Update

Hi my loves,
How are you all doing?
As most of you already know, my aunt who became my surrogate mother once I moved to America, passed away Oct 28th due to her polycythemia morphing into its end stage acute myeloid leukemia.
My daddy has myelofibrosis and two weeks ago his blood counts were so bad he didn't know if he'd make it. They gave him an emergency blood transfusion and upped his meds and today we find out if the meds worked or if all hell is about to brake loose with chemo and bone marrow transplant etc.
I've been trying to keep busy and focus on getting nanny work again because then I can just focus on the babies and other households and I'm not having anxiety and depression because the most important person in my life may not be in it much longer.
I'm sharing this here because it's very hard for me to share personal things on my usual platforms and because my family follows my Instagram and I don't want their wounds of my aunts' passing ripped open so we are at the moment not telling family that my daddy is not doing well until we know more. I will start shooting again soon I hope but it's been incredibly hard putting myself in the mindframe to create. I will be posting old photo sets and videos that i haven't posted anywhere else so no worries there will still be content on here. I have a ton of ideas for new stuff and the troupe is getting back together so there will eventually be more burlesque on here as well. I thank you all for baring with me through the rough times. Through my Patreon payout I was able to fly to Denver last week and see my dad and I was able to be there for my family while my aunt was in the ICU and I can't begin to tell you how much that means to me and my loved ones. Thank you all so so much!
Carina