I was a Vegas Showgirl – Part 3

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I slowly awoke to the sound of my alarm.  I reached around for it and hit the snooze button.  I slowly began to awaken.  I pulled myself out of bed and sat on the edge of it, gradually waking up.  I figured they would have me do many of the things I did yesterday, as I was now in training to be a showgirl.  I wonder how long it would take me to be good enough to get on stage with the rest of the girls?  I was actually looking forward to this since seeing the show for a couple of nights now. Those girls in their costumes looked stunning up there on the stage. I remembered they wore different outfits for each night. I wondered how many costumes they used?  I am sure I will find out.  I went over what I had done yesterday.   I started hormones, and it looked like I was on my way to becoming a woman, whether I wanted to or not.  Part of me wanted to stay as Tommy, but there was also a part of me that was looking forward to becoming Tammi full-time.  This was confusing me. Sure, I liked dressing up as a woman, but I never really considered that I wanted to become a woman.  Now I wasn’t so sure, and it was all very confusing.  I can’t believe it was the hormones affecting my mind already; no, this had to be some part of me that secretly desired this change and was only now making itself known to me.  One thing that I now knew for sure, my life was never going back to the way things were.  I had to say it, it looked like my life as Tommy would be history.

Then I got to thinking about the hypnosis session.  Just what was that all about? I couldn’t remember anything from the session, and I wondered what he had me doing for two hours? There was that strange dream I had as well, and I never remember dreams. I wonder if it means anything or if it was related to hypnosis.

I set my morning coffee going, went into the bathroom, and took a nice hot shower.  I looked at my face and body, and it looked like I still had a sunburn, and there was no reason to shave. One less thing to worry about, I guess.  I put on my robe and wrapped a towel around my head, and went back out to enjoy my morning coffee.  I turned on the TV and looked for any morning news shows.  Not much was happening in the world today, and I had my second cup. I got up, turned off the TV and went back into the bathroom, and started getting ready.  I brushed out and dried my hair with the blow dryer, and damn, it really looked great!  The perm added so much body to it, and the new highlights really made it pop. I put a couple of drops of the antiseptic on my pierced ears and started applying my makeup.  I started in with the foundation to cover my reddish skin and dusted on a bit of powder.  I then worked in a bit of highlight on my cheeks and nose, applied the eyeshadow and eyeliner, and applied the mascara. I drew in my eyebrows with a pencil, outlined my lips, and applied a lip gloss to match my fingernails.  There!  I looked like a sexy girl now.

I put on my lingerie, placed the false boobs in my bra pockets, pulled up my stockings, and attached them to the garters.

I walked over to the closet and picked out a pretty pink dress and pink heels. I felt especially girly today for some reason. Was this due to the hypnosis?  I don’t know, my life was turned inside out by Sammy, and I wasn’t sure about anything now.

Just then, I heard a key in my room door. I stood up, and Trixie came into the room. She smiled and said good morning to me.  First things first, here is a cup with your pills and a bottle of water.  I took the cup from her, dropped the pills in my mouth, and washed them down with some water. I put the cap back on the water bottle and tossed it in the fridge for later.

“Let’s go for breakfast.”

I followed Trixie out of the room, and we made our way down to the casino cafeteria. I decided on eggs benedict and a fruit salad with a large mug of coffee. We walked over to a table and sat to eat breakfast. Trixie told me she was really amazed by the way that I carry myself as a woman and my dancing ability. When Sammy first told her about me and how he wanted me to become a showgirl, she thought he was crazy, as there was no way they could make a showgirl out of a guy in drag.  But now she is really impressed with me and thinks I will be great when I am up on the stage. I blushed and thanked her for her support.  We finished up and went out front to take me to the gym.  Trixie told me that she had some other things to take care of, and Tony would drive me over to the gym and bring me back. She handed me my gym bag and told me everything was cleaned. I took the bag from her and was a bit apprehensive since I figured Tony must be one of Sammy’s goons, but when I got out front, I found that he was a handsome young guy.  I wasn’t sure where he fit in Sammy’s organization, but I am sure he would tell me.

The valet brought a mustang convertible around in front of us.  The valet opened the doors for us and helped me in, and Tony got behind the wheel, and we drove off to the gym.

Tony looked at me and said, “You are a really fine-looking woman.  I would make a move on you, but Sammy warned me that you are off-limits.”

I gave him a weak smile.  Apparently, he was Sammy’s nephew and was working for his uncle, now doing odd jobs for him.  He put his hand on my thigh and smiled at me knowingly.  I wanted to pull it off but allowed him to leave it there for now.

It wasn’t too soon that we made it in front of the gym.

“I will be by to pick you up around 11 am.  See you soon.”

