A Drummer Girl - Part 6

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One day later.

We reached the Villa, it was on the outskirts of Los Angeles, as the woman said, it had all the facilities. Wow! This place was amazing! It was a studio villa with, a chef, sound engineer, two maids, a recording studio, a rehearsal hall, 7 bedrooms, and a vast living room.

"Select your rooms, girls," Marcus said.

Carla asked me if I wanted to stay with her and I was baffled about what I should say. Did I want a girlfriend or a boyfriend? I was confused about my gender and how I felt about it. Am I a girl or a guy dressing up as a girl?

"Hey, girlfriend, I need some time to think,"

I was unsure but told her, "She is sorry, but she is leaving you for Dave,"

"Is that true babes?"

"It’s just that, I am just confused about everything, need some time to think what I truly feel inside and then go forward with it, please Carla I am sorry."

“I know what’s going on, take your own time babes,"

"Thanks for understanding me."

"We have 7 bedrooms and everybody needs some privacy. Instead of sharing, we can each take one. 5 rooms for 5 girls and one for me, so freshen up, take a nap and let’s meet at lunch, ok."

I took a room with the hill view; it was beautiful. Sitting beside the window, I was thinking about Dave. Do I love him, or is it just for my benefit? Is Dave gay, does he know my secret, or did he think of me like a normal girl? What the hell, I have to find this out!

It was mid-November, so the weather was fantastic. Lying in the bathtub with perfumed bubbles, I was feeling great, just relaxing my mind.

It was time for lunch, so I wore black shorts, and a lime sleeveless shirt. Inside, I had to compulsorily wear a densely padded bra and silk panties. No one on the staff could know that I was a guy, so I always had to be a convincing girl. With some light-colored lipstick and foundation, I was ready.

There was a big dining table. I noticed Dave was sitting with all the girls, having lunch; I was the last to arrive.

“Come in and sit down quickly, Alysa. Dave has to make some announcements.”

"Love to see you all here, now listen, you have 30 days to make a song. The song must be related to Christmas, not like a special Christmas song, but Christmas must be mentioned in the song. Got it?"

"Yes sir,"

"So best of luck, you have 30 days", "and one more important thing, this song must come from the album, got it?"

"Yes sir,"

"So, work hard girls. I am leaving, bye."

"Hey, Alysa, come here for a second." He called me on the doorway.

“Tonight at 8pm get ready, we are going out for a date, don't forget".

Then he kissed me in front of everybody and went out to his car like a hero. All eyes were popping at me, but when I looked back, they were busy eating like they didn't see us. It was awkward, but I went to my table and finished my dinner.

Suddenly after few minutes, Hyatt shouted,

"What did he say? I can't bear this suspense; tell us, Alysa",

"Ok, ok, tonight we are going on a date."

"Oh."

Marcus raised his voice, "Fun time over, girls, it's time for us to do some business; after dinner, we are going to the rehearsal hall."

Everybody brought their instruments, me with the drum kit. 30 days to prepare a song for Christmas. Time flew by quickly and everyone was thinking by giving suggestions, but nobody had any good ideas. Then I took a laptop and started writing.

I titled it; Love is in the air and it’s Christmas.

Love is in the air, and it’s Christmas time ahead,

I don't know what to say,

His love is all over my head,

It was cold, but we were wet,

I love him, then he said,

Love is in the air,

Love is in the air,

Love is in the air, and it’s Christmas time ahead,

"Astounding, marvelous, magnificent, you have done, how wonderful is that," Carla hugged me.

"It must be the love effect of Dave, ya Alysa," Blanche teased me.

"Shut up."

"Now it's time to add some music to it. This song will blow the charts; I am getting the good vibes."

Hyatt started playing the rhythm with the words. Then I was giving the beats. Blanche was like "la la la la laa la la laa laa la". The song was getting into shape.

Katya, and Xenon came together to add flavor to the song. "The song must be the eye-opener; kick Me To Heaven has come to blow this music industry."

Blanche suggested that "there must be some rap part in this song,"

"That's a great idea."

"Alysa, we declare you to be the new songwriter of Kick Me to Heaven, if you wish to do it? That way we don't need to pay, 'ghostwriters,' you are the most talented songwriter in our band". "What do you girls say?" Blanche asked.

“YES, she can do it!”, they replied in a chorus.

