Life-Changing Assignment - Part 3

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"Well James, it was obvious yesterday that you liked the permanent wave. I think you also like everything that has happened to you since you came to us yesterday. Now we must discuss where you go from here. Am I right in thinking you are a little afraid to return to your place of residence?"

"Yes Ma'am, I do love the way I look and have been very excited by everything that you have done to me. But I am not sure I can think of any explanation for my new appearance. I am sure my landlady would not understand." I replied.

MS. Merrill paused for a moment, as if in deep thought, and then said.

"We may be able to help you James, you see while you were in the salon yesterday one of my employees went to your apartment yesterday."

I started to express my surprise and anger, but Ms. Merrill held her hand up and said---

"Please hear me out, James. I knew that you would be hesitant to go home looking like you do now, so I sent one of my employees to your apartment to help you. She told your landlady she was a friend of yours and that you had asked her to go there and pick up some things for you. You had been called out of town for a job interview and would be gone for a few days. She was going to meet you at the airport with your clothes. So you see you don't have to worry about anyone missing you for a while.

However, I had also instructed my employee to look around so we might learn more about you. I must say I was not too surprised when she reported that you had numerous books and magazines about lesbians in your apartment. I already had some suspicions that you were deeply interested in women, if not in a totally normal way. I didn't believe any totally normal male would ever get up enough courage to attempt a project such as you came to us with. I knew that you had to have at least some type of identification with women to not be afraid or embarrassed to come to a real beauty salon. James, I believe it is your fantasy and desire to be a lesbian."

My emotions quickly changed from surprise and anger that she would have invaded my apartment, to deep embarrassment. She had learned my deepest secret! When I was eleven or twelve we had moved to a new city and our next-door neighbor's daughter had totally captivated me. Shirley was fourteen, with long curly brunette hair, and absolutely the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. It wasn't long before she had taught me how to orally satisfy her desires.

She had been very skillful and had excited me so much that I always ejaculated while satisfying her. When I realized later how she had trained me at such an early age, it was too late and my total sexual desire was to worship at the fountain of woman. Later while at college I had been shared by two lesbian seniors who used me to do menial tasks for them Always controlling me by the reward of allowing me to perform oral sex with them. When they had graduated, the fear of AIDS prevented me from seeking another relationship of any kind.

Seeing my embarrassment and the beginning of tears Ms.Merrill quickly said.

"James there is no need for embarrassment! You are among my friends. Everyone in this building appreciates and has great respect for everything feminine. We all understand your orientation and desires. You see all of us are totally committed to the female ideal and lifestyle. All of our business interests are totally supportive of making people beautiful, independent of the opinions of others, and in

control of their own destinies. James, I believe that you also might like to join our organization. Here you will be free to express your delight in femininity. We have learned of your degree and especially of your minor in computer science. We have a need in our organization for someone to manage a new computer project. Perhaps you could be just the person we are looking for."

Ms. Merrill had all of my attention now, I had never met anyone who could understand my feelings before. But now my mind was full of questions. I began to ask and then found myself rushing to get the words out.

"I am not sure I understand everything you have said, but if what you mean is that I could work for you and would not have to have all of the beautiful things you have done to me undone, well I would at least like to examine the possibilities."

"I can make arrangements for you to stay with us here for a few days. During that time we will give you some tests to be sure that you would fit in. I will meet with you some more and explain all of the details to you, and answer any questions you might have. However since you are going to stay with us, I will have to ask you to let Dr. Covington give you a physical examination. Living with us in the same building makes it necessary to be sure that you are not carrying some dangerous virus or disease. I am sure you understand our precautions." Ms. Merrill informed me.

"Yes Ma'am, thank you for being so understanding," I said.

"Very good. Felicia will escort you to Dr. Covington and will attend to you during your stay with us. Please follow all of her instructions and everything will go well."

With that, Ms. Merrill pressed a button and Felicia entered to take me to the Doctor.

Felicia and I went back to the elevator and returned to the second floor. She led me to the opposite end of the hall and opened a door for me. As I entered a nurse stood up from behind a desk and said.

"Ah, you must be James. You really are as pretty as I had heard. Please follow me, James."

I turned to look but Felicia was already closing the door on her way out. I had hoped she would be staying with me because I was a little frightened and wanted to cling to someone familiar.

