Reasons
Added 2022-09-06 03:22:34 +0000 UTCMan… let’s have a conversation.
There are some characters who I feel like… they have been weaved with the thread of despair. It’s like suffering is in their makeup somehow. It’s an incredibly morbid and sadistic thing to say, but it’s like their suffering is beautiful. Really messed up I know I know but like… I really don’t know what else to say. Astarte is one of those charters. I am trying my very best to draw them in a normal everyday kind of thing, but when I am simply unwinding or drawing just to relax and I want to draw Asta, I tend to draw them in “beautiful despair” if that makes sense. In a way, it makes me sad cos it makes me feel like they are destined to have a tragic end when I don’t necessarily WANT that for them. Feels like their life is one that’s meant to be full of suffering. Of loneliness and of misunderstandings and of pain. But I don’t want them to suffer.
Regardless I am trying my best to have them have good things in life. It’s why I like the Highschool AU so much. There’s more chances for them to enjoy life and have fun with Erasyl ❤️
