What would you rate this "Sissy Short Story"?

Foreword

(If you want to just read it skip this. Yet, if you have questions, read this. As many of those questions will be answered here). So I was bored one day in Japan, and decided to write this fake reddit post. I wanted to post it to a sissy subreddit, see if anyone believed it, then I might have made a VN. Then I realised, thats a pretty cunty thing to do. As I have done a comprehensive 10 hour+ game about why you shouldn't lie.

This is why its in this format.

If I do this one, it will be slightly longer, as I need to add in a framing device, and more story. Reason for this, is because when I wrote [Fictional Story] I wanted to throw in the towel so many times, as I felt so bored working on it. And when I get bored, I feel like I am wasting time. And when I feel like I am wasting time, I can feel my dead grandfather (Who for all intents and purposes was a woodelf sigma male) roll in his grave.

The reason for this boredom, is because its just bouncing juicy things, with no interesting plot or message. With that said, if you disagree with me, and think its the best VN you ever played that ended up saving you from damnation, hey, don't let me take that away from you.

There are images here in this rough draft sissy story, they are AI generated. If I end up doing this one, it will be 3d renders.

Further more, this one would release after my proof of concept for "Ljus" drops. Below you can see a render I worked on for that one.

(Notice big tiddy goth gf. I dated one in high school. Would not recommend)

Also, there are probably spelling errors, sissy terminologies that are all wrong in below script. But here you go. My Sissy Schizopost that I never posted to Reddit:

Untitled Sissy Schizopost:

TL;DR at the bottom (Heh)

I used to go by Leander, but Bambi gave me a new name.

For the purposes of this story, I will use Leander at the start.

I was just your normal guy, maybe a few kilos/pounds overweight and below average in height. (I censored my eyes in this pic, also this pic is taken when I was like ten-15 kilos overweight lol), working from home for a website. I have Gynecomastia (Males who grow breasts due to hormonone defficiency). And it is embarassing now, but I used to laugh at all the memes about sissies. But curiosity got the better of me, and well... Who is laughing now?

I looked at this sub, and others. And I got Bambi sleep recommended. So I listened to it a few times and found it ridiculous. But, like most people here, I couldn't stop listening to it! The way the "hyponotiser" kept drawing me in was like nothing I ever experienced before!

Since I don't want this to be too long, I am going to cut out some fluff here, and just say that I tried stimulating my butt when listening, and... I liked it.

At this point, I also had dreams about Bambi.

But never thought it would work, wearing panties and stuff? Not me (Its still so funny to me I used to be like this, especially writing this and wearing my panties ^__^).

Even though I did not believe in the effects, even if I did, these two facts shielded me from ever believing it would have an effect on me (They are still true):

- Not a drug user (Except alcohol and the occasional cigarette. And coffee if that counts, which it should).

- Not into BBC at all. Just not my thing. If other people like it, go for it. I don't, so.

Didn't think much more of it, and just thought it was natural. But... A couple of months later, while listening daily to Bambi, I was so horny all the time. I got really drunk one day, and ordered makeup from Amazon. I tried it on and looked so sexy, and unrecognisable too! I was so horny at that point, I took a selfie (Since deleted) and posted it on a rateme sub. And people really liked it! Kept sending me dm's about wanting to meet up and so on. This made me even hornier (Did not help that a lot of people said "Good girl!" in the post lol). So I ordered "the" panties on Amazon too. You know which ones. Mind you, I wasn't drunk putting on the makeup, just really fucking horny.

So the panties arrive... And I get the bottomless pit feeling down in my stomach. I felt like I was worthless. Like I was wasting the body I had been given by...

Well, whatever you believe is out there.

In a weird way of deja-vu or whatever you want to call it, I regret in a way that I did not just throw the package out. But, just as me listening to Bambi was out of curiousity, so was opening the package. The panties were pink, satin, with white lacey frills. Feeling the fabric in my hand... I got stiff immediately. It was like...

That voice, that "dumb" voice telling me to put it on. The voice Bambi would have not only in the videos, but in my dreams. I put "dumb" in quotation marks, because it is only me here that is dumb. I obeyed immediately, and when

I felt the soft satin against my (Then I refered to it as 'penis' back then but we all know that is not the right word) clitty, it felt like a warm embrace.

"Good girl" Bambi said in my ear and giggled.

I looked at my own body. I have Gynecomastia, so allthough I always hide it in bulky clothes, my breasts were there. Some fat around my belly. I turned around and my butt looked fantastic. I always had a more "shaped" butt. So a weird midpoint between a girl's and a boy's ass. But in these panties, it looked perky and juicy. In my mind I kept seeing/hearing that title to one of the sissy captions. "Your ass is his pussy". I never understood the meaning back then, but for some reason, it made me so horny. I started to cry.

