The Million Dollars Show - Part 7

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All of a sudden I started crying, I think with joy. Mom hugged me saying "It's ok daughter, your emotions are with joy and you are becoming the sweetest girl on earth."  I was speechless again but thought she might be right. Wow, could I be a girl?  Mom held me tight, such comfort she is.

Mary heard the whole conversation and joint the hug saying, "Penelope, I agree with your Mom, you should be a girl, you are so sweet and we could be sisters."  Mom changed the subject talking about the TV interviews.  "Mom how can I go on TV and tell people I am a boy, that all this is fake. I can't do that. Bad enough now everyone knows I am the boy in the TV studio."  "Penelope, you know you are NOT a boy any longer, look at you. You are more girls than most girls your age.

You just won a contest and you showed how much a girl you really are. You are one gorgeous girl. You can do this, you can be proud of your new life."  "Mom, please I am not a girl, and why do you say 'my new life'?  We are going back to Buffalo and I will be a boy again, right?"  "Penelope, we have to finish our contract with the TV show. Which means you have to be a girl, a pretty girl until we are finished.

We all love your girly side and I think you do too. I see how you cuddle up to Jimmy and how you love shopping with Mary. You are a natural girl."  "Mom I am tired and I guess I have to be a girl for a while longer. I hugged Mom saying, "Mom you are always right, I do like being pampered, being a girl but not sure I can do this the rest of my life. Strange, I do love the feminine feelings I have around Jimmy, he is so sweet plus now with his kiss, this really changes my demeanor."

Like second nature I did my makeup and dressed for our TV interviews. Mom had me in a short mini-skirt, low-cut tight top showing off my cleavage. How could anyone think I was a boy looking like this?  Even my walk, swinging my hips, bouncing breasts all said girl here. I love caring a purse, having my door opened for me and all the boys staring at me with big smiles.  I almost fainted walking into the interview studio.

It was the Good Morning America morning TV show.  Mom had to push me up on stage to join the other three contestant girls for the interview. I was scared of what they might ask me. I knew I was going to be the center of attention since I won the million dollars and was the boy who faked everyone out of being a girl.  One of the contestant girls whispered in my ear, "Penelope, you look perfect, you look better than us.

You make a perfect girl."  "OK girls, let's talk about your famous TV show and how you faked out everyone as to who was really the boy in the group. Looking at you four girls now, I cannot tell which one of you is the boy. You are all so pretty!  But then we all know you Penelope or should I call you Paul is the boy in the group.

Paul, how does it feel to win all that money by being a girl?  Something snapped in me at that moment.  Right then my brain said, I WAS a girl, I was Penelope and proud of it.  I felt so good, so feminine, so girly, and shot my answer right back,  "My name is Penelope, and as you can see I am all woman.

I am the girl everyone thought I was.  I even have a boyfriend who loves."  Wow, did I just say that? Did I just say I was now a girl and loved it on national TV?  "Ok Ms. Penelope, tell us about your transition from boy to girl mode."  "My transformation took 2 months of hard work, learning to appreciate a whole new way of life. Wearing clothes that show off every part of your body was the hardest.

Getting ready now takes tons of time in the morning between hair styling and makeup and finding just the right outfit for the day is much hard than being a boy."  "Penelope, how do you get such a shapely figure?"  "Well if you are referring to my cleavage, my Mother said a girl's figure is her most important asset. She says that boys will not take their eyes off you when you have a pretty figure and she is right.

I have become very proud of my girlish figure as you can see. I think this feminine asset helped me win the contest."  Norah O'Donnell asked us more questions but for some reason, I was the focus. She asked me if I do my own makeup and do I like all the boys checking me out.

Needless to say, I was nervous about her questions. Mom warned me she would ask questions like that and I should be truthful and smile and answer the best I can.

I did well but the boy's questions didn't sit well with me and Norah got that sense.  After we were off the air, we shot a group photo with the four of us constants. Looking at the photo up on the TV monitor I could not help but think. Wow, I AM one of the girls, I am just as pretty as the other three if not more.

