Hey, "uncensored instagram tier"! Aka Lordosis $5+. I totally forgot to upload this uncensored set from instagram for you. I uploaded the full set of 30+ images to my photo tier but skipped this one. So here it is! Sorry about that.
I’ve been trying to practice my selfie portrait skills. I always all the time forever hate shooting my face as I am almost always sporting a pain scowl or inflammation from my latest crying episode. I am much more able to express myself with my body than I am my facial expressions. Especially when these endeavors for expression stray from how I’m feeling in the exact moment. Once I get more footing and can surrender some of this physical effort I maintain to stave off nerve compression in my spine, I can release some of this energy back to human emotion and explore other feelings that reach in more directions than the pain/pleasure duality spectrum. *takes deep fucking breath*
This several-part bathtub series took place during a time when I had a moment of lucidity during a long, ongoing pain flare that has taken away almost all of my energy. Even though sitting hurts, sitting in the bath tub when I have no access to a hot tub is still incredibly relieving from muscle pain. I wanted to capture a somewhat neutral face that was revealed by this relief. But I was still having pain scowl issues and can’t leave well enough alone so I added fake blood and I swear it helped.
This IG series is for Lordosis patrons. Full set has been published for Rib Flare($15)+