"I am Miriam and I will be with you throughout your examination. Please remove all your clothing as this will be a very complete examination." the nurse said handing me a paper gown.

I did as she said and then followed her to the bath. The nurse removed the tape holding my testicles inside me and then told me to bend over and put my hands on top of the commode. She reached up a took a hose from the wall and before I could protest, inserted it in my rectum.

"Why are you giving me an enema?' I asked.

"Because you are going to have a rectal exam, surely you don't expect the Doctor to examine you without you having been cleaned out, do you? Now take a deep breath and relax  your stomach muscles we have a lot more water to get in you yet." She replied.

Bent over like I was the only thing I was seeing was the commode. I looked back under myself and almost laughed at how strange my penis looked in that latex sleeve. I began to notice my stomach growing larger. Every time I took a deep breath and relaxed my stomach muscles as Miriam directed, my stomach would distend more.

Finally, Miriam told me I could straighten up. It was time because I did not know how much more pressure I could stand. My stomach was so cramped I was almost unable to stand. When I turned around I saw myself in the mirror and was shocked at my appearance. With my stomach distended so much under the paper gown, I looked just like a pregnant woman. Miriam told me to squat and pulled the nozzle out. What a relief it was when my bowels were released. In a few minutes, everything had been evacuated and Miriam washed my rear while I bent over and held my ankles.

I was beginning to realize that this was going to be a very humiliating day. Miriam brought me back into the examination room and began to draw blood samples. Thankfully she did this while I sat in the chair since I was very weak from the enema. She told me to remain seated while she went to the lab. Taking the four vials of blood and the urine and stool samples she had obtained earlier she left me alone in the room to fill out the questionnaires she had given me.

What have I gotten myself into, I should have left yesterday as soon as they finished the permanent wave. I should have taken my chances of being seen by my landlady. But somehow I seemed to have been confused and was really enjoying the way they had made me look. But in the last few minutes this morning, I think I am realizing I am in over my head. I don't understand what is happening to me. Why am I so readily accepting everything they want to do.

I should refuse and just leave. But when Ms. Merrill had talked to me it seemed that everything she said was right and I wanted to do just as she said. Miriam returned and took my blood pressure, and pulse rate, weighed me and checked my height, then took my measurements. I had decided to go through with this physical exam but as soon as it was over I was going to go tell Ms. Merrill I was leaving. I somehow have to get my life back to normal. I love my permed hair and the makeup but everything else that is going on around here is really frightening me. As I was making these plans, Miriam and Dr. Covington entered the room and the Dr. immediately began her exam. Dr. Covington had me stand up and listened to my heart and chest. Without saying anything to me she pulled the latex sleeve off of my penis and manipulated my penis and balls giving them a very close look.

Dropping the paper gown back in place she picked up the chart Miriam had brought back with her, read for a few minutes, and then for the first time looked me in the eyes and said.

"Please lay face down on the table, I need to check your prostate gland. Your blood tests suggest there may be some congestion."

I had noticed that this was a very strange-looking table but then I had not been in a doctor's office in several years. There was a place for my face to fit that left my nose and mouth clear Miriam took my hands and placed them on handles near my head and then quickly moved to the other end of the table. She made some adjustments to the table which lowered my legs to a position similar to that of kneeling down. I felt some sort of lubricant being applied to my rectum and then Dr. Covington inserted her finger. As she began to move her finger around it did not feel bad at all but all of a sudden a very bad pain hit me and I screamed. Dr. Covington removed her finger while I tried to catch my breath. She said,

"Just as I suspected your prostrate is very large and congested. This is a very dangerous condition, I am

surprised that you have not had trouble urinating. But I am sure we have caught it in time and can clear up  this trouble in just a few days."

Miriam had returned the table to its original position and helped me to stand up while Dr. Covington was talking to me. Dr. Covington looked at me and said,

"Your tests show that you are free from any communicable diseases, however, you are slightly anemic and are somewhat deficient in several other vitamins. The congested prostrate is a serious condition and I suggest you begin treatment immediately. You should go to your personal physician right away. I would be happy to treat you if you want. If you would like for me to treat you just sign the  authorization form Miriam has and we can start immediately."

