Heartache
Added 2023-05-30 22:47:11 +0000 UTCFor anyone who was wondering what exactly Chris felt/thought about the havoc he wreaked in Nicky’s life! Chris does everything for his mother. He would do literally anything for her, because he doesn’t believe that he has anything else apart from her (and his hair. Not for long lol) but the friendship that he had with Nicky had forever shaken his resolve. Nicky IS a nice person. Deeply caring, full of joy and love. He is not someone that deserves this torture. And yet Chris continuously orchestrates and enacts it. A lot of times, it’s something he does without even meaning to. Enacts it without even really thinking, and many times regrets it but can’t… say or express that. Because it makes his mom happy.
As you can imagine, this does wonders to convince Chris that he is evil. An evil person who’d crush a person even when he doesn’t want or mean to. It really does hurt his heart.
