The Million Dollars Show - Part 6

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Our next shoot came quickly. Jimmy was all excited to be on the TV show. We showed up at that restaurant. The other girls were there with their dates. So we had a table of eight people, the four contestants and their boyfriends.

All we had to do is enjoy ourselves, have dinner, chat away, and enjoy the night. Cameras were rolling as we had fun. I remember what Mom said, make sure you are affectionate with Jimmy. He is your boyfriend for the TV show. Make it look like he is your boyfriend. The TV audience will be looking to see which girl is attentive to their boyfriend.

Give Jimmy a kiss, hug him, and hold his hand. That is what real girls do, girls are submissive to their boyfriends.  Did my Mom say I should be submissive? Not sure what that means, but sounded strange.  I saw Mom in a corner and she was hugging Mary trying to show me what I should do to Jimmy. I got the message. I really was nervous kissing a boy, but then deep down Jimmy is really a girl, so I just said I am kissing and hugging a girl.

The thing is I enjoyed kissing Jimmy and holding his hand. For some reason, it all felt so natural and good.  One of the contestants said, "let's go to the bathroom girls, and touch up our makeup." Like magic, the three girls got up and stared at me, like are you coming girl?  I got the message and went to the lady's room. So did the cameramen, still shooting. I was amazed they followed us into the bathroom filming us putting on lipstick and such. The three girls loved it, they loved being on camera.

The giggles were contagious as I chimed right in. I was thinking I was doing really well at acting like a teenage girl.  Days flew, and I was getting the hang of it until one day the producer said the next film shoot will be at the beach and we all are to show up at the Hyatt Hotel, suite 200 at 11am.  We were told to bring our sexist bathing suits, we will be shooting on the beach, and bring your boyfriends to this shoot also.

I knew Jimmy would not be comfortable going to the beach. Hard for him/her to expose his little breasts. Maybe Mom had an idea how to cover him up maybe in a muscle shirt.  Mom, Mary and Jimmy, and I went to the Hyatt to check it out before the shoot date. Wow, what a great hotel and the beach was great, and lots of people.

I was thinking why did they tell us to be in room 200. I sure hope they don't think I will be dressing in that room with the other girls?  We packed up a suitcase of makeup and my sexist bikini and went to the Hyatt. Jimmy had a muscle shirt on, he looked hot I thought.  The four contestants were sent to the suite to change. I got nervous thinking the other three girls might see my little guy and blow my cover.

In the suite, it was just us four constants. I was hesitant to undress as one girl said, "Penelope, don't be shy, get into your bikini. We know you are the boy in the group and we will all support you in this TV show so you can win. Let's pretend we are all girls now and have some fun, can I help you with your makeup?"  I thought, oh my gosh, they all know I am the boy. Help!  One of the other girls hugged me saying, "Relax Penelope, you are one of us now. You make a beautiful girl, we are jealous. Plus you have a real hunk of a boyfriend, you lucky girl."

I smiled with relief as I strip off my dress, slipped, my bra, and got into my bikini. I was surprised to see the girls also wearing those pointed bras like the producers wanted us to wear.  The girls were amazed I wore a little panty girdle under my bikini as I said, "My girdle might be old fashion but it really keeps my little guy in control."  One girl said, "I can see that, you would hardly know you even have a little guy down there.

He is so small, lucky for you being a girl and all."  The tension was broken; these girls all support me and will do whatever to be the girl I need to win the million dollars. I wonder if they know Jimmy is or was really a girl?  We all left the suite giggling like a bunch of teenage girls. I really felt good now knowing I had their support and didn't have to hide anything from them.

The film crew met us in the lobby and explained the day's shoot. Sounds like we will just have teenage girl fun on the beach with our boyfriends.  Mom met us girls as we were walking out to the beach. I whispered in her ear, "Mom the girls know I am the boy in the contest and they are ok with that.

They will support me to win the contest, they are so sweet."  "Penelope, that is so nice, now you can relax and be the girl I know you want to be. Go out there and have some girly fun on the beach, Jimmy is out there waiting for you."  The day on the beach was different; I was more relaxed knowing the girls knew and for some reason, Jimmy was very affectionate.

He rubbed sun tan lotion all over me and I just melted as his big hands rubbed my body. Plus for some reason, as he looked into my eyes, I just melted with his loving look. Not sure what I was thinking, but I was liking all this.  We had a really good time at the beach. All of us played volleyball. I was embarrassed when Jimmy hugged me right in the middle of the game saying, "Penelope, your boob is falling out of your top, look out Girl get them under control."  I quickly bend over and sure enough, my one nipple was out there.

I was so embarrassed as I grabbed it and lifted it back into my cup. I never thought my breasts would come out, the bikini top, like a bra, was so tight and seemed like my breasts were tightly supported. One clue should have been all the bounce I had while playing the game. Just one more thing I learned about being a girl, I thought.

