Struggling to do commissions...
Added 2018-07-22 05:39:51 +0000 UTCHey guys, well I think I've come to the conclusion that I really need to refund or replace the commissions that I owe (besides the minor bi-monthly ones, which only one person is on right now) because I'm seriously struggling to get any motivation to work on anything else besides all this... DBS art. I do apologies for that, I really can't help it!
I only get one or two days to myself each week, and I'm always so desperate to draw these new ideas and things that I love, and it drives me crazy if I can't do it due to lack of time x_x and whenever I try to work on anything else (Crash, Ratchet related) it just bores me and I get distracted and drift away from it. It can't be helped. I've tried for months and I'm just not getting anywhere.
Which means I should just refund the remaining commissions. Two are flatcoloured, so I can offer partial refunds for those. But one is a large scale commission (Crunch Time) that I've restarted because I dont have enough copic colours to finish it traditionally, and it wasn't satisfying me.
I tried to restart it digitally, but it's just.... not enjoyable to work on anymore. I just don't know what to do.... I need to refund or replace these commissions, it's making me feel bad about myself and I just can't stand the thought of making people wait SO long.
Ugh, if only I didnt have to work so many hours each week, then this wouldn't be such a big problem... x_x
