Smuggling Watermelons? Struggling Watermelons

They've grown again.

Well, I say "again" but realistically they probably never stopped. I just kinda hoped they'd stopped.

The tender, achy, pulsating, itchy soreness that I use to only feel when they were going through a growth spurt is, recently, just the normal natural state of how my boobs feel...words!

My doctor and endocrinologist now seem to be on the same page about what's going on with my hormones. Did I talk about this before? Well it's still on my mind.

My female sex hormones, phytoestrogen, estrogen, prolactin, progesterone, gluten, titosterone...👈🏻😎👉🏻 aren't actually high. Theyre a little high, but not crazy. However;

My breast tissue is abnormally receptive to growth. This is why some women with this condition literally never stop growing. They can get a reduction but unless they remove LITERALLY (TITTERALLY) every breast tissue cell (which I'm told is literally impossible) their breasts will just grow. And grow. And the more breast tissue, the more growth... So it compounds in more and more growth as they grow.... And it might be insane to say this but, I can tell. I can feel it.

The bigger they've grown the more I can feel that tenderness in my tits. I mean there's literally more tit to feel it in.  

And it's a shocking amount of tit at this point.

When I lay them down across my desk, to get the weight off my back, they spread out so far. It's insane, and I can almost feel my blood pumping hormones through them...idk

Some of this might be in my mind, and I'm sure alot of it is, but it's hard not to imagine what's happening inside of them when they take up so much of, not only my physical, but my mental space these days.

My partner mentioned to me a couple days ago that all my tank tops have a "strap gap" now.

In the second and third picture there's an example. My breasts are now so projected forward that my tank top straps don't really sit flush against my body anymore. There's literally so much boob pushing forward, and my frame is so small, that fabric just hangs in the air because there's so much tidd pulling tension on the fabric.

Just another physical reminder of the fact that they've grown.

Grown, grown, groan...

So using the water displacement method I weighed them, again. Their weight is up. When I started writing this post I had another boob science algorithmic graph and chart type of post to do, but I think I'm going to save it for a future one because I'm not really sure on the math and I haven't run it past my lab of boob scientists (which include some of you).

Funny enough, I've actually met more people who are extremely knowledgeable about my condition after I started posting online.

When I was beginning to grow out of control I was asking doctors and they literally told me that it was fine and there was nothing going on basically. So aggravating that I had to essentially objectify myself online to find any interest in my medical condition, but that's a topic for another day.

I also wanted to ask you guys if you have ideas for booby writing prompts or topics generally youdl ike to hear my POV on.

If you comment a topic or writing prompt, and it gets the most likes, I'll write about it on my next post. Maybe the next next post. I have some figures and graphs to share with y'all soon, and more info about my chest's updated weight and cup size.

Phew, okay.

Thx for reading y'all, And thanks to all the members scheduling chats with me. :)

Have a good week y'all.

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