drawing, random note
Added 2020-08-05 23:48:42 +0000 UTC百日紅(sarusuberi, crape myrtle)
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Every morning I forget who I am and I go blank.
I look at my neighborhood, I look at the internet, I look at my pictures, and my self-image is slowly being reconstructed from these impressions.
At night it's like a sludgy canvas, with no room for thought, and I act automatically.
Yes, I almost always find it difficult to choose my actions.
For example, I can't even comment back to you. I am sorry.
Comments
Keep trying, don't rush, slow and steady wins the race.
2020-08-21 20:03:26 +0000 UTCThank you for posting.
Harry Payne
2020-08-07 21:36:42 +0000 UTCYou're doing great and that's a great expression!
Drew "Ununnilium" Perron
2020-08-07 19:27:03 +0000 UTCAll good about the replying hey- just consider these shouts of support and thanks for sharing your art ^_^ Do really like so much about this piece - your colouring/shading makes everything look so real/solid
dark5light
2020-08-06 23:16:25 +0000 UTCJust know that we support you, and want you to be happy and do what you want. Your art is very inspiring for me and you need to do whatever is healthy for your mind, whatever you want to do.
dracks
2020-08-06 19:11:29 +0000 UTCNo worries about comments! We're here as unconditional support! The art is just a bonus! As the others have said, the work that you share heals our souls—personally, your art lifts my spirits in times of depression and anxiety (I bet some others are here for the same reason), so this is our way to return the favor! What you are facing is unique, and sounds troubling, but these troubles are valid! Educators these days view knowledge and learning as being reconstructive, almost exactly as you've described (instead of "I remember!", it's more like "I've rebuilt knowledge that I had once before!"). We'll certainly have a hard time rebuilding some days, but on others, that same process is a refreshing start! Treat yourself, take it easy, speak with others if you can, and you may surprise yourself with a happier reconstruction one morning! "Who do I want to be today?" Self-care lifts the anchor where those reconstructions begin from, so please do take care!
Brantly McCord
2020-08-06 06:07:29 +0000 UTCYou are some sort of our idol and we are your fans; there is no pressure and no obligation. Regardless of your "actions", your patrons know you are an interesting artist with a sophisticated mind. Why? Because we love your art pieces! I hope that your difficult time passes soon. Thank you for posting your artwork!
2020-08-06 04:51:16 +0000 UTCThat's fine, we all struggle. Just look after yourself, maybe every now and again let us know you're still around ❤️
Tazer Silverscar
2020-08-06 03:11:23 +0000 UTCThinking of you.
S. R.
2020-08-06 02:43:54 +0000 UTCPlease try and survive for us.
K MI
2020-08-06 02:06:19 +0000 UTCi've been in the same boat, a sense of like. directionlessness, a sense of not being a whole person with a whole identity. i do not mind that you cannot find it in you to reply, i do not want you to feel obligated to do so. i only wish you the best, that you may one day find yourself, and i will continue to support you in my small way on that journey.
2020-08-06 01:47:02 +0000 UTCIt's ok if you can't comment back, we all love your work <:-). This happened to me too a lot when I was depressed. Therapy and or medication is expensive but if it's possible I would really recommend it., it's life changing. It's ok to not be ok.
2020-08-06 01:04:16 +0000 UTCWe don’t mind if you can’t reply back to us. It’s okay! I really appreciate your art still.
2020-08-06 00:19:34 +0000 UTCI've been there, and it's difficult. It helps to find little joys, and recognize that they make your soul happy. Find who you are from sparks of joy. Be well.
Christiane Leastings
2020-08-05 23:54:48 +0000 UTC