But I still kept jerking off (Diddling). I cried, kept playing with myself.

I kept crying even after I came. I was hoping that this would take the edge off, but... Bambi wanted more. So a couple of days later, I did order a wig, and a bra.

Allthough at this point I was more or less 75% there, I kept telling myself "Its just a kink! I will never suck a cock!". Just kept telling myself I had Autogynephilia and that was that. And there was no shame in that!

But I got drunk again, and this time I was like "No, maybe if I just... Dress up one time! Yes, just one time! It will be over! Yes!"

Its hillarious (And sad in a way) to see how I was back then.

So I did. I put on the fake wig, the makeup and underwear. Made a "fake" Grindr account but when I got to the point of creating my name... I tried to put it "Bambi", but... Bambi spokeup and said "No, you are Lee-Ann". So thats what I put in.

I got a rush from the guys sending me stuff, but I was just not interested in doing anything with them. This gave me a false sense of security, that I was right.

Barely even messaged back guys. But the comments on my butt made me feel good.

Putting them on... I kept thinking about the "Uniform lock" training video, and I got horrified. But I guess that video in particular did not have an effect on me, as I found it easy to take off my skirt again. My biggest problem was that I did not know how to walk as a girl. Second wave of real panic hit as the impostor syndrome hit, but her (Bambi's) voice spoke up about how I should not care about what other people think. And besides, I allready know how to walk like a bimbo.

"Butt out, lips pouting, blank stare"

So, feeling so secure, untill HE messaged me.

As I said, I have never been into BBC, or any man my own age, so you might expect that some hot black stud had now entrapped me. No, quite the opposite.

It was a fat balding man, with bad teeth and redish face, in his late fifties. This made my clitty tingle. That was the first time I refered to it by its true name, clitty. All he said was "Mmm nice ass". Three words that has since changed my life.

"Hi hi thanks :3" I replied, and we started messaging. He was very confident considering his appearance, and kept pushing me to meet up. When I came up with the excuse that "Oh, I don't have any clothes... My family don't know I am out yet" He offered to pay me money for clothes. So I got a tube top, and a short puffy skirt and some sandals (I have since mastered the heels, but thats not here nor there).

He also said that he would of course, respect any boundaries. And I told him I was not looking to hook up.

So this is how I met him (Lets call him Richard). He was very kind and charming in real life. We got some ice cream and talked on a bench. I had cared a little about how people saw me walking over to meet Richard, but the second he (Richard) called me "Lee-Ann" I just... The feeling I can not explain it other than "Joy".

He was flirting at the right places, and making the right type of jokes that I like (Dark jokes). He said things like, that it was lucky I had tits and ass that you could grab onto before transitioning. He kept complementing my butt which made me blush. I was so nervous, but he guided me through it.

So even though I had explicitly told him "No hookups", I found myself ten minutes later holding onto his dick in his car. I had never touched a cock this way, or

a man's cock this way. It was big, sweaty and hairy. But the smell... I should have hated it, but it smellt of the things I was not.

A man.

He kept rubbing and patting my butt, telling me I was a good girl. "Your asshole is his pussy" flashed in my mind again.

The second his dick touched my lips, it was so over lol. For those of you here that haven't done it yet... It will change you forever.

So meaty. So juicy. So delicious. It's not soft persay, it is hard but elastic. It did not surprise me that after, George told me I had moaned sucking his dick. I don't remember much more about the experience, other than it was euphoric and made my clitty wet in my panties. Those things I will always remember. But I remember when the dick started to tremble in my mouth and all I could think to myself was "YES YES YES YES!" as my mouth was filled with creamy delicious cum. "SWALLOW!" said Bambi in my mind and I did without hesitation. "Good girl Lee-Ann" she whispered. I almost came.

I wish I could be as detailed as the next part as I would have up to this point, but things just escalated from there, and this is allready really long.

But during that month, I still told myself that I was not gay (I was not entirely wrong, but lets move on from now). That I still was Leander. Even though that everytime Richard texted me, I would meet up with him and give him head. I would always swallow and he, and Bambi in my head, would tell me I was a "good girl" everytime I did. That concept "Your asshole is his pussy" still made no sense to me, but it still made me so horny for some reason.

But the final stage, the stage that made me realise and accept my fate, was what happened at the end of that month. During that month, I never got naked with Richard. I only let him touch my butt, slap it and grab it and what not, and feel my boobs. But he kept pushing for me to... You know.

I kept saying no, but the final week of that month he said that he wanted this, me and him, to lead to something. And if I wasn't okay with it, thats fine, but then we needed to end things. He also pointed out, that if I hated it, we would stop immediately. I, again, told myself that this would be the final time, and that if I got this out of my system, I could stop this "madness". Bambi was quiet. I should have known by this fact alone what was about to happen.

