Falling For Me
Added 2020-06-10 17:05:54 +0000 UTC(CW: implied sexual situations, self doubt, and heeeeavy angst)
"Stop, Aziraphale, stop," Crowley whispered above him. The voice that was always so sharp, so sure, trembled as Aziraphale dropped to his knees, hands on the demon's sinewy thighs.
The angel pulled back, ceasing the gentle kisses he'd been peppering down the demon's front. Immediately he was hit by the waves of deep shame rolling off Crowley; his demon, his best friend, the being he cared more for than first editions, delicately iced tennis cakes, Veuve Clicquot at the Ritz.
"My dearest one," Aziraphale startled, "what is it? I'm so sorry, have I done something wrong?"
"We have to stop, if we don't-" Crowley sobbed, "... We can't do this- you can't be with me- you'll fall. You can't fall for me. Please, angel."
Comments
๐ข Ugh, my hahht
litlgreenleaf
2020-06-17 04:09:53 +0000 UTCOh my sweet Crowley and how Aziraphale loves him so. I love this so much. The angst in this is exquisite. ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ญ๐ญ๐ธ
pyracantha
2020-06-11 17:36:32 +0000 UTCYouโre both giving me *Ideas*, and I donโt have time to write more fic right now. Iโm already up to my eyeballs in GO WIPs. Argh. Can I haz more time plz??
miraworos
2020-06-11 17:00:06 +0000 UTCASDJDSBHZHXNSJSMFhfjndjsm I'm curious about the story concept behind this aaa ๐ญโค๏ธ
Sigularia Plantum
2020-06-11 11:02:20 +0000 UTCIโve been feeling very angsty lately (some issues going on in my life) so this just got me all emotional when I saw it. ๐ข So sad but also so beautiful. Well done.
Sarah
2020-06-11 07:58:32 +0000 UTCSo sorry to read this, Kirsty Farnfield, Whiteley Foster. I hope you both get better soon. In the meantime, remember that you are not alone.
Dee2908
2020-06-11 06:04:13 +0000 UTCI meant what if. The idea delighted me.
Angela Bryce
2020-06-11 02:26:45 +0000 UTCNo just me dumping incomplete stories on you guys ๐
Whiteley Foster
2020-06-11 02:26:01 +0000 UTCOh! What is this one and the protecc piece are part of the same story?
Angela Bryce
2020-06-11 02:24:58 +0000 UTCOh my god, so much yes!
Hannah
2020-06-11 02:21:56 +0000 UTCYes ๐
Whiteley Foster
2020-06-11 01:39:47 +0000 UTCSigh... ๐
TakeKare
2020-06-11 01:33:48 +0000 UTCThis is gorgeous! ๐๐ญ
rippingoffmyface
2020-06-11 00:44:32 +0000 UTC๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Megan Henley
2020-06-11 00:03:34 +0000 UTCthis is so beautiful and heartbreaking ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Losyanya
2020-06-10 23:31:56 +0000 UTCOh nooo I'm in love with this piece oh my god. Adding this to the list of "stuff I need to write a thing for" because god damn (Also Whiteley, if you wanted to post more of your writing, I doubt any of us would mind at all!!)
CuddlyHawk
2020-06-10 20:57:45 +0000 UTC๐ญ๐
werebear
2020-06-10 20:22:02 +0000 UTCI second the motion of Kate and then ineffable kink. Please make a sequel to this heartrendingly good picture and story. Our poor little hearts depend on it.๐โฃ๏ธ๐ค๐โฃ๏ธ๐ค
Satoshistar7
2020-06-10 19:55:41 +0000 UTCOh my goodness. Youโre not just an artist but youโre also a damn good writer. Well done and you hit me right in the feels.๐ข๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ข๐
Satoshistar7
2020-06-10 19:53:47 +0000 UTCthis is amazing! the lines, i just... perfect as always. thank you!
Lara
2020-06-10 19:41:04 +0000 UTChow dare
Lara
2020-06-10 19:39:36 +0000 UTCOh his love is so deep ๐ญ๐
Lisa
2020-06-10 19:33:55 +0000 UTCOh no, the poor things... This is gorgeous
mellowfishie
2020-06-10 19:24:58 +0000 UTCOhhh that would be awesome!!
IneffableKink
2020-06-10 19:20:38 +0000 UTCExcuse me, how dare you come for my feelings like this?! (Just joking, I love you for it!!)
voicesthatcarry
2020-06-10 19:19:29 +0000 UTCPlease, please, please!!!!