I briefly thought about running, but I realized that I had no money and no ID other than the gym card Trixie put in my purse. Besides, Sammy would find me in no time, and I didn’t want to get in his bad books; that might be dangerous.  I carefully got out of the car and walked into the fitness center.

I showed my card at the front, and Anthony came out and told me where to meet him once I had changed.  I walked into the locker room, opened a locker, and proceeded to get out of my dress and into my fitness outfit.   I decided to wear the pink outfit today.

I met up with Anthony, and we started on my routine. If I thought yesterday was tough, he was working me even harder today.  I was totally exhausted at the end of it and returned to the locker room for a shower.   I toweled off, used a blow dryer on my hair, and got dressed. I walked out in front of the fitness center, and Tony was waiting for me.  He got out and opened the car door for me and closed it once I got in.   He told me he had an errand to run for his uncle, and then we would go for lunch.  I just smiled at him, and we roared off.  We went over to another casino and drove up to valet parking.  They opened the car door for me and helped me out.  I followed Tony inside, and we went up behind the casino to a nice office.  Tony told the receptionist there that we were here to see Big Lou. She picked up the phone, said a couple of words, and told us to go in.

Big Lou was a big guy. We walked up to his desk, and Tony said hello to him and introduced me to Lou as Tammi.  Lou stood up and held my hand, saying he was pleased to meet me.

I hadn’t noticed, but Tony was holding onto a leather briefcase and handed it to Lou.  This is for the other thing my uncle wants you to do for him.  Lou smiled and sat the case down in front of him on the desk.  He opened it up, smiled, and closed it again.  That will be fine, Tony, tell your uncle we have to get together again, it’s been a while now.

As we were leaving the casino, I asked Tony what that was all about.

“I really don’t know, Tammi. Uncle Sammy called me into his office this morning and told me to deliver the case to Big Lou and tell him it was for the other thing Sammy wanted him to do.  I have no idea what is inside it or what the other thing is.  I just figure, the less I know, the less trouble I will get into.”

I had to agree with Tony, the less we knew what Sammy was into, the better it was for us.

On the way back, Tony said to me, “Hey, do you like really good burgers?  There is a burger place inside Planet Hollywood Casino on the strip. Want to go there for lunch?”

“I said as long as I can have a salad instead of fries, I’m supposed to be on a diet.”

Tony drove us over to the Planet Hollywood Casino, and we left the car with the valet. We went in and got a table at Gordon Ramsey Burgers.  I looked through the menu and ordered a kid’s size burger and a salad.  Tony ordered a ginormous multi-patty burger.  We got a couple of sodas while we were waiting for the burgers.  Tony kept telling me about himself, and he stopped and looked at me. I’m just enamored with you, girl; you look just amazing to me.  I blushed and said thanks, but remember what Sammy said, you don’t want to get into trouble over me.

The burgers arrived, and they were delicious. I watched as Tony devoured the burger he ordered while I nibbled away on my meal.  All too soon, lunch was over, and we headed back to the High Roller casino.

Tony called Trixie on his cell, and she met us in the hotel lobby.   It’s time for your dance practice and so let’s go.  I said thanks to Tony for his help today, and we walked over to the theatre.

We went to the dressing room, and I got into a clean outfit, and then we walked over to the stage where the girls were already practicing their routines.  I said Hi to June, and she got me dancing right away.  Trixie said she would be back in a couple of hours.

As the girls were practicing, June taught me a few more routines and watched me while I practiced them.  She pointed out my mistakes as I followed her calls and performed them over and over and over and over.  This is the only way a dancer gets good when you know the routine from muscle memory and don’t have to think about doing it any longer, and practice makes perfect.  Two hours flew by, and I was exhausted.  We went back to the change rooms; I stripped and took a shower and got changed back into my dress.  I was careful and didn’t show any of the other girls, my boy bits, better they thought I was a girl here.  Trixie was waiting for me outside the change room, and she said it’s time for another hypnosis session.

“What exactly is happening to me in those sessions?”

Trixie told me the hypnotist is training my subconscious to better handle becoming a woman; it’s known as feminizing my subconscious.

We entered the room with the hypnotist, and Carlson smiled and said hi to me. He told me he was pleased with me yesterday and apologized for not being there when I woke up.  I told him about my strange dream last night, and he told me he had just the thing for me, and he would explain it to me later.

Once again, Carlson darkened the room, and I sat in the recliner and gazed upon his pocket watch, slowly turning in the spotlight.

He started quietly talking to me the same way as yesterday.

“Now, I just want you to relax your mind and start taking slow deep breaths,” he said to me.  “Breathe in relaxation, breathe out all your stress. Good, now keep your eyes on this slowly spinning pocket watch. Don’t look at me or anything else; just concentrate on the spinning watch. And keep slowly breathing in and out.”

