Audio Diary #13 - DO IT, Especially If You Don't Want To
Added 2022-06-26 19:56:47 +0000 UTCHehe oh haaay it's ya gurl, CAT, back at ya with another audio diary!
Today I started off in a less bubbly mood than normal, both because I am exhausted after my insane night at work last night and an even more insane phone call with my crazy dad (lol love him, but holy shit) but as I kept talking to you guys, my spirits just lifted and lifted and I ended the audio diary with a big smile on my face so thank you for that :)
In this month's audio diary, I explain some stuff that's been going on in my personal life that has been affecting my level of presence on discord and in messages, etc. as well as talking about... you guessed it... mental health and self care and wellnesssss baby! :p A big thing for me lately is noticing when I'm hiding from difficulty or discomfort and.. not doing that. Like, stopping myself from hiding and forcing myself to do the thing or confront whatever it is, and just how much growth I see in myself when I do that.. So I wanted to talk to you guys about that too because if I can help someone get through a tough time, I want to - ya know!? :p
Soooo preachy, my goooodness, why do you guys even like me ;p hehe I'm just kidding, but truly! This is another genuine, open, honest peek into what's going on with me so if you're at all interested in any of that stuff ^ OR in hearing about what's coming up in July (INCLUDING my 30th birthday, drinks on discord while I game and stream next week, hot new audios that I can't WAIT to work on, and me braggin' about how much I love you guys and everything you've done for me!) then I hope you'll give this LENGTHY audio diary a listen ;p
Sending you so much love today :) xxx
Comments
Ahh thank you!! It's fun sharing this side of myself with you guys :)) x
2022-06-28 02:11:19 +0000 UTCOmg LOL I kept messing up and hitting enter - gonna try this again: Ahh yes, that's a very good way of putting it! It does feel very suffocating at times. And you're so right, pushing yourself in those situations... it's very similar to going to the gym. So often I dreaddd going, but never have I ever left and not felt WAY better for having gone! Thank you <3 Very true! To both counts, the help with the puzzles would be so fun :) and I haven't gotten far into Inscryption at all so I could definitely stream some of that (either Friday or another time!) and would love to potentially hear from some people about what choices they'd make because it's a new kinda game for me so I'm sure I could stand to learn quite a bit :P It's so fun! Haha AND - thank you!!!!!! Isn't that something?! Hehe we made it :') ;p
2022-06-28 02:10:53 +0000 UTCSo very sweet and funny and honest 🥰 thank you again for sharing this side of you! You are too good to us!♥️
C. Chez
2022-06-27 05:33:14 +0000 UTCI’ve had moments like that where anxiety and other stressors suffocate you to where you want to stay home and dwell instead of putting yourself in a social situation. Sometimes the anxiety won, but when I was able to push myself out of my comfort zone it often makes you wonder why you worried in the first place. I guess it’s like exercise, where you may dread doing it but you feel amazing after. Just different hormones maybe! I can’t comment much on the ill relative but I do wish the best to your family. Streaming: Nancy Drew sounds fun! If it’s like the Nancy Drew game I played a long time ago there’s some puzzle piece finding that we might even be able to help with! If you’re not too tipsy and haven’t finished Inscryption that could also be fun to stream! P.S. congrats on 450 patrons! I remember when you were excited for 50, and look at you now!
Gildersleeve
2022-06-26 22:03:56 +0000 UTC
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