back in my childhood home atm (vids resuming now!)

hey friends <3 I'm sure you've all noticed I have taken this month pretty slow with uploads, which I'm very sorry for. My lack of communication with these things always gets the better of me when I'm in extremely stressful situations. I tend to retreat into my shell until I'm comfortable again and then do my explaining afterwards, which I need to work on. That being said, the extremely stressful month I've had has definitely calmed down now so I just wanted to give a quick update! A few days ago I arrived back in Canada to visit my family since I've not seen them in 6 months. I'm staying here until December which means I'll be without my gf and cat for over 2 months. I know that doesn't sound like a long time but we've spent every day together for the last 3 years living together so daily life without each other is rough on us. That being said, we wanted to spend as much time together as possible at the beginning of the month, and along with all the stresses that come with moving my entire life across an ocean again, it's just been a lot. I've also not lived with my family since I was 20 years old, so its been 3 years and if anyone has ever moved out and then moved BACK IN, idk about you but it is WEIRD and adjusting has been difficult. I only JUST felt like I was getting comfortable over in the UK, and then I had to go through the whole moving process again. Every time I travel between Canada and the UK I need to completely dissemble my PC to take with me and then get someone to re build it for me on the other side, because obviously without it I can't work. This time around I had to learn to build it by myself and it was not as easy as I expected LOL. Took me 3 days and a few mental breakdowns but I'm happy to announce that my setup is finally working and ready to go!! It was also my birthday on the 25th so this whole week has just been packed with either moving stress or family catch ups. Things have FINALLY settled down though, so that means I'm fully ready to get back to videos :) I'm sO EXCITED!!

Currently finishing up a YT video but I'm also gonna be recording sometime this weekend so new NOT ME episodes should be up by the end of monday, and then I'm gonna be cycling my shows again and pumping out as many episodes as possible. Living back with my family and on a different time zone as my gf has been much harder than I expected but I do have a lot of down time now so I'll definitely be spending all that time grinding out videos for you guys (which won't feel like much grinding anyways bc I truly love doing this LOL)

See y'all very soon!! :3