“After you joined our band, our luck changed," Carla said.

“It's because of you, we are in this position in this villa,” replied Hyatt.

“Ya, I am with everyone.”, stated Xenon.

“I think it’s a fantastic idea,” said Katya.

"Thanks, everybody. I have written some small jingles, and a few songs for bands before, I can do that".

The girls started jumping and hugging me; Carla kissed me on the cheeks; it was a fantastic day.

Marcus came to me. "There was a call from Dave, he told you to get ready. Dave will pick you at 7 for the date, it's 6 now, go and get ready".

"Thanks, Marcus, I forgot about that."

I hurried to my bedroom and washed my face. Looking at the mirror, I graced my body in sexy poses; I needed something sexy to wear. Here I am dating a man, the truth is that, I was enjoying it. I didn’t feel like I was gay, but a woman who is dating a man.

Opening up my closet, I was thinking that I should wear a cocktail dress, but I didn't have any. Carla came to my rescue!

"So, babes, what are you going to wear for the date, do you have any cocktail dresses?”

“No.”

“Oh, that’s too bad! Having sex with me, but going on a date with him! Sorry I don't have a dress for you.” She paused and smiled. “Don’t worry babes, I was just kidding, wait a minute."

There she goes, she is so pretty, a friend with benefits. Coming back, she brought 3 lovely dresses, a navy-blue spaghetti strap sleeveless crisscross dress, one knee-length short black cocktail dress, and one asymmetric neck plain bell sleeve bodycon dress. I tried on all three of them. The navy-blue one looked the best on me.

Carla styled my hair in a chignon, with little makeup and lipstick; I was ready to go.

"You forgot about the heels,"

"I will wear my mom's pair."

"Ya, that will look great with the dress."

Then she bought a digital camera and started showing me the poses. Clicking my pics, I was looking like a classic lady. The doorbell rang. Marcus came running to my room.

"Dave is waiting for you."

I came down, saw that Dave was holding a wonderful red rose flower bouquet.

“This is for you, lady,"

“Thank you, Dave."

Everybody in the Villa came to watch us.

"Dave, you certainly know how to impress a girl!" Carla exclaimed.

"Let's go, Alysa."

There was a yellow Porsche Boxster. I was so nervous. He opened the car door for me. As he entered the car, he held my hand, and we kissed. The girls were all looking at us from the window.

It was a very awkward moment.

"I am a lucky man to have such a beautiful lady. So, Alysa, where would you like to go?”

“I don't know, take me anywhere you wish.”

We went to a very fancy restaurant in the city and then to a late-night movie. He was holding my hand all throughout. Dave was treating me like a princess. I was loving it. Never in my life, I thought of dating a handsome man. I think I am gay, I feel more comfortable with Dave than Carla. But I should talk to him about the real me.

It was 1am, we were in the car. Dave told me; we should go to his bungalow, as I will disturb everybody's sleep in the Villa. Yes, it was the right thing to do.

Dave's bungalow was beautiful.

"In this big place, who lives with you?"

"My mom and few maids."

We walked slowly and quietly went inside the house, then to his bedroom. He opened up his closet door and took out two similar pink knee-length nightgowns. It was strange, but all of a sudden, he was acting feminine. He handed me a nightgown and told me to change in his bathroom. Afraid to remove my makeup, I applied some lipstick. I saw girls' stuff like women's razors, makeup, and brushes, nail polish remover, and many other things in his bathroom. I wondered why he has all this stuff; maybe it was his girlfriend, perhaps he like..., no way.

Returning to the bedroom, I got a 1000-volt shock.

"What the hell!"

"Hey Alysa, sit down; I can explain this."

Dave was wearing the matching nightgown, like, it fits perfectly on him and with his baby face, he definitely looked like a woman.

"First, promise me, you will not tell this to anyone; this is between you and me. Basically, I am a crossdresser, I don't know, maybe trans. When I heard about you from Hyatt, I was jealous, how wonderful is that, to dress up and live like a girl. When you were on stage, I just fell in love with your beauty, like you are a naturally born woman. I told to myself, I want this girl as my girlfriend, and that you will understand me, and my crossdressing. It is a deep secret, only my mom and the maids, know, and now you know, because I trust you with that. This is my story; how do you feel about it?"

“Your secret is safe with me forever, it's ok to crossdress. Look at me, I am way more successful as a girl, than as an ugly guy.”