What in the world is a congested prostrate, I wondered. But since I didn't have a personal physician in this town I signed the form Miriam was holding out to me. Anything that hurts that bad must

be serious.

"Very good," smiled Dr. Covington, please take him to treatment room one and begin these treatments."

Dr. Covington handed Miriam a list of instructions and left the room. Miriam showed me into another room through a connecting door. She led me to a chair situated in the middle of the room and helped me get situated in it properly. At first, I thought it resembled a dentist's chair without padding. It was made completely of stainless steel. As soon as I had sat down Miriam fastened a strap around each of my wrists with my hands facing upward. I gave her a questioning look and she explained that she was going to hook up an intravenous system and she didn't want me moving my arm and tearing the needle out.

Next, she fastened a strap around my waist binding me to the chair back. She quickly moved to my ankles and placed a strap around each of them. Now I was completely helpless, why did I let her do that! I was still a little dazed from the pain, but I had just decided to leave here as soon as the exam was over. Why am I so compliant I can't seem to do anything but what these women tell me. Miriam had now rolled over a stand with a plastic bag hanging from it. She inserted a needle connected to the tubing into the vein on my left arm and taped it in place. She started the drip and then went to a cabinet and filled several syringes from different bottles. She injected one in my right hip and another in my left hip. Not that I could do anything about it now, having let her completely immobilize me without a protest, but I still asked her.

"What are all these drugs you are giving me?

Miriam smiled and replied,

"The injection in your right hip is a type of estrogen in a time-release form that will last for two weeks.

Estrogen is the principal female hormone. The injection I put in your left hip is a highly efficient form of progesterone, another female hormone that assists in the formation of secondary sexual characteristics. Both of these working together will help to shrink your prostate.

The drip in your arm is a mixture  of glucose, vitamins, a testosterone blocker, and a few other things to make you feel good while your prostrate is being decongested."

As she said the last part she took another syringe and injected it into a place in the drip tube. Almost immediately I began to feel a warm glow spreading throughout my body. Boy, she was right about the feeling good. I watched in a very happy mood while she spread the legs of the chair apart and then as she pushed some buttons I begin to feel something pushing slowly between my butt cheeks. Miriam stepped to the right side of the chair and taking hold of my butt pulled up and out. How strange I thought, but when she repeated the maneuver on the left side I realized what she had done! She had opened a path for whatever thing that was to slide right into me. She pushed another button and I felt it slide in a long way before stopping. That thing must be as big as a milk bottle I feel completely filled up.

All at once I noticed a slight vibration from that thing she had pushed up my butt. Miriam took some scissors and cut the gown off of me exposing me completely. It certainly wasn't because of any conscious desire on my part but my penis had come fully erect and was throbbing from the vibrations. I still felt like I had been impaled on something huge, but boy was it starting to feel good.

Miriam went to the drawer in the cabinet and returned with a long cylindrical object which she slipped over my penis. She hooked a tube from it to a glass jug near the foot of the chair and when she pushed a button the sleeve tightened up gently around my penis. Reaching back between my legs she pulled out a wire with an insulated clamp on it and clamped it to my scrotum. I was fascinated by everything she was doing and although I was curious as to why she was doing all of this it just seemed like too much trouble to ask.

It must all be good for me because I have never felt this good before. This is even better than that wonderful wine they have been giving me. Miriam moved behind the chair and brought a strap around my bare chest. Hooked to the strap were two cups of some ridged material but the edges that she fit over my chest were soft. Centering each cup over my nipples she then tightened the strap. These cups were very large, reminding me of very large breasts. Miriam then lowered the leg parts of the chair bending my legs at the knees. She raised the back of a chair until I was in an upright position.

"Now we are going to begin decongesting your prostrate. I'm sure you will soon find this treatment very pleasurable.

While that treatment is going on the I.V. will replenish the body fluids you will be losing. At the same time, the cups on your chest will begin stimulating and loosening the skin to allow for more rapid breast growth.

One of the drugs in the I.V. will stop testosterone production in your body which of course will mean you will not be producing any more semen. Since we are draining your present supply this will make the female hormones I have injected you with become effective faster with more positive results.

While Miriam was talking she had moved a large mirror in place so that I could see exactly what was happening to me. She hooked a headphone similar to those on a Walkman from behind my head and then pushed several buttons and left the room. Boy am I in it now, I don't know just what effect all of this is going to have on me, but she did say she had injected me with female hormones and that one of the drugs was going to stop my male hormones.