As we were saying our goodbyes to the TV people, Norah pulled me aside and ask how I got such a girly figure.  "Norah, us girls know, there is a lot of padding under here."  Norah smiled and said, "Well Penelope you really wear it well, you are one beautiful girl and you should be proud of your new look."  I was blown away by hearing her say that.

I did feel good and here is a TV star telling me how good I look as a girl. WOW!  We all hugged goodbye as the girls said they would see me in Disneyland in a couple of weeks.  I just love all the hugging we do. I thought how girly that is, never did that with boys back home.

My mind flashed over what they said, seeing them again at Disneyland in a couple of weeks. More weeks dressed as a girl, but for some reason, I felt good about that, it didn't get me nervous that I would have to spend more time in my bra and girdle. I think I was getting more comfortable with "my new life," as my Mom says. We all hung out for a couple of weeks before Disney. I found myself going on dates and long walks with Jimmy. My Mom and Mary kept pushing me to make him happy. Could not figure out what that means, but I was still having fun.

Jimmy and I really bonded. We hugged and kissed more and I felt really good when he did. He was such a gentleman.  I have forgotten he was once a girl. He did not push me, asking if I would stay a girl, but with all his pampering and demeanor, I was falling more and more in love with him and the idea of me being a girl forever.

Being a girl, acting out being a girl became so second nature, it just felt natural to wear a bra, a dress, wear makeup, and even flirt with Jimmy.  Jimmy's love for me really helps me be a girl and I think deep down I wanted to please him, as a girl should.  I think those pills and shots worked.  The next stop for the TV show was Disneyland. Not sure what I was doing there but Mom said it was part of the TV show contract, an appearance at the park.  Before traveling we went shopping again like we do almost every day it seems.

Mom said I need some sexy summer clothes for our trip to Disney.  At the mall I had people coming up to me congratulating me on winning the TV show and telling me how brave I was to be such a pretty-looking girl now. At first, I was embarrassed to hear this, but Mom said get used to it, I am a famous girl now, enjoy your winnings.  Mom took us into Victoria's Secret again, but Jimmy was nervous not wanting to go into such a girly store.

I joked and said, "Jimmy, are you afraid we might turn you back into a girl again?"  All of a sudden I heard what I just said to him, my Mom turned me into a girl and will I never be a boy again?  Do I even want to be a boy again, I thought.  I thought if I had to go in here (now I love going in this pink store) then Jimmy has to also.

I dragged him in holding his hand as I said, "Don't worry Jimmy we wouldn't buy you any bras, just for me sweetie!"  I could not believe hearing me say that. I sound like a typical girl pulling her boyfriend into a store shopping for my lingerie. I liked it because Jimmy became soft putty in my hand as we looked at girly bras and panties.  I held up a bra set and asked Jimmy if he liked it.

He could hardly talk saying, "Of course I love it, on you right?"  "Silly Jimmy of course for me, boys don't wear bras!"  I could not believe what I was saying. I sounded like a typical girl with her boyfriend. Mom pulled a corset off the table showing me say how nice this would look on me. Mom took me into the dressing room and Mary followed. Seems like it's always an event in these dressing rooms trying on clothes. Must be a girl thing.  "Mom, Jimmy is all alone out there in this girly store. Will he be ok?"  "Penelope, trust me he loves looking at all the cute lingerie. He will be ok, just quickly get into the corset and you can go out and be with your boyfriend."  Both Mom and Mary loved this new corset.

The bra cups were really padded, lace all over the corset with six garter straps. My chest was really held up in this corset I thought, sort of like it. Mom said I just had to have it. What did I know, smiling saying I loved it too!  We got back out in the store and Jimmy was all red in the face.  "Jimmy, what is wrong, why are you red in the face?"  "Penelope, all this girly stuff is making me nervous.