Kate
2020-06-10 19:16:25 +0000 UTCGod DAMN Whiteley!!! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
twilightcitysky
2020-06-10 18:59:10 +0000 UTCPerhaps I need to get to work on a sequel! ๐ค
Whiteley Foster
2020-06-10 18:32:03 +0000 UTCOhh the feelings!! This is wonderful! Poor demon, of course you have doubts and the last thing you want is to ruin Aziraphale โค๏ธ Iโm sure thereโs another scene of love, comfort and reassurance right after this one ๐
IneffableKink
2020-06-10 18:28:48 +0000 UTCThis is so beautiful, but also so heartbreaking. He loves Aziraphale more than himself and will give up what makes him happiest, Aziraphale being with him, to ensure his Angels safety. ๐ญ๐๐๐
Warps_Cosplays
2020-06-10 18:28:00 +0000 UTCHi yes I need more of your WRITING๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ค
Chibiq
2020-06-10 18:27:09 +0000 UTCGahhsdfhjklfadghlj
Khadijah Danielian
2020-06-10 18:23:53 +0000 UTCThe softness mixed with the quiet pain in Crowley's expression is just mournfully beautiful
Melina Barbuto
2020-06-10 18:23:24 +0000 UTCJust coming straight for our hearts!
Meg
2020-06-10 18:15:08 +0000 UTCOhhhh.... such a vulnerability! So perfectly arranged work!โค๐คฏโค๐คฏโค๐คฏโค๐ฅบ
Ilsy
2020-06-10 18:13:56 +0000 UTCs'ok. my heart didn't need to function today. nbd. it's just shattering into a million tiny pieces.
Ellen Pauline
2020-06-10 18:09:12 +0000 UTCThere's definitely a fic like that, I've read it, but can't seem to find it just now!
Silvia
2020-06-10 18:07:03 +0000 UTC"It isn't up to us. My darling. My dearest. No matter how we try to hide or how much we wish we didn't have these emotions, you know denial and repression will never make the feelings go away. If you are uncomfortable, we will take it slow, yes? But they are real. Apart or together, I will always ALWAYS be yours."
Goat Matron
2020-06-10 18:01:33 +0000 UTCNGK, I canโt words! First off, stunning work! Aziraphale is so soft, sweet and lovely here, with such bright, adoring eyes. Crowley (while also lovely) is just so perfectly rendered, you can feel the war of emotions going on! Of course he wants his angel, but the anxiety and the copious tears! You can tell this fear has been bottled up for a long time! And the story is absolutely wonderful. Gentle kisses, sobbing demons, even just a mention of Veuve Clicquot at the Ritz! *Swoons hard*
Hannah
2020-06-10 17:53:05 +0000 UTCCOMFORT CUDDLES AND WINE
YamiKakyuu
2020-06-10 17:50:48 +0000 UTCYou always make the sad scene hurt with how beautiful they are
Hannah Barnes
2020-06-10 17:47:30 +0000 UTCOOOF yah that was my heart.
M Aidan
2020-06-10 17:47:15 +0000 UTCItโs ok, didnโt need my heart today anyway
Ineffable Penguin
2020-06-10 17:44:14 +0000 UTCDear Crowley, love is pure, selfish, greedy, all-consuming, selfless, giving and a gift. What you fear is Obsession that is only consuming. Love is what can transcend all.
Sordan
2020-06-10 17:39:39 +0000 UTCDamn it, Crowley needs a hug and he needs Aziraphale to wipe away his tears. ๐ญ๐
Atelerix
2020-06-10 17:29:20 +0000 UTCOMG my heaaaart... It's so beautiful but my heart... ๐ญ
Vapor
2020-06-10 17:27:43 +0000 UTCThis is fine. I'm fine.
Alayna Caballero
2020-06-10 17:25:45 +0000 UTCI have been saving it to use in a fic for ages, but the funny thing about fics is you apparently have to actually write them for them to exist. So, instead, I will share it here and hopefully inspire someone else.
Tiffo
2020-06-10 17:25:38 +0000 UTCBLESS YOU FOR THIS
Ash S.
2020-06-10 17:24:03 +0000 UTCCOMFORT. IT HAS TO BE. ๐ญ
Ash S.
2020-06-10 17:23:15 +0000 UTCIt's fine, I didn't need my heart anyway. Love this, heart wrenching.
ineffably_reef
2020-06-10 17:22:39 +0000 UTCOh no my heart ๐ญ How do you ALWAYS capture their emotions (especially Crowleyโs angst) so painfully and so beautifully? I felt this in my chest. Also, I now desperately need a fix-it. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Ash S.