“That's why I like you, and trust you with my secret."

“You have no need to worry about anything."

Dave acted very feminine when dressed up.

"Alysa, can I ask you a question? Promise me you will tell the truth",

"I promise."

"I was just wondering, tell me, Alysa, how do you want to go ahead with your life?"

"I want to go ahead with my band," I’m not sure what that means?”

“I want to say, what do you feel? Do you want to become a permanent woman or just a crossdressing guy in the band?"

" Whoa! Is there a way, to become a permanent woman?"

“Of course, there is a way. Men who transition into women are called transgender women.

“I never heard of that."

"Oh, that's a shame. Ok, I will explain everything, then you can decide what to do."

He told me many things about transgender folks, the history of trans people, and how to transition with hormone replacement therapy (HRT), and if I want, afterward get sexual reassignment surgery (SRS). I could then live life like a normal woman. He also told me that I don't need any facial feminization surgery (FFS), because I already had a very feminine face.

"Oh my god, science has gone too far,"

"Indeed, so what you want to do?”

"I don't know Dave; I need some time to think about it”

"Take your time and tell me, I can arrange you with an endocrinologist, and don't worry about the cost or money. I am there for you. If you want, you can begin your transition tomorrow and start on HRT."

"Thank you, Dave, it means a lot."

It was a big decision to take; I needed time to clear my mind, what was good for me? The concept of transgender people is unique, but why can't they be called, normal men and females? Why was transgender, added before a woman? If I ever became a female, I didn't want people to know that I was trans. I had to listen to my heart and make the decision.

"Anything you decide, I love you no matter what. I am, I feel the same way as you."

“What do you mean Dave?"

"I do feel like I must be a girl, a woman, it feels like I am trapped, in a male body. This feeling started when I was a child. I just can't express myself that's why I dress up in women's clothes. When I am in women’s clothing, I feel better, like this is me. Sometimes I feel so depressed I just want to end my life. "

“Oh Dave!”

"Fuck the world, it’s now time to be what I always wanted to be. I want to be a woman."

I was not that surprised with Dave's decision; we talked and talked and talked and talked like two besties. Dave decided to book an appointment with an endocrinologist tomorrow himself. So, I had to decide whether to go with him or not.

With all the serious talk, it was time to have some fun in bed. For the 1st time in my life, somebody was on top of my body. Giving me blowjobs. The blowjobs were weird, all the brackish slimy fluid inside my mouth, it was yucky, but I enjoyed it. When Dave stuck his dick inside my booty, I screamed like a whore, it was so painful. After a few minutes, my body relaxed and I was beginning to get used to him inside me. It was really pleasurable and I began to moan. But after more than an hour, it was getting out of hand. The pain returned and was so high I couldn’t bear it.

Our fun in bed wasn’t ending and I was getting upset, but Dave wanted to keep going in me. I finally told him to stop, and then he started kissing me. I don't know, but my tears were coming out. I finally shouted at him to stop and pushed him back with all my strength. There was dried cum all over my body and mouth. I ran into the bathroom to wash it all off. Looking at the mirror, I started crying. Banging at the bathroom door, Dave was apologizing.

Saying nothing to him, coming out of the bathroom silently went directly to the bed. I knew he was really sorry; he quietly left the bedroom.

I had been a girl all this time, now sex was the worst thing that happened to me.

Morning came very fast, as I opened my eyes there was a flower bouquet on the night table. With the bouquet, there was also a sorry card.

Dave entered the room, falling on his knees saying, “I’m so sorry, last night was a mistake, and I will never do this again; please, Alysa, please forgive me.”

I was thinking about it; Dave had been a nice guy all around; because of him, we got the Music X contract and one night can't change that. I was in pain but, I had to forgive him because he could cancel our contract, and all the blame would end up on me. Besides, even though I was upset with him, I was still in love with him.

I had watched many movies in the past, so without saying anything, I took out a towel from the closet and went directly inside the bathroom. In the movies, when the husband says he’s sorry, the wife takes her time to say it's ok; the logic inferred, is the husband realizes his mistake and can reflect during the silent interval, after saying sorry to his wife. This gave a deeper meaning to saying sorry to her, and he would remember and never repeat his mistake.

