Help Lizzie Gain Weight - 1st Update

Hi, it's Lizzie again. I wanted to update you all with what's been going on and answer some of your comments. Thanks to everyone who faved and commented on my post, it really helped me feel ok about posting this stuff. Although I'm not on the 'gainer train' as Bethany likes to call it, posting these updates is a little out of my comfort zone, so I really appreciate the positive feedback.

I know I'm not as popular as Bethany, but I'm hoping to get more comments as I go. The first comment I got was from TheResplendency. Thank you for the complement, and I'll try to keep posting pics on Instagram. You guys seem to like booties, and I've got some to spare right now. I actually weighed myself this morning and I'm up to 240 pounds, and I think it's all gone to my butt, it's getting huge! Oddly the rest of your message is redacted, not sure why that is.

I haven't been trying to gain, but being around Bethany is hard. She wants me to come over all the time to help her with her shoots and getting her food. I can't really blame her, she eats so much and she's gotten so big it must be hard to get up and down all the time. While I'm over there it's kinda hard to control my appetite, the place is stocked with tastiest food 24/7. Plus Bethany insists I join her whenever she does her calories challenges. I've refused to join her online so I feel like this is the least I can do to support her. Each time we eat as many calories as we can. I think you're only supposed to eat 2,000 calories a day, but we end up eating about 20,000 calories in an afternoon. Maybe I can find a way to get out of the next one, maybe if I agree to be seen on camera Bethany will go easy on me.

Jurgen, you seem interest in me joining another one of Bethany's updates again, maybe that's a way for me to get in on her content but keep my fat ass off the camera. I guess I'm just a little shy about it still. I've never been this fat in my life and never thought I would be. It's a little jarring knowing I'm close to 250lbs. And the way I keep eating I'll be there soon. It's like everywhere I go I can't get away from food. The breakfast diner on my way to work is always running a hearty special that sounds too good to pass up. The office is always full of sweets and cake for some celebration or birthday. I keep getting convinced to go out to lunch, and I don't want to be the only one eating salad. The donut shop next to work taunts me every time I walk past it. Gosh I feel like I eat as much as Bethany. I really need to get it under control.

Gosh I haven't even told you about meeting up with the cheer squad. If you follow Bethany, you heard it a bit from her, but God was that humiliating. First off I made a complete pig of myself by ordering way too much food. I mean thankfully I'm not Bethany size, but I'm like double the size of everyone else on the squad. And since all this fat has gone to my ass it makes me look even wider than all of them. Oh but I couldn't even help my greedy self. Everything in the menu looked so good, I couldn't even stop myself from stuffing my face when the appetizer arrived. Bethany and I were such pigs that all the girls left in disgust before we even finished our meal. That really helped me decide that I need to turn this weight situation around. Sadly I've probably just gained 10 pounds since then.

Bethany keeps hounding me to start my own modeling channel, and I don't know how many times I have to say no to her. I never wanted to be this fat to begin with, and I'm already a Bethany junior. Getting to be anywhere close to Bethany size is totally out of the picture.

Let's close out on a happy note. SoftGirlLover wants to know more about my cat, and I can tell why. Because she is the cutest, fluffiest, bestest kitty in the whole wide world! Her name is Oats, and she's a tortie. We rescued her from the local shelter, and she's my favoritest little kitty ever.

Ok well that's all for now. Like, comment, subscribe, all that stuff. Tell your friends to sub as well, the more the merrier! And I'll catch you in the next one! *Wave*