The gainz are on lockdown

I hope you're holding up well out there.

Without the gyms being open in NC, I haven't been able to lift and without that, I haven't had much appetite either. Here's a current picture to show I'm still a human, even though I feel my mental conception of myself is unraveling. The pent up desire to grow feels like a spring that's been compressed too tightly and I'm going to snap or go into mega growth mode depending on the length of time before the gyms reopen.

With basically all travel on hold, I haven't needed my phone since we have no airbnb guests and im staying with my family. I even left the house to run a couple errands and left my phone at home which is very strange for me. I'm going to push myself to get back to being somewhat social tomorrow because if I don't, I think I'm about two days away from making a patchwork leather loin cloth and running into the national park and living as a feral child.

This is all hyperbolic, of course, it's just me venting. Don't think I'm actually in distress, I'm fine. Besides the lack of progress, this time has been really great in other ways. I've had time to do a ton of landscaping at the tiny house and hung out with my family a bunch. Besides playing a lot of video games, I've had time to chill out some in nature and saw some neat stuff which brings some balance and calm.

Some other good news is that Adam and I are moving to the mountains close to my family which makes me super happy. Trying to buy a house at this time might be a challenge since realtors aren't even supposed to be working, but we've been window shopping online for some potential homes to check out.

Anyways, thanks for coming to my word salad buffet. As soon as the gyms open up again we'll be back on track towards 300.

TTYS XOXO,

Gavin