Chickenzaur

My life now

Added 2022-09-26 07:37:20 +0000 UTC

Hi guys. Today is the first time in three weeks that I finally found time for a laptop.
Me and my husband were on vacation for two weeks, we lived in a tent camp with on the seashore. The vacation was quite difficult due to the revealed illnesses of my husband (how timely!), and we realized that we could not have a rest there. We were hoping to relax a little at home after this trip, but bad news was waiting for us.

This stupid war demands our men. I am afraid for my father and husband, no one from my entourage wants to kill and does not understand the goals of the war. These days I spent in terrible tension, I can't think of anything else except plans, options for shelter. We are all depressed that things are getting worse and worse and it is not clear when it will end...

I'm trying to breathe. Breathe and think soberly. Ironically, during the mobilization period, my studies in psychotherapy began. It was difficult for me to distract myself, but probably studying stabilized my state of mind a little. But at the same time, I saw the faces of classmates whose husbands and sons had already been taken away.

I have commissions that haven't started yet. I am both happy about this and afraid that I will not work well because of anxiety. I also intend to continue drawing rewards for my patrons (at least as long as the conditions allow me). However, now I have to delay drawings for people, I don't keep up with deadlines. It is very valuable to me that I can still earn money through this resource. Unfortunately, I am not sure that I will be posting content in the near future... But I am grateful that you are still here 💛

I wish you all peace and prosperity