Kieran

Dear Mom,

I hope this letter finds you well, although I fear the contents might cause some concern. I want you to know that everything I'm about to tell you was done out of desperation, and it was never my intention to hurt anyone or cause harm. I love you, and I hope you can understand why I had to make the choices I did.

When I first arrived at the boarding school, I was devastated and utterly against the idea of being there. You know how much I've always cherished my independence and freedom, and this place seemed like a prison to me. I tried to make the best of it, but things took a terrible turn.

The headmistress, Ms. Whip, turned out to be a tyrant who made my life a living nightmare. She imposed bizarre and cruel rules on us, like changing my name to Kelly and including dressing us up in girl clothes and forcing us to wear makeup. It was degrading and humiliating, and I felt like I was losing myself in the process. I couldn't bear it any longer, and I knew I had to find a way out.

I tried talking to Ms. Whip and explaining my feelings, but she wouldn't listen and punished me in always imaginable She was adamant that I had to stay in the school and obey her ridiculous orders. It felt like there was no way out, and I was trapped in this circus of absurdity.

In my desperation, I made a decision I'm not proud of. I set a fire that burned down the school. It wasn't my intention to harm anyone, but I needed to escape from that place. After the fire, I fled and found refuge with the handsome  Vladimir, the security guard. He offered me a chance to start fresh and leave that nightmare behind. I'm grateful to him for giving me a helping hand when I needed it the most.

I know that what I did was wrong, and I'm not trying to justify my actions. But I hope you can understand the unbearable situation I was in. I'm safe and far away from the boarding school, and I've been working on rebuilding my life. Vladimir has been kind to me though he too likes me in girl clothes (I am getting used to it) and I'm learning valuable skills under his guidance.

I miss you, Mom, and I hope one day we can find a way to put this behind us. I never wanted to hurt you, and I hope you can forgive me for the choices I made in my desperate attempt to escape from that nightmare of a boarding school and Ms Whip

Please know that I'm safe, do not tell anyone as I do not want to be found and I promise to make amends for my actions in whatever way I can. I love you more than anything, and I hope you can find it in your heart to understand the impossible situation I was in.

With all my love,

Kieran (Kelly)