The girls in the store are giggling about me being alone in the store. Like I am buying bras for me. Please don't leave me in this store."  I thought how sweet this was, he wanted me to be by his side. All of a sudden I gave Jimmy a peck on the cheek saying, "Jimmy you are so sweet, I will never leave your side."  I could not believe I said that. Mom pulled me aside and said, "That was so sweet supporting your boyfriend, you two are so sweet together!"  We spend the next couple of days shopping and going to the beach.

I tried to find out what I was doing at Disney, but Mom did not know.  "Penelope, let's do dinner tonight and talk, just you and I, ok?"  "Just us, why Mom?"  "Well, we have to talk about all the money you won and some other ideas."  Dinner came quick, I was nervous about what she wanted. Mom had me in my new corset. I really liked the tight curvy feeling it gave me.

My figure was very very shapely. Was surprised Mom did not have me wearing corsets all the time. I had a hard time clipping my nylon to the garters. Good thing Mary is good at teaching me all these girly things.  As Mom and I were walking to dinner, I was thinking about how good I felt and how my hips and whole body were being so so feminine. Between the high heels, the swing of my purse, long leg panty girdle, and my new corset, I was all packaged and studding down the street as a shapely gorgeous woman.

Mom kept telling me how nice I looked and how much she liked me wearing my new corset even though teenage girls don't really like wearing such confining foundations. She explained it was part of my training.  Dinner was fun out on a deck at our favorite restaurant overlooking the ocean. Was fun being treated like a young lady.

My doors were held over, chairs held for me at the table, and a very cute boy waiting on us calling us ladies. Love being pampered.  Mom saw my feminine glow saying, "Penelope, you can take your eyes off that cute waiter now, he will be back."  "Mom was I that obvious, he is so so cute, don't you think so?  Don't tell Jimmy I was staring at another guy."

"Don't worry sweetie, what happens with us girls stay with us girls."  "Penelope, how have you been with this whole girly thing? Being a teenage girl for the TV show seems to have been fun for you. You really did fake out the audience and win the prize. You seem to enjoy your feminine side.  Can you go back home and be a boy again after all this?"

"Mom, you know I have had fun acting out this girly TV show. I really did a good job. I do like being pampered as a girl, everyone seems to accept me as a teenage girl. I like being Penelope. I think it would be hard to go back to being a boy. What did you have in mind for me?"

"Penelope, I agree you are a perfect sweet girl now. You seem to glow with your new lifestyle, being a girl. I think deep down you want to remain a girl. You make a perfect girl, everyone loves you as a girl. I think we should stay here in California and you should be the girl you want to be."

"Oh Mom, I so wanted to hear you say that. I am nervous about being a girl for the rest of my life, but with your help, I think I would love that very much. I am having so much fun being a girl, would be hard going back home to be a boy."  Mom jumped out of her chair and gave me the biggest hug saying, "Oh sweetie, I love you, you made the right choice.

You will be so so happy being the girl I know you can be. We will have so much fun as my daughter."  I started crying with joy, as did Mom. It was such a girly moment, felt so good. The waiter came over asking if all was ok. We giggled and both said together, "We are now"!  Mom grabbed my hands across the table and said we should wait to announce this until after Disney. Our contract with the TV people is done after the Disney appearances.  "Whatever you think Mom, you are always right."  "Penelope, I have exciting news.

Betty School has offered you a job at their school. They would like you to take their full course and then work at the school training other boys who want to be girls. That is very exciting."  "Mom, do you really think I can teach other boys how to be girls?"  "Of course, you can look at yourself. You have been through it, what a better teacher"!

"Mom what about Jimmy. Do you think he will still want to be my boyfriend?"  "Oh, Penelope, Jimmy adores you, you know that. I think he wants his girlfriend to stay his girlfriend. He is a sweetheart and you should keep him. I can tell how smitten he is with you, he loves you!"  "Mom, why does a boy love me, another boy?"  "Penelope, you are hardly a boy, look at you. Even your mannerisms, your whole demeanor is saying, girl. He loves your soul, your soft kind personality, he loves you as a girl, trust me. How do you like him, as your boyfriend?"