Dave was holding the tray when I came out of the shower, wrapping the towel like a woman. " I don't know how can I rewind my mistake, give me any punishment you want, but please forgive me. "

“So, David, we will have no sex for 1 month, this will be the right punishment for you, for a sex animal like you."

I forgot to mention Dave was wearing a black mini dress, and matching with 2-inch block heels loafers. He was looking like a full-blown lady. I wanted to tell him that he was looking so hot in the dress, but I kept up my serious attitude.

Observing Dave very closely his arms, his tone legs were like any other women, not like a man, remembering that, with the guidance of Carla, she told me to do some weird exercise which was helpful to lose my muscle mass. For the glasshouse figure, I wore a tight closet 24/7.

"See Dave, I totally forgive you, but my bottom is hurting quite deeply; please, for God’s sake, never do this again,"

"Yes, I promise that I will never hurt you again."

Then we kissed.

" If you wish, would you like to meet my mother?”

“Yes"

Dave's mother's room was downstairs as she couldn’t walk. She was in a wheelchair. To take care of her, she had her personal nurse, who also worked as her maid.

"Dave, who is this beautiful girl?"

"She is Alysa."

“God bless you, Alysa,"

"Thank you, Aunty."

"Call me mother."

"Yes, of course, mother,"

"You are the first girl, my mother told me to call her mother."

"Dave is always talking about you, Alysa this, Alysa that."

"Oh, come on stop it, mom!"

"Dave is fortunate to have you."

I was stunned, that Dave was roaming in the house wearing a short dress, and literally, nobody blinked an eye on him; even his mom was ultra normal. As he talked with his mother and me, his voice was very feminine, like some female was speaking.

"Mom, I have made my decision, nowadays for me, it is tough to keep with my man side, look at me now, this is the real me, I really want to become a woman, I was just scared, with the position I am in the music industry, but now I have enough money to exit from this, with my other business doing well."

“It's your life, it's your choice. I know how much you struggled with your gender from your early days. Hey Dior, go for it, fulfill your dreams."

“You know what, Mom, Alysa is the biggest inspiration for me, thank you, Alysa. Now it’s time, today is the day I am starting my transition into real me."

It was a huge decision from Dave, or can I call her Dior. Then she made an announcement.

"No one will tell this to anyone or discuss this with each other. This is your ONLY warning; you know what can I do if anyone opens their fucken mouth, anywhere. You guys know the terms and conditions of the contract you signed, so be quiet, like nothing happened here". The room was silent. I didn't know what was going on in this house, but I felt very dark vibes.

We chatted for few minutes and had some breakfast; I was not surprised; Dave only ate very little like me, like he was on a diet too.

All done saying goodbye to his mom, Dave was dropping me off at Villa. Then he was going to visit an endocrinologist for the HRT. Changing back to his suit, and tie, we left the house.

The plan changed; first we will be visiting the endocrinologist. Then he would drop me at the Villa because the endocrinologist was his friend, he had no appointment and the doctor was free for only an hour, so Dave decided to visit him first.

As we were inside the clinic. Dave’s doctor said, "So, she is Alysa, the one you always talked about, my god she is gorgeous, you are getting it wrong David, let us talk inside my office."

Closing the doors, they went into the office. In few minutes, they both came out to the waiting area of the clinic.

"I can't believe you are not on hormones; I think you should start your HRT, as there is no harm done to your body. They can help fill out your bra and you will also begin to experience softer skin, and hair growth like a woman, I don't know why are you waiting so long, the main benefit is you can stop HRT any time if you want to."

I don't know David was manipulating me, but he got the point. I am already living like a girl, and I didn't want to go back to being an ugly Mac at this point in my life. There were many benefits, and I wasn’t losing anything so let's do it, babes.

With that, I told David, “Yes, I want to start with my HRT. “

From his office, the Doctor bought some papers and showed me where to sign them. I looked at Dave before signing on it, he gave me the thumbs-up, and then I signed the papers.

The doctor prescribed me pills which I have to take every day. David told me that the pills are for the testosterone blocker in my body. Before taking the pills, I have to have some blood tests. A nurse took my blood. The test results will be done tomorrow; he will call Dave, there was no need to come to the clinic. With that, we were done at the clinic.

As we were in the car, I asked Dave about his HRT; he told me that some of his blood test results were too high, so disappointingly, he had to wait and diet for another month to start the process. With that, he dropped me at the Villa and went ahead.