Reflection of Anxiety
Added 2024-08-31 17:41:00 +0000 UTCSomething I drew a few days ago.
Back in late 2023 when I moved to my new room, I decided to buy this plant to give my room some life. I am a bad plant caretaker because the health of it just became worse and the worse it got, the less I wanted my aunt and my mom (who both knows more about plants) to see it because I feel anxious to show my failure. It almost died around January but mom saw it and was insistent on taking it from me to "save it". I didn't want to because I thought it was a lost cause. Then I didn't expect them to give the plant back IF they manage to save it because I have proven to be bad at it.
And yet. Somehow they gave it back to me over a month later with one small but healthy leaf surviving. My aunt gave me my routine to follow and not once did she made fun of me for my failure. Fast forward to today and it's really REALLY thriving and looking pretty.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that my anxiety gets in the way of me asking for help from people who would be happy to lend a guiding hand.
Comments
This is such a story and you can tell all those feelings through the drawing. Thank you for sharing
miflore
2024-09-02 18:16:20 +0000 UTCWow
Miy Eterp
2024-08-31 23:19:09 +0000 UTCIt's an understandable place to be in; I don't like to ask for financial help from my loved ones because it's a mess I got myself into every time and I feel indebted afterward.
Zero Zivan
2024-08-31 18:24:14 +0000 UTC
