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Eunosyo | wip

Added 2024-10-19 15:38:45 +0000 UTC

I feel a little better today and was able to catch the right colors. This is the last commission after which I return to the comic and fanarts. I still need some time to get into the rhythm. It is very difficult for me, because my emotional resource is at zero, which is why I can’t even answer messages. I see them, and I am very grateful to you all, but I want to apologize for not being able to answer. I understand that this may sound stupid, because what could be simpler than just writing a short answer. But unfortunately, I am in such a state now, and every social communication for me is a whole test that requires a lot of effort.

I'm just trying to pull myself together. After all, every day without drawing and answering, causes me a growing feeling of anxiety, which only makes things worse. I understand your warm words of support, but I have obligations to you, and I don't want to let you down. This is just how my brain works, and I can't force myself not to worry about it and finally start making art calmly and productively.

But I'm trying, honestly.