Added 2016-11-04 00:04:03 +0000 UTC
Lately something I have been struggling with is focus. I'm sure this has something to do with my diet - I fall back on fast food more than I like to admit and can't seem to kick my soda habit - but to be honest I've always had issues with this. It's part of the reason I take on so many projects, I feel like there are a million ideas floating around in my head and just as many voices clamoring to be heard. It feels like a constant noise or fog and can be incredibly hard to cut through more often than not. Sometimes I find that marijuana helps clear the smoke and give me the focus to narrow in on one idea or concept to flesh it out. I try to stay organized. I try to check myself often and pull back to the task at hand. If I could afford it I would probably go get some kind of actual medication, but I also have to acknowledge that this is a big part of who I am. Somewhere there is a balance between curbing my own brain chemistry so I can function and holding on to as many of those ideas out of the air as I can.
