Pensive

Tell us what’s in your mind king 😔✨

Anyway on another note I was just thinking about our beloved vampire mister Siradiou and how we haven’t really heard or seen him from that time Assorra reacted with visible fear to him. He’d probably never truly admit it, but that shit fucked him up p bad. It was like, an incredibly rude reminder that he is... a terrifying being. To some degree he had kind of forgotten.

But so like, at this whatever tradition that was being held! Idk maybe it should be a summer solstice event or smthn, idk, I’ll think about cultural details at another time lol. At this event that he tends to avoid attending, he goes. Because I guess, he’s been more involved in human affairs as of recent and he decided why not? I dunno what a valid reason for him going would be but bottom line; he went. He went and was brooding the whole day.

He probably spent the entire day out on the balcony where nobody was at, just watching people outside or looking at trees and feeling a bit melancholy. And something about both vampires and humans is that when they’re idle and melancholy, they obviously are more prone to falling into a pool of their own thoughts. Even though Sira is normally an expert in reeling his mind back (he’s had a millennia to practice after all), today with the bright sun and everyone dressed in shades of white maybe got his walls a little low. So he thought. He thought about how boring and lonely and pointless his existence was. How he really wasn’t doing much. How he didn’t really contribute to the world. And how his mere existence was scary to others.

And he wouldn’t lie, for the first time in many years, he was genuinely feeling really quite... bad. And he struggled to find why he couldn’t seem to shake off that funky mood. Even though he was surrounded by all this brightness and people and sun. He couldn’t understand why. Until he thought back to the moment he’d began to feel quite a bit lonely.

Spoiler: he’s sad cos Assorra obviously. It’s blatant. He’s sad cos he’s possibly lost the only friendship he’s had in years. And he admits it for the first time since that day and now he’s EVEN sadder because he doesn’t really know how to mend that friendship either. Our vampire king is a pile of sad goo now 😔😔😔

Well, until someone steps into the vacant balcony out with him, an unopened wine bottle and two tall glasses in her hand🍷