Content Announcement & Update, PLEASE READ!

Hello dear knights,

and yes you are dear knights, heroes in your own right. I want to say thank you for your continued support while I've been less of a creator the last couple of months and more on hiatus as I sort through some very difficult health, mental health, and personal life issues. It's been very trying and I have had some days where I've considered giving up on my dreams to be a better and permanent full time creator because my heart broke over how much I feel I've let everyone, not just you knights of Ren down. 

What can I promise? Only that I will take care of me first. I am evaluating/changing up the tier perks some in order to prevent me overwhelming myself when I look at what I was putting out before and what I can't put out at the moment. If you ever feel that I have wronged you here on patron, reach out for a refund and I will do so, no explanation needed. I've tried my best and if some of the situations were not so personal and didn't give me anxiety to explain them to you all, I would, however, suffice it to say that I've spent a majority of days in my head and more husk than person. I do not say so for sympathy or assurances, but there have been moments where I have practically encouraged listners and loved ones to 'jump shit now' and abandon me for I've felt completely low and unworthy of the support and adoration I get from any. 

Other than that, I have started recording again and editing some (Kil is still my number one guy there, bless him) pieces, have scripts lined up that I am actually ready and excited to put my soul into. As a small apology and gift, I have the list of every patron for this month and  you will be getting access to links or files of some pieces that I hope to have out in the next couple weeks. This is my way to account for the sparse creations I've had this month across all platforms and thank you. It's not much, but it's what I want to do and believe I can. 

I really can't thank you enough for you continued and/or past support. I never dreamed in a million years I could have a career from a passion, I only hope now I can find my feet again to hold onto that reality.

All my love, 

Ruthie xx