Alexstrasza Video, Weekly Polls and Update
Added 2018-06-01 15:04:48 +0000 UTC
It's quite large but for highest quality use the mega or dropbox link. Otherwise use the mp4 link for a quick view.
Hope everyone is doing well, Apologies for this month I vastly underestimated the remaining work required for this video as well as the other two videos in production. Some outside factors have also been affecting my work ethic for the past 2 months so I will be pausing my patreon donations for this month and possibly next month as well depending on if I feel if I have released a acceptable amount of content. I feel an extreme sense of guilt for not having provide anything these past 7 weeks, its been unsettling being reminded of it indirectly whenever I listen or watch media while I work.
For this work I technically finished it around the 9th but after a first render I wasn't really satisfied with the quality. Specifically very fine details throughout the video as well as one of the transitions in the middle part felt very rushed and rigid in terms of movement. I tried to animate it differently but I ended using too much time and opting for another dissolve transition. Had to replace and redo some of the cum inside the internal cum shot since 3 of the cum models broke animation during rendering(This happened once for a bayonetta video).
Right now I am having an artist's block for the last minute of my zelda video. Been seriously procrastinating on it these past few weeks trying to figure how to end it. I can't end it in the same way since the new footage I added changes the flow of the original ending. As of earlier yesterday I decided to just render the first couple of minutes while working on some polls and another video that should be ready by the end of next week.
For these polls I only only going to do short high quality loops as well as clips not necessarily ending in loop. At least 2 of these can easily be done a week, it also helps get the creative juices flowing. How would you guys feel about a discord server? A patreon of mine suggested it and I think it would be a good way to update on a more consistent manner much like when I was using tumblr. Anyways thank you for your support and I apologies if I took too long to respond to your messages.
Top 2 will be animated for this coming week.
Comments
witcher, please
2018-08-12 01:54:33 +0000 UTCDAMN, ALEXSTRASZA THICC AS A BOWL OF OATMEAL BRUH
2018-06-21 22:50:43 +0000 UTCSecazz, like another poster, Ner'rull, said it sucks that you feel pressured and rushed to pump out content for everyone. I myself fall into the trap of being too impatient or despondent to seeing what other people might be cooking up, and i forget that artwork, be it SFM or drawing or any hobby really, is just one part of their lives. I dont know you personally, for all i know you might go through alot of issues, both physically and mentally, in your day to day life, and im sure that coming back to this and feeling even more stress and fear and maybe a bit of self contempt at being unable to match the standards you set for yourself only adds more pain to the bruises. From one stranger to another, my wish is that you take care of yourself and be kind to yourself, even if its just in a small way like getting more sleep. Your artwork is great and its cool to see the care and detail you put into it, but if it causes you pain and aches then know that its not wrong to take a break. You do you. Release your stuff when you feel its the right time, dont let impatient ninnies like myself get in the way of putting out your vision and manifestation of time, tears, and work out into the world until you think its ready. I hope this doesnt come across and long winded or tedious, but seriously, take care of yourself. P.S. I think it would be cool if you did more updates either here or on your tumblr just so that we know that you're alive and you're doing ok. If you want to show us what you're currently working on in the way of a picture, or just a statement i think that would be really cool too. Experiment with stuff to find out what works for you, and how far you want to go with things.
NyxFontana
2018-06-05 21:12:17 +0000 UTCThanks, I'll keep that in mind
Secazz
2018-06-03 05:18:02 +0000 UTCFor moderation, lay down ground rules in a Rules Channel, then use that for the channel the invitation-link points to.
cittran genericlastname
2018-06-02 20:11:56 +0000 UTCI don't like that you feel compelled to do this to those who feel too big who don't enjoy it at all and have a negative effect on you and most of them don't want that out of the fools who bother you, just mature man, but who look forward like little children to your work and become impatient or lacks patience, don't let it put you under pressure and maybe you should just like another make no more X appointment but just work on it and progress to the project that can occupy the one or other whinge of the little child and perhaps take you the feeling under pressure to be law maybe people are in the mass very unpredictable like a group of chickens peacefully pecking grains on and the next moment startled wildly across the fleeing and wild fluttering and that because of a fart :) And I think a certain discomfort will always remain with you if you feel like you're making us wait too long but I think with progress report all 2 or so shouldn't make you too comfortable and the whinglers show that to you on the ball and as I said we know that you only have one person with 24 hours a day like us and you still have other things to take care of. Take care of yourself, don't break yourself or let impatient people stress you out.
Ner'rull
2018-06-02 16:27:14 +0000 UTCYeah I just get really bothered when I say I will release something by X and unforeseen things come up and I can't deliver. Back before I had a patreon I would stop to work on something else and come back fresh to that work a few weeks later but I usually feel pressured to deliver that type of large content ASAP. I feel as supporters you deserve more, its why I felt compelled to pause donations on my patreon for now.
Secazz
2018-06-02 00:58:45 +0000 UTCI'll make one in a few days, I need to chart down what to post, how to go about moderation and how frequently to post. I've never managed one so I would need to see what I am working with.
Secazz
2018-06-02 00:49:38 +0000 UTCAnd also I wouldn't mind a discord.
Some Guy
2018-06-01 22:08:32 +0000 UTCSure, I'd be fine with a Discord server. And while your longer videos are stunning works of art, I know that long form stuff can be totally exhausting, so by all means feel free to do some shorter loops and stuff for a while! Especially if you've got writer's block going on.
Sleepnir
2018-06-01 19:10:10 +0000 UTCi don't use a discord if it helps you but somehow, but i will follow you another one on x logs if on discord any info or poll will take place think that there will be only a small part that escapes this. Do not go crazy we know that you only need a human and good things time and you make good clips, video the video is well done to Alexstrasza now, pssst myself;) wish you all the good your blockade will certainly soon before You seem to have a good idea with it, to go sometimes you have to step away from a job and engage with others to re-inspire yourself ^^
Ner'rull
2018-06-01 18:19:51 +0000 UTCI hope one piece wins! I’d love to see some
2018-06-01 16:40:47 +0000 UTCSo happy Milfstrasza got her due in SFM finally, great stuff as always :D
Bently454
2018-06-01 16:11:19 +0000 UTCVery nice. Hope you do more with Alexstrasza down the line. :D
Deamoneater
2018-06-01 16:01:37 +0000 UTCYep! There are some models to work with and I've received a few requests to be added into as a poll.
Secazz
2018-06-01 15:38:49 +0000 UTCOh damn, One Piece?!
Some Guy
2018-06-01 15:34:17 +0000 UTC