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275!

Added 2020-10-01 13:33:23 +0000 UTC

Last night was long marathon of snacking, eating, and finally chugging to get the scale up to a new record in weight!

This morning I was thinking about how all the things that are normal to me now are really so bizarre to the average person. I am taking appetite stimulants, digestive enzymes and stuffing myself with the goal of packing on as much size as I can for the sole reason that it makes me horny. The BMI is up to 41.8 now and we still have so much more to add and it wasn't that long ago that my chest was my most prominent feature, but it's clearly my belly as it pushes forward more with each pound.

The big news is that I have a buddy that's helping me grow now. He makes the meal plans, grocery lists, recipes, adds up the macros, calories, everything. So at any given point, I have plenty of food in the fridge from the meal prep. It's kind of overwhelming seeing all of it in there, but I keep chipping away at it and it's already working. I'm four days in and already seeing 275 for the first time and he knows I'm going for more than 300 pounds and he loves it. He said he'll have the recipes typed up this weekend and I'll post them on here and then have them every week going forward if anyone else wants to use them too. I have to pay him for the help, but it's so worth it for me since the local food scene isn't that great.

I love how big the belly is getting, it's making my bellybutton get tighter and smaller as the fat around it keeps swelling up. The big goal is 300, but short-term, onwards to 280!