Update - Depression
Added 2024-08-04 18:44:03 +0000 UTCSo, hey. Been a while, everyone. How you doing.
You may have noticed a lull in me posting things. At all, for the past few weeks. And in fact, with me not having even done a monthly post kind of deal yet, and. I'm going to be honest.
These months of work have been incredibly fun, and I've managed to keep up the pace, but family circumstances have caused me to hit a critical mass, where working at my pace doesn't cut it anymore; Where my available hours to Kisekae or do anything in the day are reduced to almost like 1 or 2 in a day rather than the entire day, and where my setup actively hinders me trying to be productive. This is something that has been bothering me since I'm trying to get better, and due to other issues, like a toddler getting his nose where he shouldn't be lately;
Admittedly I've caught a bad case of the "I must work but also I can't but I have so much to finish" sickness disease. I'm trying to finish things so that I can have some posts before the end of next week, and start things proper, hopefully with some finished tonight, but at this point I'm not hopeful on myself and genuinely have been admittedly starving myself as a sort of punishment, as well as a bit of head desking.
I need help but not in therapy, this case, but rather to just get out of this awful, awful forced "Vacation" with family. I'm sorry for the troubles and concerns, everyone, please have a good night. Hopefully will have more posts soon.
See y'all.
