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Jazz Baby pages 78-83

I don’t have much of a comment on this part... lots of feelings that are difficult to put into words!

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oooooh the bartender

Kaylee @myloadedgodcomplex

I missed something 😲

Kaylee @myloadedgodcomplex

Doppelganger??

Kaylee @myloadedgodcomplex

TT~TT

Khadijah Danielian

💔😭

rippingoffmyface

Beautiful. You show both of their pain so well. Really loving this whole thing thank you!

Shez

My heart....

Kiana Yasana

Heartbreaking 💔 but at the same time, I love Crowleys look in this one, it suits him

Benedicte

Thank you so much for letting me know. I have to admit I am a sucker for happy endings. But I definitely want to respect those who decide not to go for a happy ending. I feel a deep sense of relief knowing that they will get through this in their own way.

Satoshistar7

oh no, it's been more than a year since Crowley got back? Oh no. 💔❤️

freerangefatty

Felt this in my gut. Thank you for sharing... I know it's hard to write this part.

Ellie

Aww! It's very sad, but at the same time kind of ironic. Demon scolding an angel.

Happy Hives

I am crying!!!

egmon73

I’ve gone through these pages like seven times already. The punch is really. It’s just lovely.

Sev Dragomire

Oh Aziraphale....my heart hurts seeing that face. I’ve seen that face on so many of my loved ones. Poor angel...thanks for writing this important story Whiteley. It could have been all the glitz and glam of the roaring 20’s, which is here in bits and pieces too, but this I think is at the core of so many stories about this time period. 💔

litlgreenleaf

Crowley is right. I can't imagine it would go well for Aziraphale in heaven if he discorporated due to a drug addiction. Urg 💔😢

Atelerix

Entirely possible! It could be read as that or as aziraphale being started not wanting to be interrupted. And don’t worry, there will be a happy ending

Whiteley Foster

Also I have to ask. Was it Crowley who slammed the door behind him so that way Aziraphale couldn’t run away again?

Satoshistar7

I’m willing to follow the story to the end. Even if there is pain to be had. It is truly a beautifully written work. There is a Part of me hoping that kinder times will happen in the future, but if it’s not meant to be in the story I have no doubt that you will do that justice.

Satoshistar7

So sad and beautiful...

Ariana Lipman

This is painful and wonderful.

Ashfae

The look of guilt in Aziraphale eyes is so hurtful.

caroline brunet

Oh Crowley 🥺🥺🥺

Nome Taj

I love how you had Crowley say “clothing” and not just “glasses.” Even though it’d still be incredibly invasive to remove anyone’s glasses without consent, it shows us how important Crowley feels they are. You are doing such a great job with an emotional story! I’m waiting until they finish this conversation to try and say something meaningful on the subject of addiction. But I’m so glad they are talking! And as always, your art is beautiful! Angel tears! 👌😭❤️

Hannah

Well, that last bit really punched me in the gut - I hadn't even considered what the drugs were doing to Aziraphale's corporation! Uuuuugh, and Crowley cares so much! ♡

Fee Retzylph

Those enormous and not quite focused eyes in the last panel. And of course he can explain. This is very raw, ouch

CopperBeech

I don't know if anybody mentioned it before, but i love how you reflect Aziraphale's mental state in his clothing. His outfit is still in "angelic" colors from the show, but there's lot of black! And i do love this small detail in the last couple of updates

czsk

Oh damn, Aziraphale, out with it! You both have to talk, for heaven's sake!

Samara Lilly (Sandra)

Oh Aziraphale honey, he's worried about you… we all are 💖

CuddlyHawk

No you’re completely right. Sometimes we think we’re helping and all we do is push each other down side avenues. You say you’ll be there to help but in the end you don’t know how.

Whiteley Foster

you are almost surely right, especially considering that even now sometimes people haven't got access to much needed information and help, so if my comment sounds judgemental or anything it certainly was not meant to be this way, on the contrary it was a way of justifying everything my own mind

sick_pineapple

Pretty sure the current intervention methods didn't exist in 1926. People were on their own trying to help their loved ones.

Kaiannanthi

That little lip bite in the last panel is going to carry me to next week!

cozygothmode

Thank you for all the effort you put into this, Whiteley

Dee2908

Whoa that was a much more direct out than I expected

GoodbyeVanny

The tension and emotion in the second to last panel I...

Goat Matron

Woah...he's been avoiding Crowley for a whole damn year. I see why Crowley is pissed

Madcheshirefox

I’m just still torn up that Aziraphale’s wearing black.

Tarek Giver of Cookies

Ouch.... Aziraphale’s eyes are killing me 😭 Poor darlings, this is so hard for them! You are doing an incredible job with this story! ❤️❤️❤️

Shadow Kana

So horrible. Is it just me or has it gotten to the point that Aziraphale is losing weight??? Also loved the wonky lines of the first panel - the world through the eyes of an addiction.

Amy Diane Short

I’m assuming some of us know this, but: One of the things they teach folks in meetings and literature for families/friends of addicts is that the addict needs to hit THEIR rock bottom before they can start to change and have it stick. I’m so worried about what Aziraphale’s rock bottom will be. I’m so so hopeful that Crowley snapping at him will be that point, realizing he’s effected more than his own life, but I have my doubts based on his denial. (Or maybe I am just projecting 🤞🏻) The art is so beautiful (as always) and the story is so... it just really hits the heart. Thank you for posting and for talking about these things so well.

UnreliablyNarrated

Ouch... This hurts... I wanna cry with Zira and be angry like Crow at the same time 😭 you did a great job

Marmelade Marmelade

This muted color palette is so effective. Since he's an angel I thought "how's that going to work" with the addiction theme and you handled by saying it's his human form that's addicted, great job!

Jean Jarvis

So much wonderful angst! Ugh poor loves! But also that dang cliffhanger!!! 💜💜💜

TheeeDJSiren

Oh, this hits home hard. ❤

Naomi

ooooh, this is very hard to process all this emotions, theirs and my own after this chapter 😔 very hard topic and I don't know how to feel about Crowley shouting, bc yeah, he is so deeply worried and probably feeling utterly helpless, he needs to wake him up, to snap him out of it, but also it might lead to a breakdown, to Aziraphale further isolating and all... the toughest situation to find oneself in for both of them, hope they'll find a way out of it that will hurt less than others 😔❤️ sending you all the needed additional strength, love and support ❤️❤️❤️

sick_pineapple

Love how intense it is! Thanks again for sharing 💙

strawhat4life

The clinging-together praying-hands in the second last panel tho! Ow my heart!

Fyre

F*ck!!!! Ahhhhh. You go Crowley 🙌

Ailish

Oh noo, the cliffhanger is killing me

Nads (@teslatherat)

oh..... please Angel... open up, admit it, get help 💗💜💙 .... so painful, yet so besutifully described and drawn. Every look on their faces.... the surroundings... I live your artwork and storytelling even (or perhaps because?) when it messes me up this much💙💜💗

Marie Schröder - Marsch_00

Don't tell at him, Crowley, he's in pain 😭

Sara Douglas

Ohhhhh, Ziraaaa 🥺

Breeyn Rogelstad

😭😭😭😭😭

Sarah Marino

Confrontations are never easy 😔

nuggin

😭😭😭😭

Jo Mannisto


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