He continued this hypnotic induction as he called it, and by the time he said ‘Sleep’ and snapped his fingers, I just dropped into a trance.

I wish I could tell you what happened during these sessions, but I have never remembered any of it.  I did find that my mannerisms were changing, and my mindset was also becoming more feminine.  I think this was part of the hypnosis, but I will never know for sure.

Trixie came by when I woke back up from the trance.  Carlson was still there and smiled at me. “You are doing great, kid.  I think you have a natural ability to go deep into trance.” I asked Trixie if I could use you in my show tonight and she agreed with me, as you would make a lovely subject in my show. The audience will love you.  The show starts at 9:00, please be backstage by 8:30 as I will run a few things by you at first.

Oh, before I forget, I have something here to help you sleep better at night.  This is an MP3 player with an 8-hour subliminal hypnosis track on it, along with a headband that contains speakers; this will allow you to sleep and listen to the way. You can listen to this for a month, and we will see if it helps you. Here is a charger for the player as well. He showed me how to operate it, and I took it with me.

Trixie took me back to my room and said she would come by to get me for dinner at 7:00 pm.  I placed the MP3 player on the night table and changed out of my dress.  I was getting a few clothes that needed to be washed, so I looked in the closet and found a laundry bag that I could fill up and leave by the door.  My place received maid service, so they would take it with them and return the cleaned items the next day.

I didn’t have anything else to do so I watched TV. I freshened up my makeup and played with my hairstyle for a bit, and changed my lingerie to black, and put on a little black dress that had a few sequins that were sewed into the fabric. I figured a sparkly dress would look great under a spotlight.  I finished the look with a pair of 4-inch pumps, a gold necklace, and sparkly earrings.

Trixie came by at 7pm, and we went over to the restaurant.  We both had a glass of wine, and I ordered that Cajun blackened chicken breast, veggies, and a salad. It was so good the first time that I had to have it again.

We chatted and finished up dinner and walked over to the theatre where Carlson performed his hypnosis act.  It was a smaller venue and looked much like a comedy club.  We went backstage to Carlson’s dressing room.  He welcomed us in and told us that we would sit in the audience, and he would come up and select me and a few other people from the audience for his act.  Eventually, I would be the last person on his stage after he would allow the other people to go back to the audience.  A number of us will be hypnotized, but I would stay last to do his final act. Would you like to remember what I have you doing tonight? Or would you prefer not to remember?  Actually, I think I would like to remember, even if it gets embarrassing.

We went back out in front of the stage and sat down at a table that was reserved for us.

The theatre filled up, and the show started.  Carlson came up on the stage and introduced himself to the audience.  He told us about hypnosis and how we would never do anything that was against our morals or sense of right and wrong.  With that, he asked for volunteers.  A couple of people raised their hands, and he told us that wasn’t good enough, so he was going to ‘volunteer’ us for his act.  He came out into the crowd and chose people at random, men and women, and the way back to the stage, he stopped at our table and said to me, oh my, you look amazing, you have to come upon the stage too.  I knew this would happen, but I still blushed as I got up to follow everyone on the stage.

There was a line of 12 chairs on the stage, and I sat in one of the chairs in the middle. He just started walking back and forth in front of us, talking to us the entire time.  I still don’t know how he did it, but he would stand in front of a person, touch their forehead and say sleep, and they nodded off into a trance. He left me to the end and touched my forehead, and I immediately went into a trance. At that point, I felt like I just had my eyes closed, but I felt very relaxed and seemed to have tuned everything else out but for Carlson’s voice.

He then told us to open our eyes and assured us that we were still in a trance and still listening to him.  At this point, he told us, that we were glued to the seats of our chairs with superglue, and even if we tried, we could not get up. Several of us tried to get up, but everyone was glued in place.  The more I tried to get up, the more I was stuck in place. Then he told us to relax and not to get up, but the glue had now magically disappeared.

He then said all the seats were wired up, and he had turned them on to become very hot.  Suddenly my bum got very hot, and I felt like I was burning in the seat, and I jumped out of my seat along with everyone else.  The audience laughed at us, but it didn’t concern me; I was feeling my bum to see if there were any burns.  He told us to touch the seat with our hands but warned us to be careful. I touched the seat, and it was so hot it made me jump back. Everyone else had the same experience. He then said the heaters were turned off, and the seat was now cool again. I gingerly tried touching it, and it was now fine. We got back on our seats.

He then said something amazing, that one of us was actually an Alien Monster and was going to transform and attack us.

He touched one of the other people and said, “There is the monster!”