Those cups on my chest are to allow my breasts to grow! I don't have any breasts. How could I let this happen I don't seem to have any willpower. The vibrations from that thing up my butt are starting to really feel good and now that thing she put over my penis has started pulsing and sucking on me. I'm not going to be able to stand much of this. Oh no, now those cups on my chest are starting to suck in rhythm, I noticed that the edges of the cups were not only soft but seemed to be slick also. When the sucking action on the cups started I could see the skin outside the cups slipping into the cups a little. Oh, that feels so good.

My excitement and passion were mounting very fast. I looked at my reflection in the mirror to take my mind off of the sensations I was receiving. Looking in the mirror was of no help, as I saw my beautifully permed hair, flawless makeup, and sweepingly arched eyebrows I suddenly lost all control and erupted in a tremendous wave of passion.

Just as I was beginning to recover somewhat I started to feel all of the sensations again. Oh, that had been so good but this is too soon! I want to come again but not yet! Then I noticed that music I had heard before with the videos was playing in the earphones. Oh, all this sucking and vibrating is getting too good again as I stared in the mirror I fainted dead away joyfully erupting once more.

Unknown to me Ms. Merrill,  Dr. Covington, and Dr. Powell were in another room observing everything that was happening to me. In fact, Dr. Powell was controlling all of the devices from in that

room.

"That one took a little longer, I will add the in-and-out stroking motion to the anal penetrator this time. I will keep watching until he can't ejaculate from the stimulation anymore, then I will program the electro-ejaculator to hit him every ten minutes which should thoroughly drain him in just a few hours. Miriam will monitor the heart rate and blood pressure sensors in the wrist cuffs in case he gets too weak before the semen flow stops." Dr. Covington said.

"Just remember to keep the tapes playing where he can hear them continuously. He needs to hear them twenty-four hours a  day if possible." Dr. Powell said.

"Very good ladies, you seem to have our subject well underway. How soon do you think he will be begging for  the privilege of joining our sisterhood?" Ms. Merrill inquired.

"This is Saturday, so I see no reason why he would not be ready to meet with you by Thursday," replied Dr. Covington.

"Erica do you agree with that time frame?" asked Ms. Merrill.

"Yes, I believe that is a reasonable assumption. Even though the other two who are in treatment now started two days earlier there should be no problem. Unlike the other two this subject is very compliant. Apparently, there was a latent but unrecognized desire in this subject" Dr. Powell commented.

"Excellent then we shall have three candidates ready for the initiation ceremony next Friday. You know this one is coming along so fast I'm not sure there is the same feeling of satisfaction." Stated Ms. Merrill.

"I think I agree with you, it is much more satisfying to watch the futile resistance of the unwilling subjects."

Dr. Covington mused.

"Yes, I think that is true. With our advanced techniques though, even the unwilling ones really don't have a chance. Oh, they may struggle and suffer emotionally for a  while, but the outcome is inevitable. They eventually have only one desire left, to become a woman at any cost."

Replied Dr. Covington.

"I wonder if we have made the methods too enjoyable, it is not at all like what I went through. Could it be that by chemically and psychologically removing their natural resistance, we have also lessened their level of emotional gratification in the initiation ceremony? I know for me that moment of absolute submission was and is still is the most memorable moment of my life. Said Dr. Covington

"That would be extremely difficult to determine. However, I  believe that is still true for those of us who came after you. I know it is for me, and I shall always be eternally grateful to you, Mistress Merrill, for making it all possible for me. Replied Dr.Powell.

Tuesday Morning.

I slowly awoke from a deep place. It took a moment or two to realize I was back in my room at The Sisters building. How did I get here, what time is it? I looked down and saw I was clothed in a nylon nightgown. I don't remember getting ready for bed.

I went to the Doctor's office for an examination and the nurse oh yeah Miriam that's her name gave me an enema, and Dr. Covington told me something was wrong and would require treatment. But what happened after that? Why is my mind a blank?

I rolled my head toward the bathroom and saw Felicia sitting by the bed.

"How did I get in bed, and how long have I been sleeping?

I asked.