No one seemed to notice as I watch the other girls bounce around too but their boobs didn't come out. Oh well, will just have to watch and control the new mountains on my chest. I sure hope the camera didn't film my nipple hanging out. But then again, who knows, it shows I am a real girl, nipples and all.

Was a long day but fun. We left to go home, I was tired. Mom ordered pizza for dinner but told me I had to have a salad to watch my girlish figure. I thought, what girlish figure?  Later that night Mom reviewed the schedule for our final days of shooting. Two more days of shooting will take a week. I thought they are really dragging this out. I wondered if I will ever get home and back to being a boy again any time soon.  Later this week we will go back to the studio and do a fashion show, model clothes on a runaway, and then the final day will be the evening gown modeling, then the big night to pick the winner.

Had mixed feeling knowing the end is soon. Jimmy seemed sad that I might be going home soon.  "Penelope, please don't leave California. Can't you just stay here and go back to the school and take that job they offered you," Jimmy said.  What he wants me to stay here plus work at that girly school. Does he think I will be his girl now forever? What is up with that?

Mom popped in seeing I was getting nervous saying, "Kids we can think about Penelope's future later, let's paint our nails and call it a night."  What did Mom say, think about Penelope's future, what future? Way too much stuff flying around tonight.  The next two weeks were long days of shooting. I do have to say though I got this girl thing down pat. I do my own makeup and hair and dress all within an hour. I remember when I was a boy I could be up and out the door in 20 minutes, what a difference.  We did the modeling segment and the evening gown segment for the TV show.

I think I did really good. Thank heavens, my Mom, girlfriend Mary, and the school taught me everything making me a really good teenage girl.  The night before our final TV show Mom got me and Mary out for dinner at a very nice restaurant. We got all decked out. My dress was so glamorous, I felt really good. My figure was perfect and as Mary said my girlish wiggle was just what made me a perfect girl. Between the shapely dress, perky bustline, and high heels, no one could ever think I was a boy.

Most of the time I didn't think I was a boy. I guess this is what Mom wanted me to feel so that I could win the million dollars.  We were having such a girly time at dinner until Mom got all serious and held my two hands, looking into my eyes and saying, "Penelope, you have beautiful eyes, your makeup is perfect. I am so proud of you for becoming such a beautiful girl inside and out. You seem so much more loving and relaxed these past weeks. I think tomorrow you will win the million dollars, so sweet."  "Thank you, Mom. I do feel good.

I like all the pampering and all the pretty clothes you have bought me."  "Penelope, we need to talk about your future. Would you like to explore being a girl a little more time after the show. Maybe going back to Ms. Betty's School and experience more training? I think you like being a girl and if you want to explore more, I would support you."  "Mom, really, you think I should be a girl more? I know I like being a girl these past months, but not sure I can be a girl forever.

That makes me nervous!"  "Penelope, don't be nervous. Maybe best we wait until after the TV show and talk about your future then. We have a big day tomorrow and you have to be really up for that."  "Good Mom, I can't think about my future now. I need to be the perfect girl now for the TV show tomorrow and I still need your help."  Even though I was in a skimpy tight fitting short dress, I was sweating bullets sitting on stage with the other three girls.

The last TV show was live and rolling. For the next hour the judges asked us stupid questions, I guess trying to trip us up so the audience could try to pick out which of us was the boy. I knew the other three girls were on my side. We have become close friends even though they know I am a boy. They wanted me to win the money and were rooting for me.  The TV audience had the final word, they had to call in and vote for which "girl" who is the boy.  Everyone saw the phone vote.

I could not believe over 60,000 phone calls came in to vote. We could not see which girl was getting the votes.  Down to the last minute as they announced the winner.  I guess I was nervous since if I won the TV host, a really good-looking guy, would have to announce I was the boy and the winner. Then everyone would know I was a boy in girl's clothes. Not sure how that would play out with thousands of people watching the TV show and social media lighting up about the show.

Even though I somewhat knew I would win, hearing me win is totally different.  The TV host jumped up and down and announced that contestant number 2 was the boy.  In a flash, the TV camera shot the producer for her official announcement.  "You are wrong, 4th is the boy and the winner of the one million dollar prize."  She ran up to me pushing the mike in my face asking me how it felt to win all that money.  I started crying in joy, holding my face like a little girl.

I could not believe I won and that I fake everyone out of being a girl all these months.  I stood up in my heels as the TV host held me up giving me a queen's crown on my head and saying "Walk the ramp as the new winner."  I froze, I could not move. My smile was huge but I was frozen. Jimmy in the audience saw my fear and popped up, ran up to the stage, and put his elbow out telling me he will walk me down the ramp.

I looked into his eye with such relief, I thought I could kiss him. He slowly walked me down the ramp, everyone clapping, and cheering, for me. I did feel like a queen with all this attention.  At the end of the ramp, Jimmy took charge and twirled me around as a true gentleman. I did a girly curtsy. I am not sure where I learned that but I did it twice out there.

