It was Saturday morning. I tried to go back to sleep, but it was hopeless, so I read until I heard Mum moving about. Then I got up and washed then I went down to the kitchen to have breakfast.
I didn't feel like anything heavy, so I had serial As I was eating, I listened to the morning news. I realized it was almost 8 am when there was a knock at the door Mum answered the door as I was still in my nighty, and Mum was already dressed.
It was Jennifer Mum was a little surprised but showed her in. I heard Jennifer saying we forgot to arrange a time to meet. Mum said Oh my, we didn't, did we then she asked Jennifer if had she had breakfast yet and showed her into the kitchen.
I was freaking out as I was still in my nightgown and robe, but Jennifer said morning, girlfriend. I’ve got the same nightgown and robe you must wear it if we ever have a sleepover, and she gave me a sly wink. Then she said to my mum no, I hadn’t eaten anything. Could I have some toast and a cup of tea, please? We had breakfast together then I went upstairs to get ready for the day of shopping. My mom sent Jennifer up to help me get ready. She at least knocked, unlike my mom.
I put my robe on and let her in. She apologized for being here and said I thought you'd be ready. I hate this. I'm embarrassing you, and that's the last thing I want to do.
I said it's alright, you're my friend, and please don't take this the wrong way, but even though you're very beautiful, I still see you more like a sister than anything else. Jennifer just hugged me and said thank goodness, as I see you as my brother, sister that I'll always look after. Now let's find you something to wear. Jennifer went to my closet and said you're right. You don't have many dresses and the dresses you have are fabulous. They are just too dressy for today. I think a skirt and a nice top and your light blue wave zones it's girly, but not over the top. Then she grabbed a pair of knickers and a top that matched them.
I ask her why are you giving me two tops to wear. Jennifer smiled and said this is a cami top, and you wear it instead of a bra, or you wear it over a bra, or if you're top is a bit see-through, and you don't want to show your bra off, plus your mum will want you to be wearing a bra by the end of the day so this will help hide it.
We need to get your dance kit, plus we are getting you some ankle socks for school, so you don't have to wear those knee socks through the warmer months. Your mum will want to get you everything girly, but that's not practical. We need to let her get you some girly stuff, and that way, we can get some nice girl's gear that's not too frilly and fluffy.
So I'm going into your bathroom and checking my makeup, and you get your underwear on at least, and if you need my help, ask. As soon as Jennifer shut the door, I was out of my robe and nightdress, and I put my underwear on. I then put on my pink blouse on then my black denim skirt, and my shoes, then I did my makeup and then looked at myself in the mirror. I still couldn't get over the fact of how pretty I looked. Then we went downstairs. Mum came down just behind me. I put the breakfast dishes in the dishwasher. As Mum got a pair of shoes from the shoe rack and said you girls ready to go we said yes, and we all jumped into the car and headed to the big shopping center.
When we got there, we headed straight to the dance shop and got everything I needed three black leotards, six pairs of tights, three nudes and three black and a pair of soft dance shoes, and a pair of hard dance shoes. Then we headed to the lingerie shop, and I got measured and fitted for my six new bras, which matched the underwear sets I got last week, I was pleased as only two were Lacey. I did see Mum get one more full set, and it had a lot of lace.
Jennifer was right. Mum wanted me to wear a bra, so I put on the one that matched the set I was already wearing, and the lady showed me how to make it fit comfortably. Jennifer got herself some stuff as well then we hit a couple of clothes shops. Mum tried to get me a lot of frilly things, but Jennifer pointed out, that Mum was better off getting some all-round dresses, casual and evening wear. That way, I'd get more wear out of them.
I was glad the only one was pink Mum did get me some gym clothes Lycra leggings and some sports bras and tops. I said I was hungry Mum and Jennifer agreed so we headed towards the food court. We were going past a restaurant when Mum said let's have lunch here instead of at the food court.
A waiter met us at the door Mum said a table for 3 please and we were seated at a table and placed our orders. Mum said she'd take all of the shopping bags to the car while we waited for the food Jennifer said she needed the powder room, so I stayed at our table in case our food arrived. I sat waiting and reading the dessert menu. The waiter served our drinks then I heard a voice from the entrance. I thought that was you, Alex. I always knew you were a fag, and here you are, all dressed up.
It was Jack from my old school. He was two grades higher than me. He used to tease me relentlessly. He even got some of the boys in my grade to beat me up. It all started when the school did some academic testing, and he found out I tested better than him, and he started giving me a hard time saying things like how can a gay boy like you be smarter than him? Did you give the teacher a blow job for a higher score? I always enjoyed studying, but my grades dropped from the teasing, and getting beaten up didn't help either.
