A Big Boss - Chapter 35

Chapter 35

Harvey almost choked when he heard that question. What is he looking for? Well… love? Could that be a good enough answer? What is Mrs. Stalwart actually asking him for?

He was sitting right on top of her, surrounded by her body. He could feel her thick, soft body; and she could feel him too. She could feel when he tensed up, a quick shake his body gave, maybe the question was too direct?

No! She will not hold it back, she wants things to be done right, and this is the way! To listen to his opinion! She needs his feedback!

Mrs. Stalwart was willing to do anything to make him happy. Such a kind man deserves to be treated right. And it’ll help if she can become the woman of his dreams. Let’s be honest, he’s way younger than she is, she doesn’t want him to think she’s too old, this is sort of a way to maintain his interest in her.

Even when she knows he’s not the kind of man who’ll dump her for someone else, she doesn’t want to take that risk.

Mrs. Stalwart wants to be sure she’s playing the game right. That she’s collecting all of the points, and even making extra-points! What does he like? What is he looking for in a woman? Money? It’ll be fair if he wants a sugar mommy, she doesn’t mind spoiling him, but he must be sure to have a job, she won’t take care of a lazy man.

But money might not be within his main interest. What does he want? What is he looking for in a woman? A fit woman? She’s active, she takes morning runs every day, or every two days sometimes. But how athletic? Does he want a buff lady? She could trim up, shred a few pounds and show more of her muscles. Does he want a sexy amazon with a six-pack? She could work on that.

Or, maybe the body is not it? What if he’s more emotional? What kind of woman does he want? Someone sweet? It’ll make sense; no one would pick a moody amazon, to live afraid she could crush you while angry? No thanks.

Speaking of sweet, kind, of a woman who’s attentive and polite, what’s the kind? A woman that opens the door and says: “Good evening, how are you, my dear? How’s your day?” Could that be it?

Maybe someone more romantic? To come back and be received by a path of roses and a note that says: “Follow them to our room, I’m waiting for you, my knight in shining armor…” Sweet yet spicy, romantic and also seductive. Could be quite the combination. And it’ll make sense, her body, she’s hot and he knows it.

Now, there could also be something else. Speaking of kinks, if he likes her because of her size, what fetish could he have? In the gentle spectrum, what could he be looking for? Due to her mature age… a mommy-girlfriend? Does he want a sweet, amazon mommy?

Looking down at him, she’s surrounding him with her love while having dinner in front of the TV, this is not exactly romantic, this is more casual. He’s been sitting on her lap a few times… he likes her boobs… it’s starting to make sense to her. But she must be sure, so she’ll listen to what he says.

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Harvey was nervous, what does she want him to say? What are the right words to say?

Of course, the right answer’s her. He must describe her within his words. But which words can he use? I like women who are my boss? I like women who are very tall? I like mature women? This could be suspiciously specific. A woman as smart as her would easily detect he’s lying.

She wants sincerity, she wants to hear his opinion, the real one. No lies, nothing made-up, only sincerity.

His heart was pounding, he couldn’t see her face, but he was sure that she was expecting him to speak, and fast! Not sure if she was frowning because he’s been taking too much time, scared she’s starting to lose some patience, worried she’s becoming more and more desperate for every second he’s been quiet. How long has it been? A minute? It feels like an eternity!

Soon, her hand, a warm and gentle hand, was placed over his shoulder.

“Shh, it’s ok, I won’t be mad if you tell the truth. I know it’s not an easy question, maybe not even a normal one. In fact, it could be just a whim of mine. I’m only trying to know you better, I care for what you think, ok? Keep that in mind, and also keep in mind that I won’t be mad for what you say. Right here, I’m not your big boss, I’m your friend, your very special friend who cares, ok?” Well, at least it was clear that they were friends.

Friends with benefits? Friends who were lovers? Maybe to hear her say they were lovers would’ve been better. That way he’d know this relationship is driven by sex more than anything else. But friends, he’s not in the friend-zone, he’s slowly making his way up.

“Friends” don’t have the kind of relationship they do. They might sit on the couch and watch a series while eating, but not as close as they are. He’s literally between her legs, this is only going up. Plus, someone who’s friend-zoned doesn’t have the kind of sex they did.

Harvey was unsure on what to say, what to do. Should he stand up and leave? He’s so nervous he’d prefer to do so. But he can’t run away. This is not him explaining something to his boss, Mrs. Stalwart, this is him having a random chat with Vera.