I went to his place, I started by giving him head, then I got on my belly. He kept talking reasuringly as he kept putting lube on his cock. Kept calling me a "Good girl", and how my ass was a masterpiece. His comments about my butt, always makes me feel proud.

I shivered as he started to apply lube on my butthole (Last time I ever refered to it like that D:). But he kept reassuring me, patting my butt, and calling me a good girl.

When he entered me... It was strange. It was like... I had always known it would end this way? Because my asshole gripped his cock immidetaly (Don't get me wrong, it still hurt, but I am used to it by now, and it does not hurt anymore :D) and as it entered my ass fully... I exhaled loudly. I heard Bambi giggle in my ear, as I finally understood what she had always known. That "Your asshole is your pussy" means exactly that.

I had been so selfish. I had always assumed that my pleasure was as important as his, but its not. And as I was moaning as he kept going in and out of my pussy (Asshole for those new and aspiring sissies out there), I understood that my pleasure is never as important as his, because my pleasure comes from pleasuring him. Making him happy. Letting him use my ass as his pussy. Thats what its all about. So its not gay at all. As gay sex require two men, and I am not a man.

I am a sissy.

"I told you wou would love it, Lee-Ann" he said. He gripped my hair and said "I will not fill your ass with my cum, untill you call me 'Daddy'"

Without hesitation I replied "Yes daddy!"

"Good girl" he said and shoved his dick as deep as he could. And as he filled my pussy, I squirted on his mattress. Nowadays, if I do that, he makes me eat it. That was my first sissygasm, but not my last.

As I was walking home after, with my ass (pussy) filled with cum leaking into my panties and my tummy filled with cum (He had made me clean his cock), I was walking on air. I had finally found what I was always meant to do. Finally found something to be proud of, my ability to make him cum, and worship his cock. And that it was finally okay to be proud of my ass. The reason I never needed drugs for this, or that I wanted BBC (Again, not making any judgement if you do :D), was because what I needed and wanted...

Was a Daddy.

That was a year ago. I have been having analsex regurarly with Richard, Daddy, since. A week after the first time we had sex, he got me a chastity cage for my clitty, and only he has a key. I may only have sissygasms. I moved in with him last month, just after my lipfillers had settled in. My parents thinks he is just a landlord (I love my parents, and don't want to give them a heart attack :D). I have also gone to the gym rigourously, and my butt and legs now look fantastic for Daddy, with a flat tummy. My parents have noticed a change, but I dress up as Leander when meeting them anyways.

Leander is now just an outfit, Lee-Ann a reality.

Look, maybe Bambi is not real. When I look back at what I wrote, she had some impact for sure, but it could just have been the weary mind of Leander, before Lee-Ann, playing tricks. I did see her once in my bedroom however, but whatevs ^__^.

If you made it to the end, this is what I look like at the moment:

Crazy how much loosing + 10 kilos, makeup and hormones can do hey. My boobs even grew :3 But the biggest difference is the peace and serenity I feel. And how comfortable I feel in my body now. Its weird, but in a good way, seeing how far I have gotten. And all of that because I gave up on being a man, and accepting my place. Also, photo taken right after I licked daddy's asshole for the first time :P, something that a year ago, seemed impossible.

The first pic, at the start, this is censored as it is what most people see me as now (Except bigger lips). Although I started taking hormones about a month after having anal the first time, so my skin is different for sure. And I don't have to shave all my hair anymore :D. I still use a wig, so.

Thats all I wanted to say. My parents think I am going away on vacation with friends this month, but I will be going with Daddy to his summer place. All summer SEX SEX SEX, and I can't wait! (Sorry :D I am just so excited!) He even told me he will bring some of his friends over there! Daddy has encouraged me to try gangbangs, and since he knows the best, why not :3

Only question I have for you is this.

Have you also seen Bambi? Reason why I asked, is because I could have sworn she had horns when I looked at her. It was just so strange.

Anyway, here is a final pic. This was taken yesterday, just before Daddy used my slutty pussy :D

I am happy I gave into Bambi/Lee-Ann and accepted what I was. A failed man. Never a man, but a sissy. Someone destined to give pleasure to cock. Bottom to real men. I gave up on being a man, and was rewarded with delicious cock :S :3

And, most importantly, I am a PROUD daddy's girl.

The joy, euphoria, excitement and orgasmic ecstacy I get to feel each morning when I wake up Daddy with a sloppy blowjob, and the happiness and fulfillment when he fills my pussy with creamy cum... I have never felt this way before. And I am happy it happened, and still is happening to me. How my clitty becomes wet everytime he touches me (Especially my butt :3), calls me a good girl, and allows me to pleasure him... I am happy he chose me :D

TL;DR: Used to laugh at sissyhypno, watched it once, and I am now a PROUD daddy's girl :D

THE END

Anyway, what do you rate this out of 5?