【FANBOX限定】イルルちゃん
Added 2022-02-28 06:30:41 +0000 UTC皆さんこんにちは。 今回話したいことが多くて、日本語でよく伝わらないかもしれませんので英語にします。読みたい方は翻訳して読んでください。 Hi everyone, I hope you're doing well. First of all, I have to thank you every time for my supporters, because of you I can keep up drawing until now. I want to tell you my situation, and how I feel these days. I always feel like people don't care about anything about me except my drawings, and this feeling hits harder and harder since I created my own Discord server. If you care about me, the very person who is typing this, you can at least leave a comment when I post. Maybe I will feel a little better. My mental state is not good. This month I tried to draw a new set for supporters only, and I spent 10 days fixing one single art, and I failed. I swear I was doing my best, but the mental thing really affects me. I'm not trying to find an excuse or something, just want to let you know what happened. I lost some supporters last month and this month, and it makes me feel worse. Yes, I'm drawing art for a living now, but it's not about the money...I just feel like I messed everything up and wanted to finish everything off. But do not worry about me, I'm now finding a way to get over it. And I will try to draw more art throughout the year to get those supporters back. I'm planning on drawing a CG set and finishing it this year. If I'm doing that, the monthly post will change to show the rate of progress of it. I'm still thinking about what I should do, and I hope everything will be better from now.
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Thank you for caring and understanding The Discord server is for people who follow me on Facebook, 99% of them are not English speakers. So I don't recommend joining it.
楓野 悠Kaedeno Art
2022-03-14 03:57:33 +0000 UTCThank you, I appreciate you all
楓野 悠Kaedeno Art
2022-03-14 03:54:24 +0000 UTCI just found you recently and i really like you art style. I'm sorry to hear about your mental state and i hope you're diong better now, i do know how it feels to be depressed and unmotivated. I have great respect for you telling us something so personal. I'm looking forward to learn more about your art and you as a person ^^. Stay strong and keep up the good work btw do you still have the Discord server?
life_Nolove_
2022-03-13 16:44:18 +0000 UTCExactly what matjumon said. Take all the time you need. Most people are willing to wait for your stuff and we'll be here to support you vocally or silently!
Razed-Shadow
2022-03-01 13:53:01 +0000 UTCAmen, brother
AzureArtism
2022-03-01 05:18:24 +0000 UTCAnd thank you for the great art! :)
matjumon
2022-02-28 13:10:19 +0000 UTCThank you for supporting me!
楓野 悠Kaedeno Art
2022-02-28 07:19:31 +0000 UTCI am sorry to hear you aren't doing great. But rest assured, I understand the struggle and don't mind waiting a bit for your good work. And I really appreciate these updates - they are way more reassuring than when people just disappear. So thank you for your honesty and transparency :) Dealing with mental health is not easy. At the end of the day, the most important thing is your own health, and I am sure plenty of us will understand that. At the very least, you count with my support. Take care, and I hope you feel better soon! ^o^
matjumon
2022-02-28 07:10:00 +0000 UTC