"You have been sleeping since two yesterday afternoon, and Miriam and myself bathed you and prepared you for bed. I have brought you some coffee if you think you feel like drinking it." Felicia said.

Felicia came to the side of the bed and pushed a button which raised the head of the bed, I hadn't noticed before but the bed was actually a hospital bed. She removed the headphones and handed me the styrofoam cup carefully but stayed near to make sure I could handle it. I realized that she was concerned that I might spill it and understood why when I started to drink.

The cup felt sort of heavy and my hands had a slight tremble.

While I drank the coffee I searched my memory but could not bring back much more. Suddenly I remembered Miriam had put an I.V. in my left arm. I handed the cup to Felicia and raised the sleeve of

the gown. I was shocked to see the needle and part of the tubing were still taped to my arm. I looked at Felicia and asked,

"Am I going to need more treatment? The needle is still in my vein.

Oh yes, you will have to have the treatment for several more days. But first, we have to get you up and dressed. This morning you have an appointment in the salon for a shampoo and set. Swing your legs over the side of the bed and I'll  help you since you will probably feel a little weak."

Felicia was right I did feel weak, I held on to her for a moment, and when she was sure I could stand she removed my gown. Of course, I was wearing a corset but did not have any panties on. Felicia reached behind me and unhooked a tube from a bag on the bed. That tube was coming out the end of my penis! Felicia had to steady me when I saw that, it must have been at least a quarter inch in diameter! Felicia must have noticed that I was shocked and said,

"Don't worry about that, the nurse put a catheter in so you would not pee all over yourself while you slept. Sometimes the treatment causes you to lose control of your bladder. But that problem will get better when you have finished this treatment they are giving you now. But you know women never have as much control as men. Sometimes now when I laugh I pee my panties"

But it is so big, I wonder why it doesn't hurt? Felicia taped a bag to my thigh and connected the tube to it. This is so humiliating I can't control myself and I have to wear a bag of pee around. Why did I let them do this to me? I should have never let them perm my hair. I just seem to get in deeper and deeper. I have got to get out of here. Just as soon as I get to the salon I am going to insist that they straighten my hair so I can leave.

If there really is something wrong with me I can find a doctor somewhere else to cure me  I know I was desperate to get the pictures so I would not get in trouble. What a mistake to let them talk me into having the perm myself. Without even asking they arched my eyebrows and even pierced my ears. I do love how I look now, but I must resist, there is no telling where this will all end if I let them continue. Look what has happened in just one day! I am so weak I can hardly stand up and this huge tube is hanging out my pee hole. When Ms. Merrill talked to me it seemed like she was being so nice to let me stay and enjoy my new looks.

But things are going too fast. I can't even remember what they have done to me. While all these thoughts were going through my mind, Felicia had brought a plain print house dress and helped me step into it. After zipping it up the back she helped me put on a pair of hose and some low-heeled pumps. Then I went into the bath to brush my teeth. Felicia's support was necessary for me to walk. What in the world had they done to make me so weak.

When I saw myself in the mirror I almost cried. All my makeup had been removed and my hair was a tousled mess. No wonder they were sending me to the salon. Felicia returned to the door of the bath

with a wheelchair. I felt ugly and ridiculous but knew I wasn't going far without the wheelchair. Felicia put the earphones back in my ears and we started off. I wonder why I like to hear that music so much, I seem to feel so much calmer when I hear it. When she wheeled me past the elevator I wondered what was going on. Just then Miriam stepped into the hall.

"Well, I was just coming to look for you. We need to get you hooked back up." She said.

Miriam hung a bag of liquid into place on an I.V. stand on the back of the wheelchair. She bled the air out and started the liquid flowing into my vein.

"Wait a minute!  I said. "I have decided to have my hair straightened and leave this place. I don't want you giving me any more drugs."

While I was protesting, Miriam reached in her uniform pocket for a syringe and injected the contents into the I.V. drip.

"I am only doing my job, dear. You really need these fluids so you won't be so weak. You go on to the salon and get fixed up any way you want. I'm sure Ms. Merrill will do anything you ask. She is only trying to make you happy you know." Miriam replied.

Wow, there is that warm glow again. I'm feeling much better already. Felicia turned the chair around and started for the elevator. She must have turned the volume up on the music. I can hear it much plainer now. As we went down on the elevator I began feeling sorry that I had snapped at Miriam. I mean she really has been nice to me. If I see her again before I leave I will apologize. Felicia rolled me into the room where I had been given the permanent wave. Janice was waiting by the shampoo bowl.