"Mom, I adore Jimmy. He is so nice to me, so kind, so attentive, how could one not love that guy. It is a strange feeling I have for him, a loving feeling, not sure why maybe as you say, it's a girl thing."  "Penelope you are right, you are living as a girl now. Your brain is thinking like a girl. Jimmy is a sweetheart and trust me girls like that kind of man."  I thought to myself, yeah, but I am a man deep down.

Maybe my brain is switching over to the feminine side, must be because I really really like Jimmy.  I was on cloud nine, so excited. So was Mom as she said, "Let's go celebrate and get our nails done, let's go pamper ourselves, we deserve it. I love having my nails done, sitting there having someone else wait on me.  So off we went after dinner doing girly things I love to do. We got home where Mary was waiting for us. I was so excited that I looked at Mom saying I needed to tell my best friend. Mom shook her head ok.

I ran up to Mary and hugged her saying I have exciting news. We are going to move here to California and I am going to stay as a girl forever, the rest of my life. I am so excited.  "Penelope, that is good news. You make a wonderful girl and I think you will be very happy in your new lifestyle."  We all could not stop hugging each other with excitement. I kept telling them how happy I was.  "Mom I really need to tell Jimmy. Can't I call him over and we can tell him?"

"Penelope you have to tell him in a different way.  He is your boyfriend. You should sit with him alone and talk about it slowly. Like ask him why he is so attractive to you, tell him how much you love him, could he handle you being a girl the rest of your life, will he understand your desire to remain a girl now, if you moved here and stayed a girl, will he still be your boyfriend.

You don't want to scare him with your excitement. I think he will love you moving here and will want to be your boyfriend and someday maybe even more."  "Mom, what do you mean, even more?"  "You know what I mean, married to him. You two are so right for each other. He loves you for all yourself, he would be a catch, sweetie."  "Oh, Mom I got to call me now."  "Go ahead, call him over and go somewhere to talk with him."

The doorbell rang and Jimmy was there within minutes. I could hardly stand it, I just had to jump up and down and hug him.  "Penelope easy, what are you all excited about? You look so hot in that dress, you are a hot chick, how was dinner with your Mom?"  "Jimmy let's go down to the ocean, I have some exciting news from tonight to tell you."  I felt so good walking down to the beach. Jimmy was holding my hand so lovingly.  We both sat down and I smiled with excitement.  "Ok, Penelope tell me what the big news is."

"Jimmy first tell me if you are still ok with me being a girl and such, you know me being a boy and all."  "We have talked about this before. You know how sweet and girly I think you are and I think of you ONLY as my girl. You are so much more a girl than any girl I have known. You are the best girlfriend."  He gently put his hands on my cheeks, guided my face into his, and gave me the most specular, loving, sweet kiss ever.

I melted in his strong gentle hands. I wanted the kiss to last forever. I felt so good, I was putty in his hands.  As he put his hands down, I looked into his eyes and still felt his love. I grabbed his face now and gave him a return kiss of my own. I dropped my hands down to his shoulders and pulled him in tight to my body hugging him ever so tight and whispering in his ear, "I have decided to be a girl for the rest of my life!  I want to be your girl!"

Still holding my hands with a huge smile he said, "Penelope, that is such great news. You are all girl and I want to be your boyfriend forever."  I thought to myself, Wow, he wants me, he wants me to be his girlfriend forever. This is all working out so good, I need to kiss him again and again, kiss him all up, never let go of him.  We did just that, he was holding me and kissing me and wouldn't let me come up for air. I loved it and I kept kissing him.

After we both calmed down, Jimmy asked me how I came to this decision, the right decision.  "Jimmy, I feel so much better as a girl, I am having so much fun.  A women's world is so different. I just love having you, as my boyfriend, love being pampered, love being soft and not a macho boy. I love all the makeup, clothes, high heels, and all the attention I get."  "Penelope, you are one special girl. You understand me and I think you and I really fit together. I want to be your boyfriend, will you be my girlfriend?"  I gave him a huge kiss right on the lips and said, "Of course, I will be your girlfriend. I am all yours Jimmy."

