This Month really hates me

i figured i should leave this message here instead of nothing

but i just wanna say why i havent posted anything this month so far, cuz for once its not due to burnout or me being a lazy bum!

At first it was just my brother and his kids visiting for a few days, which was perfectly fine, theres no problem with spending time with family members who live in another city for a few days than drawing

but, shortly afterwards i got hit with a very nasty combo of sore throat, flu, fever, tiredness and nausea , so i had to spend like 5 days doing nothing but lying down and watching some YT videos,

and the most infuriating part is, when i started feeling much better (only the sore throat part remains, everything else i had recovered from) MY FUCKING MONITOR DECIDED TO DIE ON ME NOW, (yes, im afraid to admit i am a single monitor scrub)

so just out of pure anger alone, i went out and buying one even though i have not fully healed yet,

so now im back, with a muuuch bigger monitor, but my sickness has fully relapsed, so i probably gonna be spending another week or more just lying down watching slop youtubers like pyrocynical and whatnot needlessly long videos

so yeah, im still planning to finish the vivi drawing with some bonus pieces to make up for the delay, but i am gonna scrap any christmas themed ideas i had planned for this month, including december's voting poll (which really sucks, cuz one of the characters i was gonna include in it was Rei Saiga from Shangri-La Frontier) Sadge

hope you understand my situation

this image is really ironic, cuz its the last time i got really instead of having some mild headache or flu that never lasts than 2 days, and it was also in december, last year

P.S: sorry if i wont respond to any reply to this post, i was only able to write this long ass essay because i currently running on painkillers, so i have no energy to type anything else