"How nice to see you again. Janice said. Let's get you situated in the shampoo chair and I can start making you beautiful again."Janice said.

While Janice helped me into the shampoo chair, Felicia unhooked the I.V. stand from the wheelchair and rolled it out of Janice's way. Gosh, I thought I am starting to feel really good as Janice started washing my hair.

"Janice I am thinking about having you straighten my hair I said.

"Oh dear, are you sure? You are so beautiful with your hair permed. I thought you liked my work."

"Well I did, I mean I do, I mean I'm not sure,  I had just thought I would leave today I mean everything is happening too fast. I said.

"You know it is kind of dangerous to straighten hair that has just been permed. That could cause it to all break off  next to the scalp leaving you bald."

"Bald? Can that really happen? I asked.

"Yes, it certainly can. I tell you that I can set your hair on large rollers and when it is dry you can pull it back in a ponytail. A lot of young people are wearing ponytails now." she replied.

I sure don't want all my hair to fall out and I really did look great with my hair done. Maybe it is not such a good idea to have it straightened. I guess I should let Janice go ahead and set it like she said. I really would like to see it all done again.

While I had been thinking over what Janice had said she had moved me and the I.V. stand to her styling chair. I could see myself in the mirror as she rolled my hair. Isn't it strange but I like seeing my hair when it is all rolled up.

Janice finished rolling my hair, and since I was feeling much stronger now I was able to walk over to the hair dryer without help. Well almost without help, Janice had to roll the I. V. stand for me. Janice soon had the dryer hood in position and turned on. As the drone of the dryer fan began I felt Janice slipping the earphones in my ears. She rolled the VCR and tv in front of me again and those lovely scenes began playing again.

This video is such a pleasure to watch and I just love this music. As I watched the lovely scenes before me I started thinking how I had liked watching Janice roll my hair. You know she is so nice. I'm afraid I might have hurt her feelings when I said I wanted my hair straightened. When she comes back I will tell her I am sorry, and that I really do love her work. After watching the video and hearing this music, I was really feeling much better about everything these nice women have done for me. I don't know why I even thought of having my hair straightened, I really do love having my hair permed and set. I can't ever remember having been so happy in my whole life.

I never thought about it before but women can have their hair and nails done all the time and no one is upset about it. Even though I guess I have always loved women, I never thought about envying them. I always talked to all the girls I knew about their pretty clothes and hair and all that goes with being female. I wonder why I never thought about being able to do all that myself. I remember now that Felicia said that she used to be a boy and that Ms. Merrill had made her into a girl. I wonder if she enjoys having her hair done and wearing pretty clothes now that she can do it all the time.

I'll have to remember to ask her. I don't know why I am having to strain so hard to remember. All I want to do is think about my pretty hair and makeup. Suddenly Janice turned the tv off surprising me. I was so lost in my thinking I didn't notice her return. She removed the earphones and raised the dryer hood so I could stand up. I wondered as I walked to the styling chair if I should ask her to fix my hair nice again. She might be upset with me.

"You are so beautiful with your face made up, wouldn't you like me to see if there is an opening in the makeup room for you? asked Janice.

"Yes, I really was pretty with the makeup, I think I would like that very much. I replied.

How nice of Janice to think of that. I was just thinking that I should go ahead with Ms. Merrill's suggestions and try this out for a while. I mean I am feeling much better now. I suppose the treatment I received yesterday must be working since I feel so good. I can have my face made up so pretty again and I'll ask Janice not to make a ponytail. I'll ask her to fix it just as pretty as she can. Janice removed all of the clips and rollers just like before. As she placed the satin bonnet over my hair I thought, why do I even like the way my hair looks in those big curls. Oh, I bet it will be just delicious this time.

Felicia brought me a cup of coffee just as Janice and I arrived at the makeup room. The operator was not quite ready so I had time to drink it. Janice left me there with Felicia saying she would be waiting for me when I was through here. While I was drinking the coffee I tried to think of what I had wanted to ask Felicia, but I was getting so sleepy. Felicia must have noticed because she helped me get on the makeup table.