As we were leaving the beach all seemed to change, for the better, it seemed. He held my hand, gripped it so tight, plus now his hands were all over my body. I had to tell him to slow down and wait until we get home in private. I told him I loved his hands, but they had to slow down. His eye sparkled as he said, "Sweetie, I can wait, but is hard to keep my hands off you."  We went for a pizza and to talk more.

I told him Betty's School might give me a job. He was a little nervous about that school. Thought it strange how they can turn boys into girls. But he kept saying they did a great job on me.  Got back home and Mom and Mary were waiting for us.  They could tell with my excited look how happy we both were and that all is good with us. Like magic, Mom ran up to Jimmy and me and hugged us telling us how happy she is to finally have a daughter, forever.  "Mom Jimmy is excited to, I am Jimmy's girlfriend."

Mom hugged Jimmy thanking him for being so so understanding, for loving her new daughter.  I felt so good with everyone and excited about me making this huge decision.

A couple of days later, Mom got a phone call from the TV producers saying they needed a meeting with just her. That got me nervous, what was up.  Jimmy came over and the three of us did the beach. Now that I have committed to being a girl forever and Jimmy was my "real" boyfriend, not just a TV boyfriend, all things were different. I felt so good.

Mary was excited for me and kept saying how much I will love being the girl I always wanted to be.  Not sure I ever knew I wanted to be a girl, but these last couple of months have really shown me the other side.  Mom came back from her producer's meeting, and she seemed nervous. She called us all inside and told us about the meeting.  "Penelope, the TV produced canceled the Disneyland trip.

They said our sponsors changed. The TV producers want to do one more filming here in town in two weeks and will pay us $15,000.00."  "What $15,000, what do they want me to do for that big money?"  "Penelope, they want to film a test show where girls, like you, pretend to be boys. You know, like you pretended to be a girl for their show. They are thinking of doing a show next year where people vote to figure out who is the boy within a group of four looking girls."  "Mom, what does that mean?

I have to be a boy again for this show?"  "Yes, Penelope, only for a quick film shoot, and remember it is $15,000."  "Mom I can't go back. Look at me, how can I look or even act like a boy again?  I have a boyfriend, I have a girly figure and my whole brain is now thinking I am a girl. How can I do that?"  Jimmy popped in saying, "Penelope, this might be fun. Remember I was a girl once and turned boy, I can help you look like a boy again.

We both have the demeanor to handle this. Plus I know when done, you will want to be my girlfriend again. It's only for a couple of hours."  "People, I don't want to be a boy again.  I am happy being a girl, your girlfriend Jimmy. I can't do this."  "Kids, let's sleep on this. I do not have to get back to the TV producers until tomorrow. Why don't you kids take a walk and talk about it?

Penelope, I will do anything you want to do. I love having a daughter now and will not do anything to change that," Mom said.  Jimmy, Mary, and I went for a walk along the beach. Both seemed to be talking me into doing this. They think it sounds like fun.  "Penelope, I can give you my chest wraps to hide your new boobs like I wear every day. Yours are a little bigger than mine, but we will hide your bustline somehow.

This will be fun to fake out the audience again, you are so good at it. Plus maybe Betty would let you go to her other school, where I went, where girls learn to be boys, they can help us," Jimmy said.  I was so confused. They want me to turn back into a boy.

First, they made me this cute girl, and now they want me to be a boy again. I don't want to be a boy, ever again I told Jimmy and Mary.  "Jimmy hugged me saying, "I don't think you will ever be a boy again. With all the pills and shots and stuff, your brain is now wired to be my girlfriend forever. You are my girl."  He is so sweet, how could I not do this. I thought it also might be a good test to see if I am REALLY ready to be a girl all my life.

I said yes, but only for one day.  Jimmy gave me a big hug saying, "Penelope, you will always be my girl," as he snapped my bra strap, saying "You are to cute to be a boy now, both in your brain and body."  We all went back and told Mom. She was happy but I told her only one day as a boy. She agreed and called the producer.

