PlasticBottru

24/02/2020- Get To Know You

Added 2020-02-25 00:11:40 +0000 UTC

Not to be weird but I would literally perish for Utku yk? I’m sad cos he was conceived when I needed another villain for The Forgotten Princess to represent the last and final struggle Caitriona would have in her goal, but the more I built him with the intention of making a morally grey character and not a villain, the more I fell in love with him. So now I want the best for him and I love him a lot and I don’t want him to suffer any more n shit and I’m still coming to terms with that.

I’m also coming to terms with the fact that if it is him as the main lead then I would make a romance without hesitation lol but you all know that that is maaaad complicated cos technically Serkan is the main lead and this story technically explains the complicated relationship that he and Caitriona has which starts out quite bad but ends up being ait, not necessary romantic (cos I ain’t fw romance too much but as I said, Utku is making me a believer brosephs) and I am not one to haphazardly shove in a romance story AT WHAT IS PRESUMED TO BE THE END OF A BOOK THAT HAS UP UNTIL NOW FOCUSED ON POLITICAL INTRIGE, POWER STRUGGLES AND THE INDEPENDENCE OF A WOMAN IN A WORLD WHERE THAT IS NOT TYPICAL so to make a long story short, YES i am struggling, no i cannot see a proper resolution to this dilemma right now.