2020-06-10 17:22:35 +0000 UTCoooh, Crowley's body language and the look on his face are so expressive, I can almost feel this emotions, doubts and deeeep anxities raging inside of him ๐ข๐ and Aziraphale's look - worried, but already ready to soothe, calm his beloved, oooh ๐ญ such a powerful piece! โค๏ธ
sick_pineapple
2020-06-10 17:20:54 +0000 UTCThis is so powerfully, heartbreakingly beautiful ๐๐
Christina Clare
2020-06-10 17:19:56 +0000 UTCI can't help but think that yesterday's piece and this piece could be put in the same story (idk how but I thought I might just throw that out there)
Daisy
2020-06-10 17:17:21 +0000 UTCOMG๐ฑ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Patolozka
2020-06-10 17:17:13 +0000 UTCEvery time I see something about Crowley worrying that Aziraphale will fall because of loving him I picture Aziraphale quoting back Toni Morrison. "Don't ever think I fell for you, or fell over you. I didn't fall in love, I rose in it. I saw you and made up my mind. My mind. And I made up my mind to follow you too."
Tiffo
2020-06-10 17:16:47 +0000 UTCIโm having such a hard time drawing anything that isnโt this grotesque cocktail of human misery!
Whiteley Foster
2020-06-10 17:16:05 +0000 UTCOoooooh oooooh I'm trying hard not to cry how dare you post something so wonderfully heartwrenching. Guh!!! I want more!!!! Its so glorious!!!! ๐๐๐๐
TheeeDJSiren
2020-06-10 17:15:49 +0000 UTCBeautiful ;0;
Sadie Everhart
2020-06-10 17:15:32 +0000 UTCOOF. Ok...didn't need this tonight, but here we are
Overused.underrated
2020-06-10 17:13:56 +0000 UTCI love it. I'm going through some rough personal stuff at the moment and while I can't write comedy right now, I'm churning out some heavy angst in a similar vein to this.
ScrapHeapChallenge
2020-06-10 17:13:52 +0000 UTCWHAT THE HECK IM SAD
lauren
2020-06-10 17:13:46 +0000 UTCI'm trying not to cry but I'm loosing that battle ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ but its beautiful
Daisy
2020-06-10 17:13:42 +0000 UTCJust gonna be sad the rest of the day now.
Katy Clanton
2020-06-10 17:12:47 +0000 UTCI have a powerful need for every fic, art, and comic with this premise. Crowley's shaking hands gripping each other, the movement of light across the image, the shimmering tears โ ooooh this is just the perfect serving of angst
cozygothmode
2020-06-10 17:12:40 +0000 UTCNo Crowley don't doubt yourself. You are one of the kindest creatures ever.
egmon73
2020-06-10 17:12:15 +0000 UTCYouโre killing me
Angela Bryce
2020-06-10 17:12:15 +0000 UTCMY HEART ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐
Emi-Wan Kenobi
2020-06-10 17:11:27 +0000 UTCAzira: My dearest, I've been fall in love with you for a long time
Sarah Marino
2020-06-10 17:11:18 +0000 UTCNo.
DC
2020-06-10 17:10:48 +0000 UTCPoor Crowley!
Bookworm86
2020-06-10 17:10:39 +0000 UTCCRYING ON MY LUNCH BREAK
Ande
2020-06-10 17:09:23 +0000 UTCBrilliant and heartbreaking ๐ญโค๏ธ
Nads (@teslatherat)
2020-06-10 17:09:17 +0000 UTCThis....oh god. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!
Kate
2020-06-10 17:09:14 +0000 UTCOuCH
Sev Dragomire
2020-06-10 17:09:01 +0000 UTCWellllllllllllll somebody needs to!
Sarah Pizano
2020-06-10 17:08:24 +0000 UTCThat's ok, I DIDN'T NEED MY HEART TODAY.
Marina
2020-06-10 17:08:22 +0000 UTCOhhhh Whiteley youโre making us cry again! ๐ญ๐
Shadow Kana
2020-06-10 17:08:17 +0000 UTC๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
theanimangagirl
2020-06-10 17:08:03 +0000 UTCNo I just kind of word vomited into the description ๐
Whiteley Foster
2020-06-10 17:07:57 +0000 UTCMY HEART
Lauren Webb
2020-06-10 17:07:45 +0000 UTCAh, okay, I'm gonna search for all the pieces my heart just shattered into, ๐ญ really beautiful
Marmelade Marmelade
2020-06-10 17:07:35 +0000 UTC*hugs them both*
strawhat4life
2020-06-10 17:07:34 +0000 UTCI would read an entire fic or comic about this.
AngelBookshop Owner
2020-06-10 17:07:30 +0000 UTC๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ Is this a fic already? Cuz I want it
Sarah Pizano
2020-06-10 17:07:22 +0000 UTCOw. This is beautifully ow. ๐ญ
tricksyliesmith
2020-06-10 17:07:17 +0000 UTC*cries* so good but so sad!
flutefiend
2020-06-10 17:07:07 +0000 UTCAhhhhhhhh!!!!! ๐ญ๐ญ
YamiKakyuu
2020-06-10 17:06:54 +0000 UTCWell ain't that a lovely gut punch.
Tarek Giver of Cookies
2020-06-10 17:06:47 +0000 UTC