Now I'm stressing out because I'm in a dress, and now this asshole has recognized me, so everyone at my old school will know by Monday afternoon. He was getting louder, and more Volga Jennifer showed up then and said, are you alright, Alex? I said no, this homophobic asshole from my old school won't leave me alone. She turned to him and said at the top of her voice Hay pedo stop harassing young girls to which Jack said he's not a girl. He's a fagget. The two coppers who came up behind Jack didn't seem to like what Jack was saying, so they pinned him to the door and cuffed him, and that's when the waiter came up and talked to the police officers and showed them his phone.
The waiter approached us after talking to the police and apologized. Mum came back just then and asked what was going on. The waiter explained what had happened and said our meals were in the house. One of the officers came over, and she asked to speak with Jennifer and me.
She said it's just a formality that she speaks to us as we don't have to go to court as the waiters' video is enough to convict that person. She asked if I knew the male, I told her I used to go to the same school, but my mother moved me to another school to get me away from the constant bullying from him and others instigated by him. She apologized for having to ask this, but I need to know if you are biologically a male or a female.
Jennifer spoke quickly. She's still biologically a male, so you can charge him under the hate crimes act, which I know has more substantial penalties. The female officer smiled and said are you studying law, Jennifer said yes, I am. I want to be ahead of the game by the time I start college. Mum asked to see the video as she was putting the shopping in the car and hadn't seen what happened.
The officer said she couldn't show Mum the video as it was evident now. Then she clicked something on her chest and then she called the waiter over and asked him to get his phone out please she explained to the waiter that she couldn't show Mum the video, but he could, and he was more than happy to Mum was shocked at the hatred the male had for me. The officer thanked us for our time and told Jennifer to keep studying then they took Jack away.
Jennifer said to mum I'm sorry for jumping in like that, but people like that asshole need to have the book thrown at them Mum told Jennifer not to apologize as people like that should be in jail.
We had our lunch and slowly got to a happier place. The waiter made sure we didn't want anything, and when we left, we tried to pay for something, but he wouldn't have it, so we thanked him for a wonderful meal and said we'd be back, After that, I think we went into every shop. Mum got me some more dresses and some more shoes and a heap more skirts and tops. It was getting close to 3 pm. So We headed home. Jennifer helped me put my new clothes away.
I told her I had a great day even if I was clothes shopping. Jennifer said she had a great time too with a great friend. We put the last of the clothes away, and Jennifer said why don't we have some ice cream, I said that would be great, but I don't think we have any Jennifer winked and said how about we get some from the local shop? Ok, I said.
We went down to Mum and asked if we could get some ice cream. Mum said that was a great idea, but she didn't want to drive anywhere. We said we'd go and get it. So with Mum's blessings, we headed off to Stacy's shop, We walked to the shops, and Jennifer asked me who the asshole was at the restaurant. I told her the whole story, not the short version I told the police officer. I told her how it all started.
He started by just teasing me and pushing me around, and when he got in trouble for it, he moved on to getting other kids to hit and push me around. I told her how he had gotten four boys in my grade to beat me up, but when they got in trouble for it, they dropped him in it as he was meant to pay them £100 for beating me up, but he didn’t pay them they got sent to military school by there parents, and he got probation as there wasn’t any proof that he did what they said he did even though the 4 of them were blaming him there was no proof.
After that, the following three guys he got to beat me demanded half up front, and they recorded him asking them to beat me and him paying them afterward. They only got court as they beat me up the third time, and this time Jack got in real trouble as his thugs turned over everything so they didn’t get charged. They got military school in Scotland, and his parents paid to keep him in school, but he was banned from all school activities other than attending class. Jennifer asked why didn’t his parents just send him to a boarding school?
Alex said he had heard two of the teachers talking. One of them had asked the same question as the other they weren’t very happy that Jack was staying at the school.
The first teacher told the other teacher that Jack had been banned from every boarding school in the UK because of his behavior at three different schools he had been expelled.
Jack’s last school had informed every boarding school in the UK not to accept Jack as a student, and they explained why. The first teacher said that the only boarding schools Jack could go to are the ones in Europe or the USA.
So if jacks parents wanted him to get an English education, he would have to go to a public school, so we got him. Alex explained that at first, Jack came across as a nice guy, but he soon showed his true colors as I wasn’t the only one he picked on. I got the worst treatment, so I was told.
He’s an asshole, hopefully, I’ll never see him again Jennifer agreed with my statement. We walked around the corner, went straight to the shop, and went inside.
Once inside, I said hello to Stacy. She smiled at me this time and apologized for being abrupt last time. Then Stacy got a cold look on her face when she saw Jennifer. I quickly told her that Jennifer is in our club. In fact, Ben may have asked you if she could leave a letter here to be picked up by another new friend Jeremey. Stacy said he did mention something, but I’ll just check with him, and she pushed a button on an intercom and said Ben Alex is here, and he has a girlfriend with him by the name of Jennifer, a pretty blonde then Ben’s voice said he’d be right down.
