Patreon and June

 I just wanted to make a post to let you know that rewards are coming even though I havne't worked on any of the June rewards yet.

so basically how I work is flawed and I've been working on fixing that but basically: from the

7th-13th I work on commissions
13th - 24th I work on Patreon art (but don't fully finish the sets because I need to get them out ASAP so I can advertise before the month ends and then I can't get patrons for those artworks )
25 - 31st I try to work on commissions but its a lot slower after 20 days of drawing
1 - 7th of next month, I finish the Patreon sets

and I'm not happy with this process for few reasons, the 7th - 13th for commission is great... if I didn't take so many which is a problem I have. I don't take commissions because I want or need money, I take them because SO many people ask and ask and ask and rightfully so, I do the same to artists I want commissions of, except most artists have the strength to say no while I am weak and I feel bad and I know they want art so I try and o all this art for everyone or at least give them hope than I can accept it at a later date and so Im basically A) taking on artwork , getting paid for it early, and then it becomes a debt and ANOTHER thing on my consistently growing schedule and B) promising future art to people which is basically reserving spots leaving me with 0 free time.
13th -24th for Patreon is great but its too late, the 24th is too late for me , I need to finish artworks by the 15th.
25-31st for commissions again, doesn't work because I'm basically burnt out from rushing Patreon rewards because I was too busy finishing LAST month's patreon rewards to do this months on time. 

and then 1-7th is ridiculous, I should not be CONTINUING to finish rewards after the month is done because I had to rush them and get them out last month so I can advertise

and so why am I saying all this? its basically just to say , June rewards are coming , itll just be late and Im accepting that, Im not going to heavily advertise this month and Ill just slowly start working on them now BECAUSE Im working on old commissions at the moment, which is one of the images I have attached to this post. The other image is the stuff I WANT to do but I don't have free time because im constantly taking commissions and creating a never ending schedule for myself for the future.

SO.... im working on commissions now WHICH act like rewards too so ill post those and like ... thatll be new work BUT I will be getting to Junes soon and you will get the rewards I promise. And Im HOPING to finish commissions by mid July even though I've been telling everyone Im going to have them done soon for months now but its just going to happen , Im going to work hard to clear up my commissions. And when I do clear them up, I will shift Patreon work to be done from the 1st - 15th and I will deliver rewards on the 4th instead of the 7th... then I will do commission from the 16 - 30th along with personal stuff I want to do as well.


I know ths whole post might be random and not really a big problem but I just wanted to let you guys know where im at and for MY sake just put this out there. Thanks for listening lol and I've been working on the OC design so polls will come soon for the outfit . As always, thanks for the support !