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Bill 58 (page 54)

Cw: shutdown

The problem with Song is that he’s a giver. He will give everything to his partner until there is nothing left for himself, and then feel angry and embarrassed that he couldn’t do more. Mansa knows this and does not take advantage, but he’s not mentally there to tell Song to stop now, is he?

And Elon is a taker…

Bill 58 (page 54)

Comments

Oh Song, don't do something terribly stupid, baby!

Samara Lilly (Sandra)

No, Song. NO! Don't go to Elon ... :(((

Vala

I'm stressed oh nooooooo. Songs gonna go to Elon i know it goddamnit. I keep reminding myself this story overall will end happily but man this hurts 😭😭 amazing as always

Bre

He will!

Whiteley Foster

Song I think Mansa needs a hug right now, not for you to go back to your homicidal ex 😭😭😭

Glissando365

😱 oooooh nooo. It’s like seeing an accident unfold in slow motion. You’re a great story teller and it’s great how some of you gremlin’s life experience has also helped the story along. To our babies, I say hold on, you gonna pull through (somehow) 🥺❤️ to the rest of you…the same!

Nicola Coxon

Oh noooo poor babies 😭 Will Song eventually know to deal with Mansa shutting down like that? And how could be help Mansa?

Little0cean

Oh FUCK... Don't! Song no!

Sarah Marino

Yep this is what I was afraid of. Agh. I think I have to take a break. I’ll come back at the end. Big hugs to both of them. This is such a beautiful story Whiteley and I’m excited to see the resolution. ❤️❤️❤️

pyracantha

Well you can read for as little as a dollar so I’d say I’m a pretty cheap therapist 😂 I’m glad you connected with Song and that you’re using it to learn about yourself 💕

Whiteley Foster

Seriously!! This is all WAY too convenient! I smell a rat and it looks like Elon!

Katy Werlin

You know Whiteley I just think it’s really rude of you to steal my therapists notes about me and use them to describe Song and then hit me with that beautifully succinct summary of how I got myself into my own mess and why I’m so anxious all the time first thing in the morning. NOT COOL WHITELEY. (Literally having a breakthrough right now I never put it together that I give everything until I have nothing left and then of course I get so anxious because I want to give more but there’s nothing left for myself so then I can’t give more and so if I’m freaking out because I’ve got nothing left to give then maybe I should take a step back and make sure I’m fine and taking care of myself and I feel like I should be paying you for all this therapy. Do you accept my health insurance???)

Katy Werlin

No the check won’t get cashed right away, but it really isn’t the problem, it was just the trigger for the fight

Whiteley Foster

Oh wow and I didn’t think I could dislike him any more

Clare

I want to yell at them to take some time to calm down, get their heads screwed on straight again and then go to the artist. It's not like that check's going to get cashed this very instant. I hope...

Res Judicata

*pins up red string for you and winks*

Whiteley Foster

Wait a goddamn second. It's too perfect, how that all played out. And Elon literally commented on how it's good that Mansa doesn't "struggle to support him" and literally not an hour later that Dickhead Judge Dude tells Mansa the news that they'll be moved... And Thomas commented that Celestial Scholars are the ones *really* in power... Elon still has some kind of attachment to Song despite everything... Either I'm putting too many red strings on this corkboard or Elon is looking to be much more of a danger in the main story than he already clearly is 🤔

yorick

On another note: Damn, I mean, saw it coming given they still have this house in The Proposal, but connecting those dots did absolutely nothing to blunt the pain of seeing the reality that Song is about to put himself through. Ouchhh.

yorick

Whiteley: Gremlins it's 6am time for your daily heart-crushing :) Us: yes honey

yorick

I'm thinking about how scary it must have been for Song to see Mansa breaking down like that. He has probably never seen him cry before, because Mansa seems to be the kind of person who keeps a stiff upper lip as long as he can. He has probably been a stable rock for Song, his foundation, safe and steady and in control, always there, loving and understanding and a safe haven. And now, for the first time, he sees his rock crumbling, collapsing, crying, sobbing, helpless and lost, and it must feel like Song's very foundation is suddenly yanked out from under him. It must feel like when a little child suddenly sees its big, strong father cry. The world is turned upside down and his safe rock is gone, it has crumbled, and now Song will have to be the strong one. He must feel so frightened and scared and alone right now, and not knowing what to do and nobody to turn to.... so he does the only thing he knows... going to Elon.

Bobla Blubb

Ugh I didn't know that! Etty must feel so bad about that (that is if she knows the amount of trauma that Elon put Song through)

Marta

Fuck I knew it😭😭 Song stop please💔

Marta

Nooo :(

Clare

Funny you should ask! Yes they all have distinct voices in my head too 😊 Mansa sounds like Okieriete Onaodowan and Song sounds like Jacob Tobia I’m not totally sure for the rest of the cast but Elon would be deep and proper, maybe Benedict Cumberbatch adjacent 😆

Whiteley Foster

Heya! Odd question, what do Elon, Mansa, and Song sound like? I’ve been reading it in my own types of voices, but I am very curious!

Stephano

Nooooooo

BlueBaggins

No, he’s a celestial scholar not a judge 😊

Whiteley Foster

Is Elon a member of the high council?

Jessa

NO!!

Marta

They met through Etty (who was a celestial scholar at the time) and yes you will see the painting, but you have actually seen it already!

Whiteley Foster

Oh! Sweetie! Noooo. Quick question: how did Song meet Elon? (Also are we going to see their new painting?)

Jenna Pateman

That’s correct 😔

Whiteley Foster

It diiiid 👀

Whiteley Foster

Oh no 😢

Atelerix

He's gonna go to elon isn't he.... can't say I didn't see it coming but still. Also I relate wayyyy too much to song. I'll literally do everything I can to make people happy and in the past I always ended up getting taken advantage of because of it and got my heart broken

Kyle Rose

Noooooo. Please no. Just not Elon. 😭😭

Dominika Beregi

Baby, nooo!! Don't do anything stupid. Ive had a question about Song and him leaving after the proposal for ages, so figured I'll ask: when Song's mind is whispering soemthing like that Mansa will find out what/who he really is/does, did that refer to Song's slightly less than legal activities with Elon?

Lyubi

I am hoping that Mansa will be the first to hurt Elon when he’s pulled himself together and knows what’s what.

Linnea Dodson

Aguhghghghghghg.We knew it had to happen but adjhfdakdghadguha. Song, please no. Mansa would be the first to tell you not to hurt yourself by doing this. :(

Ashfae

Is Mansa so far gone by now, that he doesn't even notice that Song is leaving?

Bobla Blubb

Song, don't leave him, please-please-please don't leave. Bill 58 really breaks my heart 💔. That's touching and somehow - inspiring

BigBadCat

We knew this was coming, but it still hurts 💔

Mimsynims

.....fuuuck

Sarah Beasley

Song, nooo, just nooo 😔💔

sick_pineapple

Oh no… he’s going to get that business card, isn’t he? ☹️

Annie

😭

rippingoffmyface

Don't do it, Song! Don't you dare take that job with Elon!

sparksearcher

Baby no! 😭

Mika A.

Shit.

Lowtown Liz

FUCK NONONONONONONO

Ash S.

Aw fuck

gingerhaole

Oh no. #relatable but oh no. Baby no

Seanne Culhane

Oh no

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