Stacy asked are you just here to see Ben, or is there something else I can help you with? Jennifer said ice cream, please. What flavors do you and your mother like, Alex?
Alex said Mum likes vanilla and chocolate, and so do I Jennifer asked Stacy for two tubs of ice cream, one of vanilla and the other chocolate, please Ben walked out of the door next to the counter, and Jeremey was right behind him. Jennifer’s eyes lit up and said I was hoping to see you this weekend. I’ve written a letter to John and handed it to him as she spoke. You said you’d send it to him. Jeremey smiled and said I did, and I will. Jennifer, it will be my pleasure to do so.
Ben was talking to Stacy, then Stacy walked up to Jennifer and hugged her, and said I’m glad you’re helping the girls. They need all the friends they can get, and I’ll be happy to be your post office. I’ve got Jeremy’s number, so when you drop off your mail, I’ll contact Jeremey, and he can pick it up.
Alex asked Jeremey do you have a smartphone? Jeremey said yes, Alex, why?
Alex said well, I think we should give Stacy a photo of everyone in the chess club, and seeing as you’ve got the right sort of phone, you can take the pictures and send them to Stacy. That way, we don’t have to wait for Ben to vouch for them.
Ben said that’s a great idea. Will you do it for us Jeremey said yes, I can do that, but only pictures with Ben in them will mark them as a member of the chess club. Stacy said that’s a great idea, Jennifer said I can do it as well so Stacy will know everyone sooner. Jeremey said remember, Jennifer, you have spyware on your phone and computer, so you have to be careful what you send on them Jennifer said shit, I’d forgotten about them.
Jeremey said to Jennifer you know that the spyware on your phone tracks you wherever you go as well, and it tells your mum what you are looking at. It basically means your mum knows everything you do on or with your phone or computer
Jennifer said I’m glad I don’t keep a diary. I only write my thoughts on how much I blame her for everything to do with John. That may explain why she doesn’t talk to me, as she knows I blame her for everything that happened with John.
Jennifer said I’d love to get a new phone, but my mum would know as she pays for my credit card and receives the statements. Stacy asked how nosey are your mothers? We answered very, why?
Well, I sell phones here. They are only cheap smartphones, and with a prepaid sim, you can contact each other. Jennifer asked how much are the phones? But I’d still have to use my card to pay for it. Stacy said she could list it as something else on your perches history. Ben said that his mum checks his room regularly, especially when I’m in the bathroom.
Alex said I don’t know how bad my mum is. Ben told me to start noticing if stuff is moved or if draws have been opened when you’re at school. Other than for the regular putting clothes away, I always put a piece of thread in the drawer, or I note the order in my clothes is stacked in a drawer. Alex said I'll have to start taking notice of my room.
Alex told Jennifer we'll have to start heading back soon; otherwise, my mom will start to get concerned. Jennifer paid for the ice cream, and we headed back home.
Jennifer said I'll come over tomorrow and take you for a walk in the park, which will give your mom heaps of time to check out your room. I didn't like the idea of going out, but I thought I have to get used to this sometimes, so I said you can come over at 9 in the morning. That will give Mum a sleep-in when we got home, we dished out some vanilla and chocolate ice cream for Mum, and Jennifer told me about fashion as it got later.
Mum asked Jennifer if she wanted to stay for dinner, but Jennifer declined, saying Mum gets home early on the weekends, so I like to be home to see her, but I'll be over tomorrow to take this girlfriend of mine for a walk in the park then she got her coat and headed home Mum made a great dinner and milk as usual. The next day Jennifer showed up at about 8:30 am. Mum let her in and sent her upstairs to my room.
I'd just gotten out of the shower, and Jennifer was picking out an outfit for me.
She got a soft red loose-fitting top and my blue jeans, which I think are too tight for a boy to wear as my boy bits are on show, but Jennifer said she got a tip from Sam on how to fix the bulge in my pants Sam said to push your balls inside your self then push your thing between your legs then pull your underwear up and then pull your pants up I said you’re kidding right.
Jennifer shook her head and said Sam said you’ll thank her if you ever need to wear anything tight or if ever you need to hide your male bits. I started dressing as Jennifer went and checked her makeup. I put my knickers on and then pulled my jeans on. Then I did what Sam said to do.
Like all boys, I had played with my balls before, and I knew they could go inside me, but with the information that Sam had passed on to me.
I gently pushed my balls into their pocket, and I pushed my penis back between my legs, and I realized it was holding my balls inside me, so I quickly pulled my knickers and jeans up then I looked at the full-length mirror Mum had put in when she redid my room.
