Time for a late post here!

Ola again!
Well, I've been quiet for a long time since my last post here, not because I've suddenly lost interest for continuing my drawing activity in the fandom, but because I've been too busy and couldn't find the time to get my brain together and post some recent news.
In any case, when you are busy with different things, time goes by too quickly, and it is not always possible to write something here in a timely manner. And sometimes there is not even moral strength, because after work you feel extremely tired (like a dried lemon that was kept for several hours in a washing machine, dried again and left to lie under the sun at 40 degrees heat for several days) and all you want is to disengage from everything and be in silence without thinking and carrying about anything.

So, therefore, when originally, I planned to make a big journal here about the previous year and my plans for the next year, but now instead of that I will choose to leave this note in a short term (in a most short terms, as it possibly for me), and quickly hop back to my commission drawings again.

First small news - I got moved to the end of 2021 to the new place. In my old place, I got some troubles with my rent, it was not so critical, but it had a cumulative effect that with a time made me stressed too much. Luckily, at the end of 2021 I found better options. My new place of stay is a bit smaller than before, but it also is not too expensive for me, what means less stressful and I don't have to worry too much about rent at the end of every month, as before. I believe, or I want to believe, that new conditions will help me get past my troubles with stress, and it will have a better effect for my next drawing activity. Maybe it will allow me later to draw something else, instead of only commissioned arts. I still miss the times, when I was able to draw something for myself, just for fun.

In other news, mostly about my global plans for this new year, I got the chance to get my job back. Not soon exactly, since there are still some troubles in my region with that (and I guess not only in my region), but my inner feeling tells me that maybe in a second half of 2022 my life will become more stable with getting back to a regular job when the covid crisis will end, plus I'm also so confident, cause I got reserved vacansy in a touring agency, where I used to work before. Yeah, from the other side of things, getting back to a regular job means that I will have less time for drawings again, but... eh, during this pandemic, all of what I did in order to survive, it was from commissions. I'm not complaining about it too much, especially when it even saved my life once, but I feel tired of that. A lot. And I wish to change it, since it doesn't seem for me personally, that drawing, and especially commission drawings, are supposed to have a MAIN PRIORITY in my life.
But don't worry, I'm not going to drop all this at a moment’s notice, when I will get my ordinary job again. There still will be new art and maybe commissions from me, but I guess there wouldn’t be a big amount of it, since I will not be able to spend all my time for drawings, as I can do it now. But on the other hand, instead of quantity, I will have the opportunity to devote myself to quality and increase my drawing skill as an artist.
But this is just plans, or if to say more properly - my personal wishes. Actually I can't be completely sure what will happen in the second half of this year, there still a lot of time. But I would like to have a option where I would get my job back.

Anyway, this is about distant future. which will not come soon. Until then, there will not be any new global changes and I will continue to work with arts that I have in my current to do list. I want to thank for everyone who supported me with commissions, or just did a simple moral support to me during the last year, because it really helped me to survive in such hard times. If it wasn't for the support of the new friends that I have met here, especially your moral support, I would have given this up a long time ago. So, thank you all again! I hope the new year will bring good changes for all of you too.

Hah! I feel bad about myself for making journal notes here, so forgive me please of being too short and too chaotic at the same time in this note. My mind has been busy with many things lately, but I felt like I should leave some message here so that people don't think that I don't care.

Soon, very soon, here would be something more new, instead of single journal note. Already have few new arts in my list, which awaits for publications...