weekly talk 193

Here we are here we go

Workflow:
I didn't drew much last week. A coupleof things... And i'm ok with that. For once.
i mean, for those who follow me for long, you must be used to see me call myself a fraud cause i did only 5 drawing this week, or stuff like that. And for once, at a moment last week, i just told myself. Ok.. don't draw. Don't draw for 3 or 4 days. Do stuff, work, on the site, on side stuff. But don't draw.
It was a decision, and i was ok with that after the third day... and... I feel more at peace with that.
I drew this morning, and it was cool. I'll continue this again this afternoon, maybe finish it, aand it ll be cool!
I should stop telling myself "that is not good enough" sometimes. Just draw, be happy and let it be.
So, it's what i'm gonna do right now! I'll work on the stuff to do, finish the 4 remaining of July, do the Lord of Game, cause i wanna do it, already got the idea =D, and work on the Monthly sketch i started with Valkya. I'll try to finish all of thse in next two weeks, not in that specific order. Thanks you all for all that patience you had and have with my own insecurities and struggle. You're all wonderfull gits!

The administratives Problem...:

It's still here, and not solve. But now, i know... that i have nothing into it.
i will explain now the root of all the struggle. And i think you should be a bit.. surprised.
All started in 31/01/2022. I was unemployed, because i followed a training course to create my one man company, i had to be enlisted as un-employed, well, not HAD TO, but if i was, could make the unemployment company cover the fee of the training course. So i did. Out of that had no un-employment coverage. So, the 01/02/2022 my company was officialy launched. And i contacted the un employment company to terminate my account at their place.
"No problem" they said, but for informatic procedure, my termination ll be post dated at the 31/01/2022.
No issue there!
Then come the administrative office that give me some help. The CAF.
As a starting company i got access to a sort of "bonus" the government give me. it's calcutlated on how much i make, and the idea is to make sure i have at least a minimum wage, so when i make less they give me a bit more. And they give me a bit more when i win less. But it's calculated in a way that, if i do a 700€ month, i'll still have more money with that and bonus that if i did a 600€month.
So a sort of gratification to encourage you to make more, till they give you nothing cause you are able to fly on your own. Ideas is to make sure you live good enough that you won't prefer just living on the minimum wage. having a job and doing your part, even if it's a small thing!
That said.. 2 month ago they cut me off the system. No mail, no notification, i just had no more money each month, and a sort of signal on their site saying
"we cut you off, click here to sent us a mail to appeal the decision".
No way to get to the root of the problem, and they got like 3 month delay just to open a mail you sent them.
Not their fault, they're like 10 to make a job of 50 in each of their bureau. But by chance had a friend that work in, and she managed to take 5 minute to help me.
AND...
I know the issue.
Their system is slightly different than the un employment company. For them i started the company the 01/02/2022.. So it mean i quit un employment the 01/02/2022.
When the un employment company sent them i quit the 31/01/2022, their own server stated that for one day, the 31/01/2022, i wasn 't unemployed, and not a company owner yet, therefore, must have been an employee!!
Employe get salary!
You stated you had non at this date, you lied, we cut you out of our system!
...

... and the lack of solutions:

And here is all my issue with administration, and why i'm still strugling  2 month later.
Calling, sending mails, waiting 3 weeks to see if there's a change, calling again, each time waiting 1 or 2 hours with a small music.
I called to see where are we with the problem?
"Soon, ll be solved in 10 days sir!"
3 weeks later, no change, call my friend, she sent a note in the system, cause they don't have the rank to over ride such system error, and .. no answer, calling again, mailing again. No one know why it's still stuck. But it is.
Is there another issue? Seems not.
it's the only issue... but it's stuck there.
So i'm in trouble with french administation, missing some bonus i actually have right for, because of that.

Actually.. it's not the money the problem. The problem is i'm stuck into this issue now.
Not knowing what is the problem.
If they told me "man, sorry, we can't do nothing, just sorry you'll never have the bonus again". Well.. sucks, but here it is, it's an answer!
Now i'm in a limbo, and all the peoples supposed to help are as stuck as i am :/
Did no mistake. They did no mistake either. No one did a mistake. Two administrative computer got different way to imput dates, and now i'm in the limbo because of it
It's a bit anoying, but worse, it's munching my sanity. I just want it to be done. So i took decision, this week i let it pass, i do nothing more. I mean, sent mails, contacted folks etcetc. I do as if there was no issue
Next week if it didn't solved i make alast attempt. And then, i'll just see it as "done". I mean i'll just assume on my end that i can't do shit, and this bonus is gone. If they don't want to take a decision i'll take it for them. And Just assume i don't have it anymore! Healthiest thing to do!

That said, thanks for reading this far

And c ya soon!