So many people snapping photos of me, I thought I would go blind with all the flashes going off. I stood still out there with Jimmy basically holding me up, really making me look good. I saw my Mom and Mary with their huge smiles and cheering.  Jimmy took me on a slow walk back to my chair where the other three girls swarmed around kissing and hugging me, congratulating me on my win.  "Penelope, we always knew you were a girl.

You are so so pretty, we hope you never change."  All I heard was never change.  Oh well, I was so excited I could not figure out what they were telling me now. Mom and Mary ran up on stage hugging me. Seems like everyone came up on stage to congratulate me on being a perfect girl.

Back in the dressing room Mom, Mary, and Jimmy all came with the other three contestants. Mom gave me three pills saying this would relax me, I took them hoping it would calm me down, as has in the past.  All four of us contestants wanted to get out of our tight dresses and girdles as they looked at Jimmy saying best he leaves while the girls get undressed.  "All boys out of the girl's dressing room." Jimmy smiled, got the message, and left the dressing room. The girls undressed out of their dresses.

I was standing there seeing all this, hearing all this girly talk knowing they all accepted me as a girl. Here we were undressing and giggling like girls would.  The TV producer came in and she kept hugging me saying what a great job we all did.  "Penelope, you looked gorgeous out there tonight.

No wonder. look at the gorgeous corset you are wearing. Your figure is perfect. Penelope, you are 100% girl now, I think deep down you have always wanted to be a girl, a beautiful girl."  Did I hear her say, the girl I always wanted to be?  With all the excitement and pampering, I thought maybe I do like all this and want to be this sexy girl they have made me into.  My victory party began, and all night we bar hopped celebrating my million-dollar prize.

The producer and other contestants with tons of other TV people were with us all night partying.  The TV producer said her goodbyes hugging me saying, "Penelope, see you tomorrow for your interviews, and remember to bring your bikini when we fly to Disneyland for your début.  I was speechless, what were TV interviews and what is a debut at Disneyland.  I quickly asked Mom but she said we would talk back at the hotel.  I was having so much fun I did not want to leave.

I was thinking being a popular teenage girl is tons of fun.  All of a sudden Jimmy hugged me and kissed my neck. He felt so good. His strong arms around me and that little kiss made me so weak, I am so into him holding me. Then with his big blue eyes staring into mine, he kissed me on the lips, a big romantic kiss.  I didn't know what to do. I was so weak and found myself enjoying his kiss and arms around me. He is so sweet and I thought, why not a kiss? I hugged him even tighter and returned the affection.

I gave him my kiss and melted into his body. I really enjoyed his affection, but why? I am a boy with this boy kissing me, strange. I could not fight my feelings; I wanted to kiss him up all the more now.  Jimmy whispered in my ear saying, "Penelope, you are so sweet, I want you, I hope you will stay my girlfriend forever."  I looked into his eyes and gave him another huge kiss, not saying a word, but I knew this was going to be a turning point in my life.

I had to sit down and Jimmy followed me helping me walk, I was so weak with emotion. He held my hands in the booth just staring into my eyes saying, "Relax Penelope, I will take care of you, I love you."  I thought to myself, what did he say, I love you?  I was speechless and could not talk. I held his hands and smiled.  He knew I was returning his affection.  Mom came over and said, "Hey kids that was some show of affection, you two are so sweet together, you two love birds, it is time to go now."  I was speechless as Jimmy helped me up and we said our goodbyes.

We all hugged our goodbyes as the three constants kept saying, "Penelope, see you tomorrow for our interviews, will be so much fun now that the audience knows who is the boy."  I just smiled thinking, now even more people will know I am the boy. Not sure I like that, what if they ask me questions about how I changed into this girl?  Back home Mom sat me down to explain what the interviews are.  "Penelope, part of the contract we signed includes you going on TV talking about your experiences winning the TV show.

Plus Disneyland is sponsoring all of us to go there all expenses paid to promote the TV show," Mom said.  Mom, did you see what Jimmy did with me at the bar? I got a bigger problem than a TV interview.  "Penelope, I saw your boyfriend hugging and kissing you, just like any normal couple would do. What is wrong with that sweetie?"  "Mom, I am a boy, we are not a couple. This was all an act for a TV show, remember?"  "Sweetie, look at you, check your feelings, do you really think you are a boy now?

You have changed so well, so much, I think you have always wanted to be a girl. You have a wonderful, sweet boyfriend, you have said you like being pampered, being a girl. Give yourself a chance and try the thought of being a girl, for now, enjoying Jimmy's affection, your womanhood. I think you will love it. You know I will help you become the girl you always wanted to be!"  I could not believe what I was hearing from my Mother. She wants me to remain a girl. I need help, my head is spinning.