Maybe it’ll be for the best to put this in a different context. He doesn’t need to explain things to perfection for his boss, he needs to say things the way he feels them before Vera, a sweet and understanding woman.

Like she said, he should not be afraid of his words not being perfect. He doesn't need to have a well-prepared speech, no need to take things so serious. He’s only sharing his point of view with Vera, casually.

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“You… really want to know?” Harvey asked, standing up and turning at her.

Mrs. Stalwart nodded while smiling. Softly, calmly. He was honestly afraid she was mad and didn’t want to look at her face, not to look her in the eyes.

“Ok… I feel kind of… strange, heh.” He was not used to this kind of questions, much less at a moment like this.

“It’s ok if you’re nervous. I… I only want to know… what you think. It’s strange, I can’t lie, but I guess I’m just trying to see if… I’m the one for you.” Is that so?

So she’s the one feeling insecure. She’s not trying to see if he messes up with his words, she only wants to be sure there's a future in this relationship. Well… honesty is the best policy, right?

He took a deep breath and spoke. It’ll be better to say what he feels and not to get all stressed for messing up with his words.

“I think you’re hot.” There, he said it. He started by acknowledging she was a hottie. Something she truly liked. “You’re a, with no mean to disrespect, a sexy woman. But, the body’s not everything. But, if it was, you’d have it all.”

That was nice to know, a boost of self-confidence for sure. She liked the way this started, now it was time to hear the rest of what he has to say.

“I think that, if you spread kindness, people are kind to you. I know I’m not the toughest, not the strongest, not even of average height, but… I think that, if you’re a supportive woman, nothing else matters. You can be as hot as you want, or maybe not, but what truly matters is the inside. I’ve always wondered how the perfect woman would be, but in the end, the outside is not the main thing.” That was interesting, deep and interesting. She was listening.

“I think that, if you´re happy, I´ll be happy. If you’re kind, I’ll feel the love. If you’re with me, if your heart’s with mine, then… then love can grow. What I mean is, love grows towards where the heart is. If your heart’s settled in mine, then I… I love you.” Did he just confessed love right now?

It slipped, he was not planning on saying things that way.

That’s a strong word, only those who want a long-term relationship want to hear that. At least when things are as serious as they were right now. If she’s just fooling around with him, then she’s going to feel disgusted, but if she’s not, if she’s sincere, then… 

“I love you too…” the words came out so sincerely, so warmly and so tenderly.

She stood up and wrapped her arms around him. This hug feels too special. He’s embraced by the warmth of love, not just her arms.

This moment was truly special, it made him feel special. And it allowed her to understand him better.

Not all things have to be about what you like or what you’re looking for. Sometimes, it’s all about what you need.

Harvey needs support, someone who’s attentive, who understands him. Maybe he’s never been in a real relationship, or maybe he has. All she knows is that, by the time they  met, he was single. Now, was he single by choice or not?

This means that their relationship can become very special. And it can also become a very strong relationship. It’s up to her to make things work, she knows he’s going to try, she’s the one who can be kind of… a diva.

Maybe he meant it that he wants someone who’s understanding? Someone who doesn’t get mad as often? Maybe… he doesn’t like bossy women?

It could be another way to say it. He doesn’t want someone who’s trying to establish their direct doman over him? He wants kindness, which means he doesn’t like to be yelled at. He likes love, and you won’t hurt someone you love. But, how can she make this work?

Before any more time passes by, before tormenting herself with days and days of overthinking, she must ask him.

“Tell me, Harvey, I know you want a lovely lady, and I can be one. But, would you be ok if things are normal at the office?” she asked.

“What do you mean by “normal”?” he asked.

“You know, me being the boss and giving the orders. You know I´m not trying to be mean, it’s just my job to give the orders.” she explained.

“I know you’re the boss. Well, as long as you’re kind while asking, you know. I understand we have to keep our love secret, and I understand there’s a certain image you must keep. Unless we’re alone, right. So, I´m fine with that, no problem.” he said.

“Great! That’s good to know! Now, my lovely lover… wanna have some fun upstairs?” That sounds spicy…

What does she want to do? Well, anything. With so much hugging and so much touching, he feels teased by her body.

Mrs. Stalwart is a lovely lady, but she’s also a bombshell of an amazon. It´ll be impossible for him to resist or deny a request like that one.

Now that he knows there’s an actual future for the both of them, sex will feel more special. More intimate, more passionate. Is there a chance sex feels hotter? That he can actually quiver deep inside with more passion? Time to find out.

His eyes are now open to a new relationship, to a new love, to a new beginning…