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Smuggler (page 132)

Oh Song, you have no idea what youโ€™ve just done ๐Ÿ™ƒ

Does anyone have predictions about where Mansa will be when we pick up in four years?

Smuggler (page 132)

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OK, I don't know if anyone will see this since it's been so long... but I was just rereading Calf Love and page 76 https://www.patreon.com/posts/calf-love-page-64369764 is SUCH a heartbreaking parallel to this page, where young Mansa is crying over his sadness with his family, and Song tells him it's OK, he doesn't have to go through it alone. And then here, Mansa is crying SO SO much harder, and... now he IS alone. Stunningly, beautifully done, Whiteley you marvel, and my heart is crushed all over again.

Terri J

Does he get the letter Song sends? Will we see it? Does it help? What does Mansa believe has happened at this point?? AHHHHHHHHHH

Ashfae

Oh no no no no no no no no, not Mansa who's usually so calm and who deserves only good things ever, augh. :(

Ashfae

My feels did not need this heartbreaking scene so early in the morning!!! (Late comment I finally got a chance to do so after classes were done at school) Mansa you precious bean!!

TheeeDJSiren

So. Much. Emotional. Scarring. Boy it hurts seeing the usually stoic Mansa ugly crying like this. Weโ€™re right there with him ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Glissando365

Poor Mansa.

Pierce

*lays down besides you*

Little0cean

He does! We can see him wearing it on his lariat in multiple pics.

Little0cean

OW MY HEART ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Ash S.

Someone tell me that he will use all that pain to make sure that self serving fuck-twat Elon gets every bit of shit he deserves. And that he does everything he can to help care for Georgie and help her achieve her dreams.

Andie Stabler

I don't see any good places. He's either going to still be heartbroken, or have a fear of getting into relationships, or he's going to be healed/on his way to healing only to have Song come crashing back in. And while we know they get a happy ending, there's going to be a lot of wounds reopened and a lot of hurt going along with that before they work it out.

Res Judicata

He will throw himself into his work. Hopefully find another friend in Georgie. She's no longer beholden to Elon; perhaps she can fill in some gaps in his knowledge.

Lemaris Designs

There are so many painful layers to this. In the first version it was bad enough, being left right after proposing now now with everything else... and while he might not really thing that Song just used him in some nefarious scheme, I'm sure there will be people who'll suggest that. So I am praying that the letter will give him SOMETHING to make everything easier to bear. Poor bean, he does not deserve this. And I get that things were not perfect, and that Song needs the time but still...

StellaSapiente

Wasn't this his first serious relationship? He's likely going to be super depressed/possibly slipping into alcoholism. Which may or may not be better than losing everything he has should Song have gotten caught by authorities. I hope he is able to work on himself during this time ๐Ÿ™ƒ

Soulless Eden

Is there a possibility he might be with someone else? Itโ€™s four years in the future and he might have gone on a rebound. I hope not because thatโ€™s a whole lot of new heartache for everyone

Clare

I'm literally staring at my Mansong pin right now as a reminder that everything is going to be alright ๐Ÿ˜ญ I think part of Mansa is going to shut down, and in 4 years he'll be stable, but colder and more distant. I agree that he's going to just become a workaholic to dull the pain. Also hoping Georgie is in his life.

Horizon

Poor baby ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ Has he been crying for a long time? My guess is that he will be somewhat stable when we see him again after 4 years. He does have a good support system that takes care of him. But despite that I think Mansa spends a lot of his time working, smiles less overall and still gets very sad when thereโ€™s an important event that previously included Song. Like one of their birthdays, their anniversary etc. Also may we have poor fluffy/ funny fact pls ๐Ÿฅบ?

Little0cean

Mansa ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Atelerix

Iโ€™m on the floor. Poor Mansa ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Dominika Beregi

I think Mansa will be almost numb from the heartbreak, and maybe a tad self isolating. Though I also suspect he'd keep the engagement ring that Song left behind

Em

I hope a letter with some hint of the truth gives him a bit of peace and a small hope of meeting again. But I think he'll still drown himself in work to not feel too much of the loss.

Susanne mizz_uzie Olsson

I can't even imagine HOW bad it is inside his mind and heart, losing Song is terrible enough, and on top of that not knowing his side of the story, only having those awful, torturing suspicions and accusations roaming around, possibly not even being sure he is alive somewhere out there, I'm genuinely crying right now together with him ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’” and I just hope that in 4 years he'll at least have some leg to stand on, though I'm sure mentally he will still be not good ๐Ÿ’”

sick_pineapple

His lover disappeared. He now knows his lover was at the scene of two deaths. Iโ€™m sure Thomas will try to help, but this is going to be bad.

Linnea Dodson

Also somehow this is so much worse now that we know why Song did what we did

sparksearcher

Mentally and emotionally? Pretty fucked up, Iโ€™m guessing.

sparksearcher

Look i get all the reasons why song did what he did but you can't make mansa cry!!

Linda

Oh....this hurts!!! This is hurting so much!! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” Having his heart crushed after what was probably the happiest day/night of his life...I can't even imagine, but I'm feeling it!! Somehow I am feeling the pain... ๐Ÿ’”

Giada

This broke my heart.

Fantasyinallforms

Completely immersed in workโ€ฆ shutting down all other parts of his heart and focused only on the law โค๏ธ

JillianVolts

*lays on floor*

YamiKakyuu

Owwwww ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” my damn heart! I wanna hug him so much. (Though I doubt heโ€™d want that but the instinct is strong) poor baby ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ After 4 yearsโ€ฆ emotionally withdrawn and more of a workaholic than ever before.

Nicola Coxon

I'm guessing not in a good place. I really hope he manages to find some peace after 4 years, but I doubt he will be happy or mentally stable

Arctic Rose

No no I can't ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

Marta

Oh poor baby๐Ÿฅบ

Ethereal

I'm HOPING not deep into a four year cycle of guilt and depression.

Neil K.


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