Update!

Hey there! I bet you're wondering where I've been and why I basically went dark creatively. Well, there's a long version and a short version. 

The short version is that I went on a two month depression bender where I was unable to get out of bed and basically spent my time sleeping and not eating and living like I was wasting away. It's been a bad time. 

The long version is that I got put on a bunch of new medications trying to fix my adhd symptoms. And what ended up happening is they messed with my depression symptoms, because I went off my anti-depressant for them, and it was a bad time. It was a very bad time. In fact I can say I've not been so miserable and nearly suicidal in nearly a decade before I was on the meds I am now back on. 

In the meantime, I have also begun trying to fix my lethargy and lack of energy, and been trying to get back into doing regular things like eating, showering, living, that sort of thing. I might sound a bit cavalier when I talk about it, but only because in my head it sounds better than really going into the depths of where my head's been at. 

So first, thank you for all of you who have supported me. I apologize for just poofing like that. But I was in no rational headspace to even communicate with most people on a daily basis. Second, thank you to those who have kept supporting me. I look forward to rewarding your support and getting back to making content, and hopefully finding a way to actually, you know, get back to where I want to be. 

For those wondering, my newest story is 6500 words. And it took me a month to write it, because I was so strung out and unable to do anything. And a good 1500 of those words were written today. That's how bad it's been for me mentally these past few months. But barring another sudden downturn, I should hopefully be getting back in the saddle. 

Once again, I thank all of you for supporting me and my content. It means the world to me. I hope and look forward to rewarding your support with more content in the near future. 

As always, stay safe and healthy. 

-Silver