Looking into 2018... sick start!

Oh man, I'm so sorry for letting everyone down :(

December was just terrible for me, both artwise, workwise, moneywise and almost everything else. Some friends have been ignoring me entirely, people still have been attacking me through DA over stupid shit from so long ago, I've been struggling with my art and my self-worth, struggling hard to smile at work, going crazy with things at home... it hasn't been good.

However, the last few days have lifted me back up a bit! A friend who I hadn't seen in 8 years was in town, and we had a bloody great time. I also had my kid cousins here at home, so we had a lot of fun. The only downside, was that I was sick, very sick. It started on Friday and hasn't gotten better. My throat is so bad I can't barely talk - imagine how frustrating it was around my cousins and friends! I wanted to talk so much but I couldn't barely do much in that department, along with ongoing headaches - but we still enjoyed ourselves! I just had to miss out on swimming and stuff, but I had fun being there.

But because I've been sick and still am - I havent been able to return to work this week and it's HARD on me because I haven't been working for this new boss for 6 months +.... which means no sick pay. I'm going to be screwed next week :-( I'll have NO money at all. I think it's the shitty cold & hot summer weather that has caused this.

So yeah now that's out of the way, I'm gonna try harder to get back on track with everything here and continue with my own world-building and some work with Crunch, Tani and co! Yes, I haven't given up on fanart entirely. I've just been struggling with art in general, but I will try and make it through.
But first, I have a few commissions I need to do. One for Bizlok, one for Bunni and one for Fargus. I also owe one for Arody, but she hasn't given a reference for it yet. 

Also I was considering closing my DeviantART down, but I've decided I'll just keep it there for now, but 'pause' it - disable all comments and remove some content for the time being. At least until I can get back into my usual self, somehow. 

So yeah, I'll try and get back into business soon.