me to twitter. Mix my sense of humor and timing with some sexy fetish content and before I knew it I was one of the popufurs I was making fun of.

Of course I got swept up in to it. So long to the boy who created the image, as the image itself took on a life of its own.

People would visit me from around the world to come play. Of course when you were paying to travel to come see me I wasnt going to dissapoint. At first I was having a blast. Playmates all the time and I got to capture video of it all.

We would get 100s of thousands of views, and to write and share about the whole insanity was also a lot of fun. People would come, get tied up, I would edit video and then write about it...

wash, rinse, repeat...

Then came 2012 when Wetsuitjay and I broke up. I was left raw and found myself with my subside speaking up loudly, wanting to play, wanting to be at the hands of another. Yet I also found myself asking how Rubberasylum at the height of his popularity could really say "I want to be tied up too"

I did try, and received the silent response I expected.

I have never been a big one for mounting other people, so we mostly do tie up play where one person is the center of the action.

For a while I was really getting off on others pleasure & pain, I mean I still do, however that little voice in the back of my mind wanted to receive what I was giving, Yet I found myself drawing mostly subs who wern't in to closing restraints on another.

Frustraion mounted, but I trudged on

It is at this time, dear reader, that I can hear you say "Oh, whoa is you. To have a sea of penises and still be frustrated. That must be hard."

Whoa is me indeed. Now you see part of the conundrum I have been stuck behind.

Asylum was fun when he was sharing the good times, but who wants to hear about the bad times right?

So he clammed up.

Well, we are back in the good times. Wetsuitjay and I are back together. I'm married to a wonderful puppy, and I have two boyfriends who take good care of me.

...and I have one hell of a story to tell you about the last 10 years. lol

So I am going to start writing again a few times a week. May be more, may be less, but at least a few times a week.

Due to health concerns we have ended our parties and are beginning a new playgroup called "Bondage Furs"

We are also going to try to get the old videos back up. I have tried Murrtube with no luck, just kept hitting errors. I will try again, but if anyone has alternate sugestions for where to host I'm all ears.

As for anything else... a website, a podcast, etc, etc...

Look, Im emotionally exhaused. I have tried to get those options up and lose interest so fast that I can tell you firsthand that burnout is real.

We are going to start with this as I know I can keep it up. I have a bondage story in my mind I need to write out as well, so that will be coming soon.

My blog will always be free. What exists behind the Patreon paywall is my library of 30 bondage stories. I am not working at this moment so any donation is appreciated.

If people start using the paid portion of my Patreon I will start updating it as well.

my favorite thing to do is to go out for lunch to get out of the house, so buy me lunch.

lol, internet Panhandling, I need to take a shower now =P

With that, our time has come to an end.

Whatever you do, dont scream too loud as others are trying to sleep

~Rubberasylum