I was surprised I couldn’t see a bulge. I looked at myself from all angles and couldn’t see anything that hinted there was something in my pants. Jennifer said from the door I think it worked, don’t you in a friendly way. Then she said put your bra and top on, and we’ll get out of here.
I looked at Jennifer and said I don’t want to wear them. Jennifer said I don’t like wearing them either, but I bet you a soft drink that you’re mum will check that you’re wearing one. Somehow she’ll either ask you, or she’ll put her hand on your shoulder and feel for your bra strap.
I agreed with Jennifer and put a bra on, then put the red top on then I looked at myself again. I still didn’t believe the girl I saw was me. I did my makeup, and then I noted wear everything was in my drawers and cupboards and my room, for that matter, and Jennifer did as well. Then we went downstairs to tell Mum we were going to the park.
Mum looked very pleased when I said I was going out and gave me some money to get a drink for me and Jennifer if we wanted one. Then she hugged me then, and we said bye and headed out the door.
As Jennifer and I walked to the park, we talked. Jennifer told me she found out last night that her mom was still nosy as she looked through my room last night when I was in the shower, I asked Jennifer how did she know.
Jennifer said my t-shirts draw was stacked in a different order from how I placed them in my draw, and it was the same for my skirts as they had been rearranged in my cupboard. There was nothing extra put away, so I know Mum was snooping again. Mum does it now, and then in case, I’m talking to John somehow.
I’d gotten out of the shower, and I was getting ready for bed. That’s when I noticed my stuff had been moved around. And then Mum was standing in my doorway. Mum said I was growing up fast and that she would have to take me shopping for some more dresses.
Then she asked what I'd been doing Lately, and I told her that I'd gotten a new friend who had just transferred to the school. That I was asked to show her around the school. And we’ve ended up becoming friends, which is good. As it’s great to have someone who cares about me again, as I haven't had anyone who cared about me since I was nine years old, Mum got a hurt look on her face and said I’ve cared about you, Jennifer, ever since I gave birth to you, and she left my room and didn't return.
It looked like she was about to cry, but I doubt it. I know she loves me. In her own fucked up way. So I am expecting my room to be a mess when I get home from our walk this afternoon, as I’m sure I disturbed her before she’d finished going through my room.
We had a great time just walking through the park and talking. I started to relax in my clothes I think I finally realized this was me now until I got older and I could be a boy again.
We walked the entire length of the park. Jennifer pointed out wear Sam's and then Tom's houses as they were only two doors apart. They lived in huge houses than Jennifer, and I had. Our homes weren't tiny, but there's looked big enough that the whole chess club could stay there. As we got closer to Jennifer's house, I saw a lady coming out of her house who looked very familiar.
I asked is that your mum Jennifer nodded yes we followed her as she headed south past Julie's place, which Jennifer pointed out, but we kept walking in the same direction that Jennifer's mum was going. Jennifer got concerned when her mom turned towards Stacy's shop as she would never go to one. As her mum was a bit of a snob, so we watched from further away so she wouldn't notice us, and she went to a house close to Stacy's shop.
Jennifer exclaimed that's Jay's house I asked are you sure Jennifer said yes. I memorized everybody's address as I have total recall for anything I read 2-3 times, and once I was sure I had it then, I destroyed the paper so my mom wouldn't find it. I said that's a cool ability Jennifer said yes, it's handy for tests, but why would my mom be going to Jay's house?
I said we'll have to ask him on Monday, but we can't hang around here as it will look odd, so we went back to the park. It was getting close to lunchtime, and we were close to home, so we headed back for lunch. Mum was coming downstairs. As we walked through the door, she asked if we had a good time. I said yes we talked and patted the police horses that patrolled the parking area and watched the ducks on the pond, but we got hungry, so we came home
Jennifer said I need to powder my nose, as they say. Mum said to use the downstairs one, love.
I told Mum I had to do the same and went upstairs. As soon as I walked into my room I knew stuff had been moved all my drawers had been opened and so had my cupboards as my clothes were not quite the same as I left them.
I went to the bathroom, then I checked my room properly, and Mum had been into everything. Jennifer came up to get me, and loudly she said your mum is making lunch and asked you to come and help. Then quietly, she asked did your mom look through your room I nodded yes and pointed all around the room. Jennifer said what everywhere, and I nodded yes again and said ok let's go help Mum with lunch as I could do with a cup of tea.
We helped make lunch, then sat and had lunch with Mum. We talked about the clothes we got yesterday. After lunch, Jennifer said she had to go as she still had to finish her English paper for Monday. I told her she should have brought it with her and we could have worked on it together. She said I should have, shouldn't I? She said her goodbyes to Mum and then to me and said see you at school.
I then cleared the lunch plates then, went and did my reading assignments, then I set the table for dinner. Mum served our dinner and gave me my milk after dinner. I cleared the table and then went to bed. I went straight to sleep for a change.