"Very Good Felicia". Said Ms. Merrill as she and Miriam entered the room.

Miriam injected another syringe into the I. V. drip and looked at Ms. Merrill saying.

"That should keep him out for three hours and when he comes to there will be no after-effects"

Ms. Merrill turned to Elaine and told her to apply permanent eyeliner, eyebrows, and lip outline. Turning to the telephone she dialed Dr. Covington and gave her instructions.

"James showed some resistance early this morning but seems to be back on track now. Go ahead with the accelerated treatment schedule. But remove the memory blockers. I want him to know exactly what is happening. I believe that knowledge will enhance the excitement factor. You may wish to confer with Erica on specifics, but I believe the desire quotient is high enough now to insure willing participation. I want this one to have a whole day without drugs or tapes before he has to make his decision."

"Of course, we will be ready for his arrival in treatment room one. I'm sure Erica will agree to this schedule. I am looking forward to this initiation. Your idea should prove intensely gratifying." Replied Dr. Covington.

I must have fallen asleep, Elaine was shaking me telling me to wake up. Felicia was standing by the door waiting for me. I was feeling really good now and was able to walk and roll the I.V. stand by myself.

"You should just love this makeup, honey. I gave you a few extras today. You are really beautiful now." Elaine said.

"Thank you, Elaine, I can't wait until Janice finishes my hair. I just know I will love it.

As she said Janice was waiting for me and immediately went to work on my hair. Looking in the mirror as Janice worked I could see what Elaine meant. My eyes seemed to stand out more the eyeliner was sharper and more defined. My blond eyebrows seemed to be more emphasized also. My lips were the same color pink but also seemed to be more sharply defined. She was right I did love it the overall effect was certainly more striking. Janice had now finished with my hair and it was fabulous. She had left it down and it was a mass of long soft curls framing my face with some falling in front of my shoulders. With the new makeup and my hair arranged this way I was very sexy. Did I just think of myself as sexy? Yes I did and I love the feeling"

"There dear, are you happy with your hair now?" asked Janice.

"Oh Yes, this is wonderful. You were right I love my curls and don't ever want to do with out them." I replied.

"Well, honey I'm sure Ms. Merrill will love to keep you permed and pretty if you will ask her. You will never have to be with out curls if you just tell her that's what you want." Janice said.

"Oh I will, I want this so much. I love looking like this.

Thank you for helping me do the right thing, Janice, you are so sweet."

Felicia told me it was time to go back upstairs for my treatment. I was a little afraid when she mentioned treatment because for some reason I could not remember anything about my treatment yesterday. Felicia had me get back in the wheelchair even though I told her I felt much better now. Felicia brought me right to the treatment room this time and as she opened the door I saw the chair. A thrill went through me, I suddenly remembered sensations of great pleasure being associated with the chair.

"How lovely you are today. Janice and Elaine have outdone themselves. You are absolutely delicious. Let's get you in the chair you are going to be very happy with your treatment today. Miriam told me.

While she was talking Miriam had injected a syringe into my I. V. tube and I could feel that wonderful warm glow spreading over me. Isn't it wonderful that everyone thinks I am so pretty. I get little thrills when they tell me. Miriam and Felicia helped me take off the dress and get seated in the chair. It was cold to my naked skin but I seemed to be filled with anticipation. I can't remember anything about yesterday's treatment but for some reason, I am anxious to receive one now. I sat back in the chair and Miriam removed the urine bag and un-taped my penis from my thigh.

It looked so weird with the tube coming out of it. Miriam did something to the tube and then pulled it out! I was surprised that it did not hurt. In fact, I could not feel anything when she was handling my penis. They must have used some more of that deadening cream. Miriam strapped me in again and spread the legs of the chair. Since I was already sitting upright this time I could see more of what she was doing. She lifted my hips and pulled out on them again and as she did I remembered why she did

this. A huge thrill of anticipation shuddered through me as I realized I would soon be filled with that wonderful object again. As I was now remembering she clipped the wire to my scrotum again and began pushing those buttons. I could feel it! Slowly pushing at my rectum. I wiggled as much as I could to help it and suddenly it was in!

