Faye Daniels

And then the crash

Added 2020-06-19 15:59:00 +0000 UTC

I woke up this morning to some amazing light after fixing my sleeping patterns. I made decisions re my place and started fixing things.

Strip the bed.
Laundry on.
New sheets and quilt on.
Put the cabinet back in the bathroom after the paint refresh, put away the final box in there.
Put new towels out in a basket.
Put away lingerie since you're not refinishing that other dresser.

CALL

One of my best friends broke up with her husband this morning. We knew this was coming but not now and not like this. No details for you but she's now at risk of losing her home because of him.

After supporting him for years. After taking on do much debt because of his poor decisions. After losing hear in the middle of winter because he didn't pay the bill.

Fuck.
She's hurt so I'm hurt.
She's angry so I'm angry.

TEXT

From F.
I called last night - I never call.
I needed him in the moment.
I was thinking too much. I was crashing. In my feelings in an understatement.
I finished Insecure and it was basically about us.

But he sent me straight to voicemail.
He's texting 8 hours later to make sure I'm ok.
That's laughable to me.
I text - forget it.

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From M.
I asked him to call last night. He didn't.
I'm half cautious and half jumping in.
I need you to talk to me and help me organize my thoughts and my feelings.
All you're doing is laughing at a joke I told and telling me I have too many pictures.

SIT
THINK
FEEL