I looked at this hideous creature on the stage, and I ran off the stage with the other subjects. I wasn’t about to get eaten!  Carlson then told us to come back; the monster had vanished. I looked back on the stage, and he was right; the monster was gone.  We returned to our seats on the stage.

Now he told us that he was going to make us all disappear before each other’s eyes.  I swear to God this happened, and when I asked Trixie about it, she laughed and said that was one of the funniest parts of the show.  Anyways I was sitting there, and Carlson would walk over and touch a person in the line, and they just vanished, leaving an empty seat. He kept doing this to the people one by one from either end of the row, and they kept disappearing one by one.  It got down to only me sitting there, and then I was looking at Carlson waiting for him to make me disappear, but instead, he told me, you will be unable to get out of your chair, and you will watch me disappear right in front of your eyes.  With that, Carlson then vanished without a trace. I tried to get up but was unable to do so; and I looked around, and the audience was laughing.

I really didn’t see what was so funny, so I shouted, “Carlson, where are you? Don’t leave me here all alone. “

The audience laughed even louder at me.

And then, like magic, Carlson reappeared right in front of me. I would have jumped up, but I was stuck to my chair.  Then he started making the other hypnosis subjects reappear right back in their seats again. This was so amazing to me. I don’t know how he did that. He told everyone to get up and go back to their seat in the audience.  But I was still stuck to my chair.  I called Carlson; I can’t go, I’m stuck here.  The audience roared with laughter again.  Carlson turned to me and simply said sleep and snapped his fingers.  I guess I was out of it for a while, but then Carlson told me to open my eyes back up.  I blinked and looked at him.

He said, “You are now free to get up and walk over to where I am standing.”

I got up and walked over to him.

He looked at me and slowly said to me.  You are a very pretty girl, but you haven’t been with a man for a very long time, and you want to be with one so badly, your desire for a man is off the scale.  He then pointed to the most handsome hot guy I have ever seen in the audience.

“Isn’t that your lover over there? The man of your dreams?  Go over and give him a kiss.”

I walked over to this hot guy and smiled at him.  I grabbed him by his tie and pulled him to his feet.  I then put my arms around him and gave him a big kiss, and held him tight.  Carlson told me to step back and look at the man.  He snapped his fingers, and the guy aged into an old guy right before my eyes.

I exclaimed, “What happened to him? How did he get so old? “

The audience laughed again, and I blushed.  Carlson told me I could take my seat in the audience again.  I really didn’t know what had just happened to me, but I sat back down.

Then Carlson started talking about post-hypnotic suggestions, and by using a keyword, he could make me perform the trick he taught me on stage.  I was wondering what he was talking about.  He looked at me and simply said ‘Bark,’ and I barked!  I felt so foolish, but he said it again, and I barked again.  By this time, the audience was rolling in the aisles with laughter; Trixie was laughing so hard she almost fell off her chair.   He made me bark several more times for effect.  The audience was hysterical by this point.

Carlson then walked over to me and told me I no longer had to bark and thanked me for my participation in his show.  He then smiled, walked back to the stage, turned, and said, ‘Kiss me goodnight,’ and I immediately got up and ran over to him and kissed him.  The audience laughed again, and he told me I no longer had to do that either, but he thanked me for the kiss. I was totally embarrassed, and I think I turned several shades of red while standing under the spotlight. He thanked me again, and I rejoined Trixie at our table.  The show was over, and everyone started leaving.  A few people came over to me and told me how funny I was during the show, and I just gave them a big smile.  Carlson walked over to us and thanked me for my help.

“You are such a great subject; I will have to ask you to come back again.”

“I smiled and told him, I am still amazed at what happened here tonight, and I was part of it.  I don’t know how you made everyone disappear like that.”

He smiled and said, “That’s the magic of hypnosis; no one disappeared, but your subconscious mind was told they were gone, and it accepted my word as the truth. Your mind shut those people out like they were not there.”

I opened my mouth to say something, but no words came out. I finally said, “Wow!”

With that, Carlson wished us a good night and left.  Trixie took me over to the casino bar for a nightcap, and we shared a drink while she told me how funny I was on the stage. When you ran away thinking a monster was chasing you, that was priceless, and then when you got scared, thinking everyone had disappeared, we all lost it.  She told me how Carlson had told me about the handsome guy in the audience under the trance as well as my two tricks, the barking one and kissing Carlson. Trixie said that she had seen Carlson’s show before, but I was so good that she wondered if I was faking it at one point, and I assured her that was not the case. She laughed, and after our drinks, she took me up to my room and wished me a good night.

I undressed for bed and got into a nightie. I turned on the headband control and pulled it on my head, and adjusted the band, so the speakers were over my ears. I pushed the play button, and I began to hear soft background music with a few sounds of water running in a stream.  I closed my eyes and slowly fell off to sleep.