Oh, It feels even bigger today! I imagined that my eyes were about to pop out as I wiggled some more to help the penetration. It was so big and went in so far today, I was gasping for breath when it finally stopped. Ummm how could I have ever not wanted to come back for this? In a moment those delicious vibrations started again. Miriam was standing in front of me with the sleeve waiting I looked down and saw my penis responding as I wallowed in the joy of my impalement. As soon as Miriam had secured my penis in the sleeve and hooked it up to the jar she turned the vibrations off.

"No, turn it back on I need this".I said in a panic.

"Please be patient dear, you are about to receive a life-changing ride in our wonderful chair. Ms. Merrill has ordered some changes to your treatment schedule. You are about to be enslaved to your desire to be beautiful.

Enslaved for the rest of your life. You will never be the same. When you leave this chair you will no longer be James in mind, spirit, or emotions. You will be Jane and will forever seek any and everything that can help you to be a beautiful woman. Now open your mouth wide." Janice said in reply.

When I opened it to ask why she inserted a plastic thing that slid in and turned down my throat. The way it was made it hooked in behind my teeth and I couldn't expel it with my tongue. Miriam must have seen the fear in my eyes and told me.

"Just relax dear this won't hurt. I am going to insert a tube into your stomach and feed you. This thing in your mouth will let me insert a stomach tube. I will take this thing out of your mouth as soon as the tube is in. You have not had any food in your stomach since yesterday morning. I could have had you try to drink this but it is really awful tasting. When I have finished feeding you this time I am going to hook the tube to your teeth to keep it in place. I know this seems complicated but you are going to be in this chair a long time and will need to be fed again before your treatment is over. Besides by doing it this way your lovely lipstick won't be messed up." Janice explained.

The tube did not hurt when she put it in, I guess that stuff she had sprayed in my throat had deadened it.

She took a huge syringe and pushed the contents through the tube. When she had finished I closed my mouth and could hardly feel the tube.

Miriam inserted the earphones again and moved the mirror in from of me. She connected the strap with the cups around my chest again carefully centering it. I don't know what these cups are supposed to do but, I did notice the skin on my chest seemed to be a little loose. Miriam said Ms.Merrill had changed my schedule, and that I was going to be in the chair a long time. Funny that I could not remember anything about my last treatment. This time I seemed to know what she was doing as soon as she started to do it.

The vibrations and the sucking started again. Ah, so good. Miriam said some strange things about my mind, and I was going to have a life-changing ride in this chair. I don't understand what is going to happen to me but, oh am I ready for this ride whatever it changes. That wonderful object had started stroking slowly in and out and I found myself trying to go down after it. I looked into the mirror and was filled with joy,  I am so lovely.

I don't know how long I was in the chair, only that it was not enough, I wanted to be there forever. I know that I was fully conscious every time the devices were working. I think there were periods when I must have blacked out. I remember waking up one time and Janice was fluffing and rearranging my hair. I'm afraid I messed it up some with the wild moves I was making.

But I couldn't help it the more that wonderful object would stroke the more of it I wanted. Later, when I could see that no more semen was coming out of my penis, it would stroke me until I thought I must surely die from the pleasure. When I would reach that point, a jolting electric shock would wrack my whole body and cause a little more semen to come out. As time went on I began to notice my expressions in the mirror. I was shocked to see the wanton look of desire on my face. But it did not matter I wanted more! I wanted to be beautiful and sexy forever.

Miriam fed me twice more during this time and Elaine came in one time and worked on my face. I must have been there as long as Ms. Merrill had ordered because Miriam came in and put a shot in the I.V. tube and then began turning everything off. I begged her not to but she said my treatment was complete. At first, I was very disturbed but in a few moments, I began to feel calm. When the object that had been in me so long receded I almost cried from the loss. How I loved that feeling of fullness. When Miriam had undone all of the straps, she took out the needle and pressed a piece of cotton and a band-aid over the hole.

Felicia came in and helped me put the dress back on after giving me a pair of panties with a maxi-pad in them. I didn't resist when she produced the wheelchair, I suddenly realized how exhausted I was. She returned me to my room, bathed me, took off my makeup, and rubbed a very nice and soothing cream all over me. She put an adult diaper on me explaining that the lubricant from my rectum would probably ooze out while I slept. Completing my outfit with a nylon gown she tucked me in bed and told me to sleep well she would be near if I needed anything. She placed the earphones in my ears and turned out the light.