Turning me back into a boy  Turning me back into a boy was not that hard. Take away my bra, girdle, nail polish, wig, and makeup, put on the boy's clothes and I was done.  Jimmy gave me her bust wrap to hide my boobs. Mary giggled saying, "This is hard, you have such big breasts. Will have to get a big sweatshirt to hide those mountains on your chest Penelope."  Mom popped in, "I wish you people would stop calling my daughter's breasts mountains.

They are breasts and they are very beautiful."  I could not believe looking in a mirror how they changed me so quick. I did look like a boy, amazing.  "I don't like this, I don't feel right, I want to be my girl again, can I get out of these ugly clothes and back into my dress Mom?"  "Of course. You look fine for the TV show, you don't need any more practice being a boy."  "Penelope, do you want to at least go to my school and see if they can put the final touches on your boy look, they did such a good job on me, right?" Jimmy said.  "Jimmy, I am having a hard time now trying to be a boy, not sure I want to go to that school and let them drill the idea into me more.

They did a great job on you and I love you for that, but I can't go there. I don't even want to think about being a boy any longer than I have to," I said.  The day came for the filming of the boy show, as I call it.  I was nervous walking into the studio. To my excitement the other same three contestants, my newfound girlfriends were there and doing the same thing as me, being boys for the show. I hugged them and we were all confused as to why we were back for the filming.

I thought they wanted three "real" boys in the show with me being the girl trying to be a boy.  One girl was so excited saying, "This is so cool, trying to look like a boy again and win this money."  I thought to myself, "She wants to be a boy again? What does that mean, has she been a boy before? Was she and the other contestants faking me out and they are real boys like me trying to be girls?

Mom came over to me saying, "Penelope, don't overthink this, have fun and go to your dressing room, and let's get you into your boy clothes."  All four of us came back onstage, wow they all looked like boys. How could that be? One girl came up to me saying, "Penelope, you still look so sweet, we still love you girl."  What does that mean?  We did some interviews and talk sessions while they filmed us. Was hard to talk like a boy since my voice was still sounding like a girl.

Was over quick, good thing, I wanted to get back into my bra and girdle before I thought too much about all this. I told Mom I want to leave quickly; this is all way too much.  All of a sudden, the other three constantans came storming into my dressing room. I was in my bra and girdle, full slip putting on my wig and makeup.  "Penelope, can we talk with you." They seemed so serious.  "Penelope, before we all split up and go our separate ways we just want to tell you we love you and we had such a fun time these past of months.

You are such a champ and we hear you will be Jimmy's girlfriend forever now. That is so sweet and we know you will love being a girl."  "We girls want to tell you one more big secret before we leave. You might have figured it out, but the three of us are boys too. We too will stay as girls and Pam here will be getting married soon to her boyfriend who you met. We hope you can come to her wedding and we all can have a huge reunion."  I didn't know what to say or think.

These other contestants are boys? They look so real, so girly, I thought of them as real girls from day one. They really faked me out.  We all hugged like a bunch of teenage girls and said we would meet again.  I sat down at my dressing table as Mom sat next to me hugging me.  "Penelope, are you ok, why are you crying?"  "Mom so much has happened I am not sure I can handle it all. What just happened here today? These girls I thought were girls but they are really boys. How can that be, why didn't I know."  "Penelope, look at yourself. You are all girl now and no one knows you're a boy.

Be happy for them, they too want to be girls too, just like you. How exciting that Pam is getting married and we are going to her wedding. Maybe someday you can invite the three girls to your wedding to Jimmy."  "Mom I am so confused. Get me into my dress, I need to get out of here. Jimmy is outside my dressing room, call him in I need a hug."  Jimmy walked through the door as I stood there in my bra and slip. I knew seeing him and his sweet look that I needed him now more than ever. We both ran to each other and hug so hard.

I knew then I was in the right place, in his strong arms, being his girl, his girlfriend, and maybe someday his wife!  I am so ready to make him happy, I thought.

The End.